NOT A PAYCHECK

108

Zara has just finished performing the ashar prayer, his face still radiated a deep sadness even though he had tried to take part many times so that his heart was calmer but his soul was still shaken after knowing the real facts about Sean.

Even though it was just the past and now Sean was already a good husband to him but still, Sean's plans in the past hurt him a lot.

Zara even said if Sean could not love her, maybe Zara's life would not be this beautiful. He also recently lost his parents.

"Father Mother.." muttered Zara who suddenly remembered her parents.

If only his father and mother were still around maybe he wouldn't be this beautiful. Zara could have gone home and returned to her parents but now, I don't know who Zara will rely on which is clear at this time Zara does not want to look at Sean.

Because looking at Sean is the same as recalling Sella's hurtful words.

"Non Zara want some warm tea?" tawar mbok Nah who knows if his two employers are quarreling let alone see the eyes of Zara after Sella came this morning.

"No mbok..."

"Non Zara wants to eat what? this afternoon Non Zara had not eaten yet" said Mbok Nah reminded.

Zara was actually lazy to eat but somehow she felt like eating something.

"May you please buy me a hodgepodge Mbok?"

Mbok Nah immediately smiled happily, "Every non, mbok go buy now huh?"

Zara nodded, immediately Mbok Nah went out to buy Zara gado gado gado order.

It does not take long, Mbok Nah can get a gado gado because it is still afternoon and there are still many who sell gado gado.

Mbok Nah prepared a gado gado and a glass of water and will be brought to Zara's room, but only up the stairs, Zara actually went down.

"Eat on the table eat Mbok."

Mbok Nah nodded and immediately brought the tray to the dining table,

It did not take long Zara immediately spent a serving of gado gado making Mbok Nah relieved because despite being sad her Mistress was still willing to eat.

"Nob not Non? just bought it there for the first time."

"Alhamdulilah yummy Mbok, why only buy one indeed Mbok Nah do not want?" ask Zara.

"Mbok Nah does not like gado gado non." reply Mbok Nah make Zara nod understandingly.

After eating, Zara rushed to the room because she heard the sound of Sean's car in front of the house.

Zara had just finished preparing Sean's change of clothes, she was about to come out along with Sean who was about to enter the room.

Zara ducked and passed Sean just like that, originally Sean wanted to hold Zara's hand but considering that Zara was angry Sean finally relented and let Zara through.

Sean enters the room, surprised that despite being angry, Zara is still willing to prepare a change of clothes for him.

And after finishing the bath, Sean rushed straight down towards the dining table. There was dinner for him too.

Sean heard the voice of Zara reading the Koran in the prayer room. Sean sat down, dinner this time was not accompanied by Zara but Sean could still hear Zara's voice was a great relief for him.

"It was me who cooked Den." said Mbok Nah who was bringing a glass of water to Sean.

"Ah deserves a different taste." Inner Sean who just fed a spoon into his mouth.

Sean was a little disappointed because he thought that the meal table was Zara's cooking but even so he tried to understand because Zara was angry with him and could not cook for him.

"What's bad Den?" tanya Mbok Nah remembers as long as there is Zara, always Zara cuisine eaten by Sean.

"Did Zara eat?" sean asked worried.

"Have Den, just asked to buy gado gado." reply Mbok Nah makes Sean relieved because Zara still wants to eat even though Sean is also curious about Zara, the end of this often snack outside rather than eating his own cuisine.

"I thought Non Zara was pregnant."

Sean was surprised by Mbok Nah's remarks.

"So at the end of this end Non Zara likes to ask to buy a strange snack" explained Mbok Nah.

"Are pregnant people like that?"

"Not all Den, sometimes there is something like that because pregnant people have different symptoms." Mbok Well again.

"Is Zara pregnant?" inner Sean when Mbok Nah has left the kitchen.

"But if you are pregnant why not nausea or feel like pregnant people in general?" sean's mind again but Sean shook his head.

"How could I ask Zara this, she could be even more angry with me."

Sean got up from his seat, he did not want to think about anything else because what Sean had in mind right now was just how to make Zara forgive him, Yes that's all Sean is thinking about right now.

Sean took ablution water to pray magrib, at first Sean thought Zara would wait for him but in fact Zara chose prayer first to make Sean can only sigh long.

Even after Zara refused his hand, Zara turned around and continued reading the Koran.

again Sean could only sigh deeply, He had to be patient because he was wrong.

"I'm sorry mas." Inner Zara felt guilty for not accepting Sean's helping hand for him to kiss when usually Zara always kissed the back of Sean's hand every time they finished praying together.

Finished praying Isya, Zara immediately lay in bed on Sean's back. Zara felt uncomfortable as Sean entered the room and lay down beside her.

"I know you're still angry, very angry and disappointed in me, but one thing you should know, I'm not giving up on you to put your trust in me again baby." sean said when both of them were the same lying in bed even though Zara was still on her back.

"May I ask you something?" asked Zara who immediately made Sean smile with relief because Zara finally invited him to talk.

"Of course, tell me honey I'll definitely grant it."

"Whatever is that?"

"Yes whatever it is."

"Can I stay at Mom and Dad's house for a while? until I feel calm and can take you back."

Degs... Sean's heart was pumping so fast, it hurt so much.

"Does this mean you're going to leave me, baby?"

"No, it's not like that. I just need time to think.that's all mas." explained Zara.

"I'm sorry, but I can't grant that, baby, you can leave me as you please, but to separate, I don't want to and I won't."

Zara's tears fall without Sean's knowledge,

"You're selfish..."

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