Not a Misconception (R1)

The endless complex

'I love you not out of selfishness or coercion, but out of sincerity'

*Saylandra Khumaira Netra

Sayla, as soon as someone familiar greets me.

I am the only daughter of two brothers.

My brother Nalandra Kala Narendra, a handsome man who works as a pilot on the airline I serve.

Today, I promise to accompany my familiar Rendra-call bang for him.

To attend the wedding of one of his High School friends.

Me and bang Rendra are indeed quite far adrift, about 5 years.

In the past, during Rendra High School bang, I once fell in love with one of his troupe.

As I recall, I used to be in the 2nd grade Junior High School.The tiny girl with an orintal face who likes to wear round glasses.My father was indeed a European, but I tend to inherit the genes of mama who incidentally Indonesian.When bang Rendra inherited almost half the handsome papa.

Not infrequently people think we do not have the slightest blood ties.Our difference that is so contrasting is the color of our eyes.If Rendra bang clear brown eyes, my beads tend to be darker and more perfectly round.

No doubt, since the High School bang Rendra much loved by his peers.

As I recall, my brother played when High School there were 3 men and a beautiful girl in hijab, whose name I remember.

From the time of High School, friends bang Rendra's friends always play at home if the weekend.

Especially I don't know, I forgot his name again.

What I remember, the handsome boy always smiled sweetly every time he met me.Not infrequently he came from the morning using his bicycle, until late afternoon.

His personality who looks always calm and friendly, turns out over time able to steal my heart.Peature young man bermanik brown who every afternoon at the end of the week came home, just to ask bang Rendra accompanied him to the city library.

My love for him continued to grow over time.However, at the end of graduation, I was faced with two bitter realities at once in one situation.

First, the handsome young man who managed to captivate my heart turned out to be continuing his studies abroad.Pupus was my hope for PDK-an with him at that time.

Second, it turns out that during this time bang Dimas, the handsome brother who I now remember his name, turned out to be in love with his own best friend - kia brother.

Since long ago, it has been an open secret if Kia's sister is loved by many men.In addition to being beautiful, Kia's brother is also a good-natured person and a clever girl.Destroyed has been my weapon to compete with Kia's model sister, Kia Kia,which is almost close to the perfect criteria.

Until Dimas went to college outside the country, I never expressed my feelings to him.In my heart, I had intended to bury my love as deeply as possible.

Since then, I tried to put my feelings aside.I chose to continue my education following in the footsteps of my brother, in the world of aviation.

If bang Rendra chose to be a pilot, I am more a flight attendant.Meet and chat with different people every day, in fact able to make me happy alone.

For me the world of aviation is my second home, we fly.Live in one country to another.Meet new people every day.

My life is back in color, after three dismal years without passion.It's been my third year working on the same airline with brother, because today I have promised to accompany him, I just let his laughter go, he said,we just arrived at Soekarno hatta airport.

As a result, we both went to the wedding still using the airline's formal clothes.

If not wrong, the married man is called bang Bara, one of Rendra's close friends besides bang Dimas.

On bail there, stood a pair of brides who looked very happy.

Bang Bara looks handsome with his formal clothes.In addition there is a bride who looks beautiful with her shar'i bridal gauh.

Sometimes I also feel jealous to see a partner who looks so happy, as if the world only belongs to the two of them with all the happiness they have.

What is the power with the self that until now still bears the status of singles pisabilillah😔

At the age of 26, I have never been in a relationship.

Whattt😲😲

Yes, I do deserve to be called a weathered virgin.Yes how else, following the incident of my first terrible love at that time, I prefer to focus on my study and career in the aviation world, especially the field of flight attendants.

When I was bored waiting for Rendra bang, why was I so interested in approaching a formally dressed man who was holding his fussy daughter.

I am the type of woman who likes to be anxious see the children of fussy people.

For some reason, my motherly nature always arises if it is close to the name of a baby and child.

I even often imagine how anxious if I can take care of them every day.Truly, the name of the baby and child really brings a good mood for me.

"You're dii"

The whining of the toddler girl really makes me grumpy myself.Wind once I immediately approach her, then pierce so that I can calm down.

"Cup.cup dear, yes....Aurra wants what?"

Well nahh.that his father finally wants to carry his side.I think it must be his father, anyone can certainly believe it with one look.

But, even though it has been carried, the sidekick still cries.Bikin I gereget itself, what else is fitting I see the beautiful hazel bead that watery look at me.

O Allah, O Rabby, be beautiful.

Subhanallah, heidam what his mother used to be, his children to this beautiful extent.

But baby, he even cry.Bapaknya can not remember what the hell?

I became emotional myself see it.

"Ehh...dedek pretty want this huh!"

I finally said, 'greget I did.

"Authended....Aulla wants that...."

Little bitch while thrashing ronta in the lap of his father.

"Eh-h"

"Yes, the pretty lady wants this, huh?"

I said quietly while giving the lollipop.

"His daughter is beautiful sir, surely her mother is also beautiful!" Praise me, while playing black hair is a bit brown.

"My wife is dead."

Deg

This voice seemed familiar, but whose voice was it?

Slowly but surely I took a look at him, and when our brown beads met each other's eyes.

Deg

I memorized the owner of this dark brown bead.

He's a handsome young man who used to play at my house when the weekend came.

He..My first love, the man who broke my heart first.But now, look at himself.Stands bravely, still handsome as before.Ahh ralat, more handsome even.

But I pushed aside as far as possible all the feelings that once had alight.Look at him now, handsome, steady, charming, and the most important thing is that he was married.Despite him saying his wife was dead.

W-what did he say earlier? His wife is dead?

HEH

rojiuun

So, she's the story now single parent?

Hot daddy dong, what's perfect daddy?

Oalahhh, I'm so salting like this, what's wrong with you.

Ok sayla, calm yourself okay.I know I used to be crazy crazy about the charm, so that you have difficulty moving on until now.Tapiii.now this is different.It has been more than 11 years.

You can sayla, you show yourself if you manage to move on all this time from him.

Breathe in, waste.

Breathe in, waste.

Ok relax, now act as usual sayla.Talk like talking to a stranger you meet while on the plane.

You can definitely sayla, c'mon.

"Ahh...I'm sorry, and I'm also sorry for the death of my father's wife."

My words are finally, as natural as possible.

"Pelunk..pelukkk"

Ronta sidedek small, taking her hand high into the air.

"Pelunk mom...pelukkk"

Chirping again.

"Aurra what do you want, baby?"

Confused by Dimas.

I know, from the expression, this Dimas gate is confused with the babble of his beautiful daughter.Padahal his grandfather wants to be embraced loh.

"Aurra what do you want, baby? Didi doesn't understand!"

And that's my direction.

Deg

"Pelunk.bmam.pelukkk"

Deg

I just stood there, smiling as naturally as I could.When my heart dag dig dug was not good.

"Perhaps, the daughter wants me to carry her sir!"

Lirihku,afraid.

Ishh, the base of the lips emberr.It can usually talk do not know sikon, he Rabb.

"Hmmm..."

"Youth..pelluuk..."

Babe the grandpa again, while reaching for me.Just right, he reached for me?

"Aren't you a hassle?"

Lirih bang Dimas, took a glance at me for a moment.

Deg

O Allah, I swear bang Dimas is still handsome.Subhanallah, this mah perssem again I am just as charming.Mana can move on me, which there was a move on for many years was in vain.

I finally chose to shake my head, taking my hand out again to welcome the little sidedek into my arms.

At first I was afraid that the beautiful toddler made hazel it would cry.However, in fact the beautiful toddler was so enthusiastic when in my arms.Entah why, I was so comfortable when holding it.Beautiful baby made hazel who somehow, inexplicably,as if it would give me a special bond.

I don't know what my feeling is that I salting.But I think from that moment Bang Dimas was like looking at me intensely, I don't know.

"Say, I've been looking for you since.Ehh!"

Said bang Rendra who arrived present by my side.

Thank you bang, for coming at the right time.Just love you bang😙

Since the baby girl I heard her name Aurra was asleep, I handed her back to the Dimas bang.

From what I saw, Rendra did not say hello to Dimas bang.Bang Dimas also like not knowing Rendra bang.

Huh, what is this really about?

High School friends forget each other anyway?

How I wonder myself.

I save a thousand questions about the cute duo of friends.The most important thing for me at this time is, calm the spot of my heart that has been crazy since.

Anyway this is like a marathon how many kilos gitu.Dag dig gvak karuan.

I thought from that day on, I would never see him again.Never again meet his beautiful daughter.Thus, I will easily forget him.Forget all my love that I once held, now feels resurrected.

But I guess I was wrong.

I was wrong about being able to forget it easily.In fact, he always aggressively came into my dreams.He often makes me wake up in the morning blind while crying.

Let's say I'm stupid, why can I survive just to love one man for more than 11 years.

I try my hardest to forget it, keep her out of my brain, but nihil.She is always a dream flower obligatory in every sleep.

Until God reunited us, I finally chose to give up.

Giving up on covering up my feelings.

I will go back to fighting, fighting for the struggle that I had not been able to proclaim.Now I do not care anymore, will his status, his condition, or what is in him.What I believe is only one, I love him, I love him,and I accept him with all his flaws.

With all the shortcomings or advantages that exist in you.Let me fight for this time alone, at least I still have one chance to express my feelings.

Bang Dimas, I want you.

*Authoor Pov

"BANG DIMAS BARACK ALHAIDAN WON'T BE MY HUSBAND?"

Dimas and Risma made berangah, by a proposal that was thrown just like that from the lips of beautiful women in front of them.

"You, what did you just talk about, miss? Maybe you're wrong."

Denying Dimensas while about to pass, leaving behind the uniformed women flight attendants.

"But I know my brother!"

Prevent that beautiful woman.

"Sorry, but I don't know you, Miss."

Shallow Flat dimas.

Because the debate between the two occurred not far from the door of the arrival of passengers, no doubt if at this time many are watching the debate between the two.

"But this bang, me-"

"I don't know you.So please don't bother me, I'm in a hurry."

Said Dimas coldly, while instructing Risma to quickly pass with him.

Deg

"Bang Dimas's...."

The beautiful woman - Sayla.

Not felt, as a result of the cold word that was thrown Dimas, it was actually able to provoke a tear-spirit from his dark brown bead.

Plucci

"She's my sister Dimas, the 2nd grade junior I used to tell you about."

Dimas's footsteps stopped for a moment, when the familiar bass voice in his ears sounded.

"She's the same Junior High girl that used to love one guy for years."

Dimas's shoulder began to weaken instantly.Other with Sayla's tears becoming more and more.

"She's a Middle School girl who is now transformed into a great woman, who still loves a flat man like you, Dear Doctor Dimas Barack Alhaidan."

Rendra.

Now it was Risma's turn who looked curious, staring alternately at the son who began to show a change in expression on his face.

"Saylandra Khumaira Netra, the woman who still expects your love to this day."

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'Sayla'

Brushed battery.

TB

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Sukabumi 07/03/20

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