Niati With Bismillah

Patience

Morning routines that are very draining and time back I live. Something is different this morning. How not, mas Yudi woke up and immediately took a shower and continued to wash dirty clothes with a washing machine, and continued by sweeping the house and also the yard.

Mas Yudi even woke Lina up and told me to bathe her, while she prepared the breakfast menu that I had cooked earlier.

After Lina was ready, Mas Yudi offered to take Lina to school, I agreed. Because I have to finish the dishes that I will sell later.

Alhamdulillah when mas Yudi has arrived home, Ardan woke up. The same thing, I bathed Ardan and mas Yudi opened his workshop.

After Ardan was ready, Mas Yudi fed Ardan breakfast. I feel happy, the usual morning routine is always complicated now began to feel light thanks to the outstretched hands of Yudi.

Before the accident, Yudi also often helped to just feed or sometimes deliver Lina to school. But since the accident I didn't allow Mas Yudi to help me. This time, Yudi helped me again. I did not refuse, because I saw that Yudi was also healthy and well, just still not able to do strenuous activities.

Finished in the kitchen, I prepared myself. Go pick up Lina at school, because Yudi has to wait for her workshop.

When I was selling, Ardan and Lina were at home together with Mas Yudi. My husband doesn't mind at all, besides the workshop is still quiet. I pray that today my husband's workshop the arrival of customers.

I have been around the village for an hour, but my trade only sells a little. Not as usual, said my customers were many who did not buy my merchandise because today in the mosque there is a free food distribution.

I forgot about the routine annual activities of the mosque that feed all the villagers every 7th of Rajab to commemorate the day of the establishment of the mosque in our village. It is only fitting that not many buy my merchandise.if I have to travel around the village again surely the results will be the same, no one will buy.

I decided to go around to the next village, a little far away because I had to pass through a fairly wide expanse of rice fields. But my determination was unanimous, I had to peddle out my cooking so that there was money to meet the needs of the family. Because my husband's workshop business that was just opened yesterday there were no customers who came back and forth.

With strong intentions, I said Bismillah so that my sales could run out soon.

ten minutes I rode my bike, I finally reached M village. I started shouting to offer my sales to the mothers in front of the house.

Thank God I give thanks, because my trading is doing a lot. Although there is little left, but it is good. There's at least some money to buy for me tomorrow's sale and there's still a little left to buy rice. For my son's pocket money, hopefully the Yudi mas workshop today is crowded. Aamiins.

There was the sound of Adzan Dzuhur reverberating. Usually, I'm home now, preparing my children's lunches, but now I'm still in M village.

Whether it was my destiny to have bad luck or how, because I was in a hurry to get home, I pedaled my bike quickly, until the chain broke. Though still about 200 meters away I reached the end of the village. O Allah, it is complete to suffer today.

I wanted to feel like I was shouting to voice the distress that I was experiencing at this time, but I said because I felt ashamed that later there would be people passing by and even thought I was crazy.

I had to lead my bike with the rest of my energy and the rest of my patience. Tired of this leg having to step. If I rest, I'll be home longer.

After walking for thirty minutes I finally arrived home. My smile seemed to see the scene in front of the house.

There are three people waiting for the bike to be repaired my husband. Thank God there is still a windfall for my children from my husband's efforts. Hopefully, always and can meet our needs.

It turns out that behind the distress I experienced today, God still gives fortune through my husband. Thank You, God, how wonderful are you.

"Assalamualaikum "

"wa'alaikumsalam, why are you on the bike?, you're okay right?"

"yes, I'm fine. This is the only chain broken" I replied to mas Yudi. Then Yudi looked at the broken bicycle chain.

"Alhamdulillah if you do not do anything, the bike will fix it"

"yes, thank you, if so Ayu enter first"

"yes, I want to continue this first yes" I just nodded. Immediately I swung my feet into the house. Washing my feet and hands, then approaching my children and questioning their activities today.

I asked them if they had eaten, and they had all eaten. Because they get food from the mosque. And the one box left on Lina's dinner table got me.

I remember there was still some merchandise left on the back row of my bike. I rushed out to get it. Actually I intend to warm it up so I can make a side dish later tonight. Just now I raised my sales bushel, came Mrs Sulis to my house. Oh my God I forgot that I still have to pay the same interest installment, Ms. Sulis. Astaghfirullah,, how is this? do I have to give up my money? how do I sell tomorrow?

"afternoon, Ayu is the sale still?" asked Mrs Sulis when she got to my porch.

"m still Mum"

"what is Yuk?"

"there are still pepes with Turi flowers, the same catfish"

"want to be pushed by ma'am?"

"yes, because I didn't cook, uh there's my brother-in-law coming"

"Alhamdulillah, yes Ma'am I pack first"

"how much is this Yuk?"

"pepesnya 2, oseng is still 5, continue this there is still 1 pack of vegetables, the same catfish 2 packs"

"yes, how much total?"

"total thirty-seven thousand Ma'am"

"this is the money"

"i'll get you the change, ma'am, please wait a minute"

"hurry up Yuk, hurry up"

" yes Ma'am" I rushed inside to get the wallet and took thirteen thousand dollars for Ms. Sulis' change.

Thank God the windfall of the patient, I did not expect my trade to run out. If the windfall is not going anywhere. There will be a windfall anyway. That's the science I can learn from what I've been through all day.

"this is the change"

"yes, thanks Yuk. Don't forget tomorrow you get paid off your debt"

"yes Ma'am"

After Mrs Sulis came home on her bike I went back inside for lunch. Menu given by the mosque committee is unmitigated, there is meat, bacem eggs, complete with raw pickles and stir-fry beans. Thank God, again I give thanks for the blessings that come along with this.

I ate the food because my stomach was already rumbling. When I am full, I take a bath and I perform my duty to the Almighty.

When I finished praying, I saw that Yudi was sitting with the children, and I sat down with them.

"is it done?"

"already Yuk"

"Alhamdulillah, many of the workshops"

"yes, today there are four customers in total, Alhamdulillah"

"have you prayed?"

"already kok Yuk, pas adzan Dzuhur mas immediately rush to pray, afraid if there are customers later even go because they can not wait for the mas prayer. After the new prayer we ate, Alhamdulillah after the meal came three customers. I am so happy Yuk"

"Alhamdulillah Ayu is also pleased mas, although not many at least there are those who come enliven the mas workshop"

"our workshop Yuk"

"hehe yes, our workshop"

"you rest there like children, I want to wait for the workshop, who knows if there will be customers who come"

"well, Ayu take Lina with Ardan to take a nap first mas ya"

"yes"

"Martan, Lina. Let's take a nap first, later in the afternoon it should be njai school"

My two children were standing following me to my room to take a nap. Thank God I was finally able to fall too.