NOT A PAYCHECK

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Mbok Nah ran towards the door when he heard the sound of Sean's car, immediately mbok Nah opened the door for Sean.

"Zara's sleeping?" sean asked as he glanced at the wall clock at 9 p.m.

"Not den, Non Zara still njai dibilik." reply mbok Nah who directly embraced Sean.

Sean loosened his tie while walking towards the small room where He heard the soft voice of Zara chanting the verse of the Quran which instantly made Sean's heart and mind calm for a moment.

"Shodaqollahhuladzim."

Zara closes her Koran and prays whether what Zara says cannot be heard by Sean who is now sitting behind Zara. And when Zara had finished praying, Sean hugged Zara from behind to surprise Zara, "Mas is home?"

Sean did not reply, He hugged Zara tighter, making Zara finally shut up and let Sean hug her who was still wearing the mucus.

Long enough and Sean had not let go of his embrace, Sean felt hugging Zara slightly made his heart calm.

Until finally Sean was satisfied and let go of Zara's embrace. Turning by slapping his hands together on Zara's face, looking at the pretty face then kissing her lips repeatedly.

"Why are you?" zara asked with a shy smile to see Sean just keep looking at her.

"What did you pray for?" ask Sean who released Zara.

"Many mas I ask for." Zara replied while removing her face and folding it.

"What aja?"

"Mas wants to know that."

"Yes..."

Zara smiled, "I ask that I, the same family we are given health, longevity is also protected wherever we are. I also ask that we will have children who are righteous and righteous. I minya so that your work is given ease and smoothness and I also ask that our household be sakinah mawadah warrahmah, far from anything that will later damage our household and... there are many more." replied Zara with a shy smile.

Sean smiled and hugged his wife again.

Sean really no longer knows what to say after hearing the prayer that the wife said every day, a prayer that is not only for his good but also for his family. Sean really felt he became a very lucky man because he could have a wife like Zara.

"Maa laper already yes, eat first yuk." invite Zara to try to release Sean's hug that is getting tighter.

"Still want to hug you." Sean still hasn't let go of his embrace.

"But the stomach was already the sound" said Zara who immediately made Sean chuckle and release Zara's embrace.

Sean had not eaten, just lunch at home was not spent, immediately left alone.

"I took a shower just ate" said Sean, who was immediately taken by Zara.

Sean's office uniform has now changed in pajamas, he then went down where his wife was waiting at the dinner table.

"You haven't eaten yet?" Sean dragged the chair and sat down next to Zara.

Zara shook her head, "Not yet, wait for you" Zara said as she picked up the rice and side dishes and placed them on Sean's plate.

"Ck, why wait.if the lager eat first do not have to wait for me" Sean told Zara.

Zara smiled, "What's wrong, I haven't been a laper yet anyway."

Zara placed a plate that already contained rice and side dishes in front of Sean.

"And start ngeyel now." Sean stroked his wife's hair.

Zara just smiled, She looked at her husband who had now started to feed the rice into his mouth.

Zara thought tonight Sean would silence her but who would have thought Sean had returned to ordinary and even had time to hug her earlier.

After dinner, the two sat in their blank rooms looking at the stars and also feeling the cold atmosphere tonight.

"I want to smoke, you just go in if you can't stand the same smoke" Sean said as he pulled out a cigarette and began to ignite it with fire.

"I'm not what mas, it's also common to smell cigarettes because Dad also smokes" said Zara who was immediately embraced Sean.

They stayed quiet for quite a while,

"Temen Mama said what? did something hurt you?" sean asked back to discuss the matter this afternoon.

"What did you do to discuss this issue again? I don't want to be angry anymore." Zara replied to make Sean smile amusedly.

"Are you afraid I'm angry?"

Zara just lowered her head, honestly she was so afraid Sean was angry and told herself. Zara is not a fool with every utterance thrown at her, she always feels hurt if someone beats her with a bad word. And that's what scared Zara. Afraid Sean is angry and says bad things that make him later can no longer be devoted to Sean as a wife.

"I'm not angry" Sean said.

Zara just smiled and shook her head.

"Do you still love that guy from yesterday?" sean asked again to make Zara surprised.

"Who does that mean, Panji?"

Sean nodded, "Didn't you get proposed to him?"

Zara nodded and lowered her head,

"Have you forgotten Zara?" sean's question made Zara look up and stare at Sean.

"Just tell me honestly I don't matter, shouldn't husbands and wives open up to each other?"

Zara nodded in agreement, She let out a long sigh before replying, "Sometimes I still think of her.I'm sorry mas."

Zara looked down again and made Sean smile.

"Wouldn't no one be able to force Zara's heart problems?" Zara looked back at Sean who was now staring at the sky.

"So do I, if you ask me if I still love that woman and her answer Yes, I still can't forget her completely." sean said that somehow makes Zara's heart ache.

"We are together because of our parents' matchmaking, as much as I can try to be a good husband for you Zara..

"I'm sorry if maybe what happened this afternoon hurt you. I'm just still confused as to what to answer and I'm still confused as to how to behave."

Zara smiled again, hearing Sean still loves women who are either ex or not does make Zara sick because now Zara has started to love Sean but Zara also does not want to be selfish because honestly she is also still can't forget the Panji.

"We are the same still studying mas, this may be just the beginning of the test for our household, in the future it may be even harder" said Zara who was immediately accepted to agree by Sean.

"May I ask you something, Zara?"

"What is mas?"

"Whatever happens later, don't ever leave."

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