Not a Misconception (R1)

Resignedly

'I have felt all the bitterness in life.And the most bitter is to hope in man'

ali bin Abi Thalib

The breeze of the morning greeted a man who was relaxing digazebo home one of his friends.Disela between his fingers embedded a cigarette that is still steaming.So far from now he sat alone here,enjoy the view of the sunrise from the hills that are clearly visible from the gazebo where he sits.

He again smoked the dry tobacco, but it has been more than 4 years he stopped smoking, but somehow at the end of this he returned to his old habit.

The bad mood at this time, then no doubt if a man who incidentally a good adult man is back to the weakest point in his life.

Bara Pradipta, the handsome man is now in a state that can not be said to be good only.The man who works as a lawyer is in the lowest point in his life, again.After a strong rejection of his seriousness last week, the man who works as a lawyer is in the lowest point in his life,Bara was down at that time, but he rose again with a burning determination so that he could have his girl completely.

But the bitter reality must be back he felt.To be exact when his father's confidant came to his unit, to convey his match with one of his closest friends has been approved.

Because of the intervention of the father as well, Bara had to return to the homeland.

Successfully escaped from the confinement of the father, Bara had run to the top, where some of his fellow lawyers settled there.And, here he is.

Enjoy the beautiful morning sun, from one of his best friend's houses - Anwar Rekashwari.

His colleague sesema lawyer.

For a moment Bara wants to forget everything.Everything that makes his head dizzy, which makes his heart waver.

Not yet finished his love affair with the emerald sweet girl, Bara has now been made dizzy with the request of both his parents who want to match him with his partner's daughter.

Is this the time of siti nurbaya? It's already 2k19.I really want Bara to say that.

But what is the power, he is a child who does not have the heart of the old man.Especially the mother.However, this time Bara must give up her happiness for the happiness of both parents?

Shall??

Ahhk, Bara is confused!

"Bro, are you smoking again?" The rebuke should come from the thin mustachioed man who was holding a 2-month-old baby mugil in his deck.

"Matiin the cigarette, Rana's love!"

He glanced at his daughter who was wriggling from her sleep.

Bara gave a small nod, then turned off the cigarette that had been half burned.

"The problem must be serious yes, until those who have stopped smoking from four years ago relapse again!"

Small pee.

"Hm, my crazy sampe feels war!"

Sahut Bara small.

Her fingers raised, to stroke the round cheeks of the baby girl.But first pressed by the baby's parents.

"Hustt...your hands are out holding cigarettes, not good for Rana.Wash hands first if you want to hold!" Anwar mewanti.

Bara smiled small, the man who has become the father of two children is indeed much more mature than his age now.Anwar is indeed his junior was faculty first, they were adrift one year.But the age of the age is not necessarily make maturity delayed anyway.

Sometimes Bara salute the figure of Anwar.He is a man who dared to take risks.He also knows the labor of this mature brown-skinned man to edit Rara-sang's wife.

In fact, if you think Bara's romance journey is not as heavy as Anwar's, but as complicated as the knot of pioneer in the scout movement.

"Still about the matchmaking bar?"

"Hm"

"You're actually heavy because of the girl you're intending to apply for, how heavy is it because you haven't been able to move on from Kia?"

Ask Anwar to the point.

Bara shifted his gaze for a moment.Hearing the name 'Kia' spoken, by the way where did the strange beatings go when chanting the name of the hijab girl?

Already stepped?

Maybe true, Bara has started to move on and started to open her heart to other women.

"It's about Baby!"

Wirihnya.

Longs.

That is one word that he is able to describe at this time.Because of the distance, space and time that separate, even the two sides of each family also separate each other.The complexity of destiny, sometimes embers think like that.

"Owalah, he called it until 'Baby' is mas, love is dead mas same si-mbaknya?"

Tempted Anwar while smiling tickled.

"The name is indeed Baby.Babyanza La~Susan Luthears!" Speak out.

"Owhh...kukira call dear.But his name is similar to the senior international lawyer lohh....hm, who is his name? Luthears is that!" Anwar.

Bara does not care, bodo period with their same name.For Bara important at this time is to bring his Baby to his side.

"Indeed, if Bram wants to mate you with who's the bar?"

"The son of papa's best friend!"

Sickly word.

"Keep it?"

Anwar asked again.

"I'm confused war.One side I don't want papa same mom disappointed, other acquisition I don't want to love Baby!"

Anwar was silent for a moment, he understood the plot here.

"You're a grown-up bar, I'm sure you can make a decision that's good for everything."

Said Anwar while patting his best friend's shoulder.

'Yes, I know that.But I'm still confused here!' Inner Bara bristling.

"Bar, I just want to remind, the old man is above everything.Allah only knows, how noble his servant who glorifies his parents.The woman is the rib of a man.Remember only the promise of God, every man is created in pairs."pause for a moment.

"If the girl is indeed the rib that God has prepared for you, surely you will be united.Stupid certainly will not go anywhere!" Anwar continued before patting Bara a second time, then passed while carrying the princess who had whined.

'Where's the fool going?'

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After spending three nights at Anwar's house, Bara said goodbye to the friend to return to Bandung.

"Woke, be careful on the road, man!"

Said Anwar while embracing the soft shoulder of the friend.

From the side, Rara-sang's wife is still loyal to her smile when she sees the interaction between the two.

"Well, if there's anything to Bogor, the door to our house is always open to people who are upset like you!"

Anwar said while chuckling.

"Ck,iya insaallah!"

Answer Bara slowly.

"If I leave first, war, then night!"continue bara.

"Yes.Be careful on the road!"

"Ready boss!"

Bara replied witty.Then his gaze turned to Rara who would have thought her junior in High School, who,and who would have thought that his best friend's wife had once shot a Bara Pradipta whose incident was moswanted shaneut (warm) throughout his High School.

"My bole kissed her Rana?"

Ask Bara slowly, he does like to see small children.Especially if the child later, the wakal finished kissing him later.

"***-"

Rara's words were cut off by Anwar's voice.

"No crap, right?"

Bara shook his head slowly, then Anwar hinted to the agreement.

Cup

"Gemes ya-Rabb!"

Saying slowly.

"It's a wedding spit, so Cepet got a debay too!" Sindir Anwar who immediately accepted the approval of his wife.

Three days alone is enough to make the contents of Bara's head better.Not to mention the situation at the top of where his best friend's residence is still beautiful, making anyone feel at home living there.

Every morning Bara wake up has been rewarded with cool morning dew and sunrise that looks beautiful right from the gazebo of the two-story minimalist house.

It looks like Bara escaped to the right place this time.The memories he craved his dream finally obtained, plus also with his cooler mind now.At least Bara also knows what he has to do now.

He will not resign again to the situation, at least this time Bara must fight for the second time this time.

All that he must do, at least if he tries nothing will be wasted someday.

Upon arrival in Bandung, Bara directly facing her parents.

Deg

His feet were immediately fixated on the spot, when his honey brown bead caught the crowds in his family's living room.

"What's this?"

He also just realized, if there is a colored flag kramat fluttering right in front of the big berbang house.

'Who died?'

The battery guessed hell, even though the big house resembled the mansion, only lived by his parents and aides.

"Den, how come...aden came home too?"

Sapa a middle-aged woman who was so familiar in his eyes.

"Mbok nem, who's dead?"

Tanya Bara stamped with brick.

"Patiently, the great lady has been called Allah subhahu'wataala!"

Deg

The Bara world seemed to collapse instantly, each shaft in its joints felt softened instantly.The body firmly fell to the floor, beating down with tears.

"Den,den Bara woke up!"

The middle-aged woman hurriedly helped her master's son to stand up.

He knew how devastated his young master was.Because Bara loved Ranti-sang mama very much.

"Mah...."

Lirih.

With gontai steps, the handsome man split the crowd there.

Walking staggering with tears that have been shed not because.His body fell sitting next to the corpse that has been covered by cloth when and cloth jarit (batik) is.

"Mom...."

With trembling hands, the young man opened the covering that covered the face of the corpse of his beloved.

Deg

"Well, I'm sorry Bara mah.Sorry Bara who can't be next to my mom yesterday!"

The first time a young lawyer, Pradipta Bara collapsed instantly when his brown bead found the body of his beloved mother who had been stretched stiff.

"Well, I'm sorry that Bara can't be a child who's a surprise for mama! Bara regrets ma, Bara did not want mama to go!"

Indeed Bara did not expect that this soon the mother was called to face the creator.When three days ago when she left home, the woman was still fresh fit.But who knows, Rizki, who knows,age and soul mate are God's secrets.

Likewise with Ranti Riana Pradipta mama Bara who closed her age at the age of 50 years.Truly no one thought, women who worked a day as the owner of 8 restaurants where the meal died after performing the prayer isya.

The doctor said, Ranti died due to a ruptured blood vessel in the brain which resulted in his life drifting because it was too late to be handled.

But what was a con for Bara was he who ignored the premonition that came through his dream last night.

In her dream, the mama stood under a shady tree wearing white kebaya and white khimar with batik cloth as her skirt.Disana the mama looks a little smile to Bara, then rhymed without saying a word.

Her mother disappeared with a fragrant smell that took her away.That is also the reason Bara came home early from Bogor, but when on the way he thought the dream was just a sleeping flower.

Now here is the handsome man,standing brings the mama his final rest.Dibelakan by the sentence tawhid.Diberisan stretcher bearer corpse there is the father-Bram and uncle Bara sister of the mama.Dibelakangya there Bara and om herland step sister of the mama.

"Laa ilaaha illallah” 

"Laa ilaaha illallah” 

"Laa ilaaha illallah*” 

Along the road to nutrition, the word tawhid was straight chanted.Dignifying if one of the people of the Prophet had gone home to the side of the creator.

Bara's tears again bathed his eyelids, when he heard the father chant every sentence after sentence of the Adhan to deliver the body of the wife to her final rest.

Bara is notya crybaby, but he felt sentenced to thousands of tons of regret for not being able to be on the side of the mama when he breathed his last.

The tears were about to fall again as he crouched down in front of the wet red mound of earth that had just been sprinkled with the flowers.

Thousands of sorry sentences can no longer be meaningless.The regret is now really gnawing at each niche of his heart.One by one people began to leave the area of experience, but he has not been hard to move from where he is now.

Plucci

Until a tepukan hard enough to raise his awareness.Seeing the papa who stood firmly beside him, the middle-aged man in white shop looks tough.

There was not a single tear dripping from his eyes, but Bara was sure how broken the father's heart was when the soulmate left.

"Mommy won't be sad if you continue like this.Come on, papa's son must be strong!" He said with a small smile.

"Help me, you are much happier with God!" Further.

Now the tears are really shed.

The whole thing became jadinya, when he saw the freshness in the eyes of the father.Barama-men mid-century it rose, curled the son in order to be calmer.

He knew his son was sad because of the loss, he was also the same.He was sad because of the loss of his beloved wife, but he still tried hard.Because death will surely come to every human being.

"Darling behold, our grown-up son weeps for your departure!"

He mumbled softly, while staring at the wet mound that became the final resting place of the wife.

'Goodbye my wife, go in peace.I and our son give you away.And remember one thing, no one can replace your position in the hearts of both of you.!'

The bath is in the heart.

"We're going home, son!"

The gray cloud had not passed until the seventh day, the death of the mother.

After knowing the seventh day of Ranti's death, Bara now returns to face her father.

He has made his resolve, giving everything to the creator.

"Pa!"

Call him softly to the middle-aged man with a brown coffee with the black peci.

"Bara is already confident in Bara's decision.Bara will accept the match!"

He said to the point.

The middle-aged man boasted a happy smile, also relieved, and then he hugged the son's shoulder.

"Alhamdulillah, you must be happy there too!"

Bara now returned the embrace of the papa.He had made up his mind, accepted sincerely the arranged marriage that had been prepared by his parents.

'Bismillah, I sincerely live this sumua O-Allah.If even yes is my soul mate, surely you bring it closer.'

TB

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Huaahh😄😄

Is there more love with Bara??

Baper??

Sediihhh??

Nyesekk??

Poor thing??

What is B??

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Sukabumi 28/12/19

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