Not a Misconception (R1)
Regretting
'Sorry words will not change what, if not accompanied by adequate changes!'
'Leukemia'
It was sad when remembering the diagnosis of the doctor about him earlier.
God has really given him a reply at this time.Reason that will also endanger the baby.
FLASHBACKS
"From the results of the examination, she was diagnosed with Leukemia and carcinoma."
Deg
"These two malignant diseases can endanger the lives of mothers and babies who are biological misses." continued the near-life doctor.
"But why don't I feel what symptoms do doc?"asked Arin between her surprise.
"Miss frequent bleeding in the nose?"ask the doctor.
Arin nodded, lately he was easy to experience nosebleeds in the nose.
"Fever often, fatigue, loss of appetite, pain under the lower left rib (due to swelling of the lymph).And there are still many other symptoms of leukemia that you may not realize has happened to miss." said Sidokter.
"Then, doc's carcinoma?"
"Cancer carcinoma is a cancer that develops from the skin tissue or constituent of dingding organs.In the case of miss, she has Adenocarcinoma that develops in the left breast miss!"sidokter details.
"Leukemia and Adenocarcinoma are two malignant cancer diseases that attack the human inner body.Both these malignant diseases can be treated with drugs, surgery or chemotherapy.
But all three can have a bad influence on the baby who is the biological miss." continued sidokter.
FLASHBACK END
Arin's tears welled up, the fault of all this time ignoring her pain.
The fault all this time only cares about the health of the husband, not with him.
God wants to see him suffer.
Replying to what he had given Arkia.
Regret now began to eat away at his heart, as when he first learned of the miscarriage experienced by Arkia.Kini baby was in danger, due to his sin, God gave him a reply now.
She was afraid, not because her day in the world could be measured now, but she was afraid of losing her baby.
Maybe this is also what we experience when we lose a baby seconds, thought Arin.
She was sad, not because of the diagnosis of a deadly disease lodged in her body, but sad about her inability to care for her baby.
Maybe this is also what we experienced when we lost the baby, Inner Arin.
He regrets now, has taken away the happiness of a mother-to-be like him.
He regrets now, having broken the happiness of a solihah woman for her selfishness.
His tears were shed again, when such a time as this he needed a companion who could comfort him, accompany him, give him strength.
"Dith...where are you? I need you now!"she sagged while shedding tears.
Far away there, in a noisy dim room with the thump of music from a DJ that sounded dusty.
The puff of cigarette smoke, the stinging smell of high-alcohol drinks become the hallmark of the place.
A private place for high-ranking officials who thirst for women, tired of the weight of life, frustrated with life.
There it is, a hidden place that is far from the reach of the authorities.
Buried from the earth, not sniffed by hunting animals, because there is a layer of protective layer from the hands of experts who guard it.
"Where are you? Ki, I miss you."racau Vano is unclear.
"Hoii.have gone home, don't drink mau.
Don't look at old binih, uhh..young you called mulu!"drive Erick-as the owner of the place.
"Rick..Fill my glass again, I still want to drink!"racau Vano's.
"Ck...Here home, can't you drink and drink b*ngs*t.Don't suck for your current wife, do you have Arkia's disease?"said Erick began to careless with this other friend.
Ever since the news of Vano and Arkia's marriage ran aground, this man pulled himself out of Vano.
As bad as he was, he never hurt women who did not know what, let alone rape her even though they were married.
"Bone sono, nih bini young loe has called mulu!"expel Erick.
"I still want to drink!"kekeuh vano's.
"Home there b*ngs*t.Gue don't want my place destroyed equally loe!"snapped Erick started to get emotional.
"Drink, add more to my glass!"pinta Vano again.
BUGH
"Ngeselin know no, go there you from my place!"irked Erick after throwing a punch towards Vano who immediately made him fall down.
"HEY....GUARDS, GET THIS DAMN GUY OUT!"erick's orders were directly carried by the two burly men from the direction of the entrance.
Forcibly, the two men forcefully grazed Vano's almost unsteady body.
"Go home, don't make trouble here."command one of the badyguards while kicking Vano's body.
With a sagging body, the man walked to his car.Still half drunk, the man drove his car across the street.
The man's steps brought him here, where he lived who had been a silent witness to his irritation.
Here, in this place he always ignored his wife, hurt her, brave her without the slightest feeling.
Her outstretched cry opened the dark brown painted door knob.Dilelinya, a place that used to be a place where his wife sobbed, aloof and lonely.
When going deeper, the typical soft aroma of the wife left there welcomed him.
The room is still neat, like two months ago when it was first abandoned by the driver.His Islamic novel book is still neatly stored on the nightstand.
His loose clothes and gamis are still neatly arranged there, nothing less because indeed his departure was never planned before.
Until his gaze caught a brown map on the nightstand.
His outstretched tangan opened a map with a religious court tingcai.
His voice began to tremble, his eyes hunted, his tongue began to muddle.
He read the letter carefully from inside the brown map.
Deg
His heart was sliced, what he had feared all this time really happened.
Arkia is suing for divorce.
Arkiah had broken off their marriage, Arcia had thrown him out of his life.
He ripped it with anger Arkia's paraphrased letter.
At any moment, he won't divorce Arkia.
Until whenever he won't let go of his Arkia.
'It's all because of that damn woman!'batteries hunt.
All of this comes from one source, namely his affair with his previous lover.
It's all the fault of that woman who came back after five years and broke her heart.
It's his fault that is also tempted by love from the past.
With a hunting breath and half drunk, the man drove his car quickly.
In his mind there was only one subject, namely his second wife Arin.
'This is all because of you, Arin!'inner Vano was angry.
His heart breaks when he accepts the fact that Arkia is claiming his divorce.
In a state of disintegration and chaos, bringing it into conditions beyond limits.
He was driven at a speed above the average SUV car, so when banged on the road he could not control the speed of his car that passed by a truck that loaded fuel oil belonging to P*RT*M*NA.
Until the tragic incident could not be avoided again, by avoiding the car loaded with fuel tanks, vano slammed the steering wheel to the right to avoid,mobi ⁇ boarded by Vano even ringsek not in form because it hit the road barrier and upside down there.
In the final seconds of his consciousness, the man wiped away his tears.Not only an incredible pain that was running all over his body, but the magnitude of regret that was pressing on his chest, so stifling his chest.
'Sorry.I'm sorry Arkia." she muttered softly with tears still flowing in her eyelids that began to dim.
'Forgive me Arkia.....I,men.your love Arkia.'my mutter at the end of her consciousness.
Until the pain of the various wounds took away his consciousness.
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"Mas Vano.."call the black instant woman in her sleep.
"Mas vano, mass.." he said that he immediately woke himself up from his sleep.
"Astagfirullahaladzim.What dream just now?"his murmuring was anxious, sweat flooding his body.
Just now he awakens from his nightmare about a deadly accident that took Vano's life.
The glance of the clock on the nightstand, at 21:30 pm Ankara time which means if in Jakarta at 00:30 pm.
"What nightmare was God? Let's just hope he's okay there." Inner Kia was worried.
His heart was somehow unpleasant after having the nightmare, as if going through the dream God had given him a bad feeling.
With such a troubled heart, Kia decided to take ablution to perform tahajud prayer, sunnah prayer after waking up.
"O Allah, Rabb, whatever happens to him there, protect him from any danger.
Forgive his sins, though so many sins he has committed.He did incur many wounds in the heart of your servant, but he is still a man who I love who did not escape from sin, and the father of my baby later.
I have forgiven him, O Allah, I have promised him, Protect him, no matter what happens to him there.
Amiin, Amiin yes mujibassyailin."
His prayer was closed in the outpouring of his heart to the god Robby.To Him Kia begged, asked for and poured out all his complaints.
For he knows that Allah is all-hearing, all-seeing, all-forgiving.
Therefore it was only to Him that Kia prayed and prostrated, regardless of the trials she received.
'You doain abi also from inside there angel umi, may your abi be fine there!'her mumbling was gentle while rubbing her flat stomach which was starting to bulge.
It has been three months, during that time Kia has also settled here, in the birth town of the abi, Ankara-Turkey.
And during that time also Kia tried sincerely and forgot all about the man.
But forgetting a loved one is not as easy as turning your hands.
Everything takes an immeasurable process and time.
During the process, Kia will live it with a shadowless shadow of the past.She will live happily with her son in the future, her strength to fight the rigors of life.
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"Mas radith.."call the woman dressed in the hospital.
While bearing the weight of her distended stomach, the woman forcefully pushed her infusion pole.
Five minutes ago, he got a call from the hospital if Vano had an accident.
With a pongoh look, the woman entered the room where her husband was being treated.
His legs trembled instantly, his body limp.
His tears had spilled uncharacteristically when he saw the white cloth covering a human figure on the brangkar.
From the white cloth was seen fresh blood flowing, spreading a pungent fishy smell.
His world collapsed instantly, the earth where he stood felt collapsed when he found this reality.
"Mas....Radith!"call sniffling.
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Huahhh...who tuh😢😢.
Vano died??
Do you think it's Vano or not??
Answer ya guys??
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Sukabumi 30/11/19
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