NEW TWILIGHT FOR SYANIA

Episode 5's

Everything's Already Passed

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That afternoon Nia was neat in her apartment, in the intersection of five. Today he plans to visit home

His uncle and aunt, he promised three weeks ago that he would stay there.

　

“Bi, I'll sleep at Aunt Ros's house tonight. Aunt please take care of home ya”. Pinta Nia to Bi Kartik,

the woman who has been her domestic assistant for 1 year.

　

“Iya non papah, non go between Pakdekan?” Tanya Bi Kartik's. Pakde is the husband of the Aunt at once

he served as Nia's personal driver.

　

“Nggak Bi, I alone so that pakde is not difficult to go back and forth between me”.

　

Even though he drove his car casually, he took the time to stop by the nearest supermarket to buy souvenirs for his handsome nephew, who is the son of Alika.

　

Two years ago, Alika was married to her heart and 2 months of their marriage, Alika was declared pregnant.

Now her little bangs are busy learning to walk while occasionally spitting out funny imitating words

the language he heard. Almost 40 minutes later, Nia arrived at her Uncle and Aunt's house. Nia was silent

a moment looked at the house, the house that had protected him from the wounds of the past, which contained those he loved dearly.

　

Almost 2 years he lived with Uncle, Aunt and Alika in the house. There's still Tomi, actually,

uncle and Aunt's second child, Alika's sister. But because Tomi is still studying at one of the top universities in

Yogyakarta so he settled there. During the holiday Lebaran Tomi must have come home.

　

Every time she entered the house, Nia always remembered how everyone tried to comfort her, Uncle, Aunt, Alika

even Tomi occasionally called him to encourage him. Nia takes 1 month

slumped in the making of Aunt Sandara, the word SIAL always haunts him. Nightmares about Edo

blood and gaze killed Aunt Sandara who seemed to say go away the unlucky carrier. Crying and

shutting himself up, isolating himself from the world that he did.

　

Until one day, Aunt Ros went into her room. Aunty gently stroked her hair, “Nia, it's been a month son.

How much longer will it take for you to slowly sink into your grief. Do you think fair

everything you do this. The mother of the man you love hates you, throws all the bad accusations

What about Auntie, Uncle, Alika even Tomi. It's fair for us to see you getting more and more

disappeared from us. We are the ones who love you so much. Now we don't feel

again your affection, you're like you've gone from Aunt, you just left your body and let your soul

far away from us. Why son? Why is it like this? Is this what your mom and dad wanted? Is this the

expected Grandma to you?”

　

Aunty's words seemed to slap Nia, as if a loud slap made her realize. He's been too long

drowning in his grief, life is haunted by Aunt Sandara's curse. He has gone far from life

his lover, then why should he bury himself in a narrow world? Around her, people who love her so much struggle to convince Nia, that she is a beautiful girl who brings blessings to the Sujoko family. The perfect beauty bearer of the twilight rays for Father and Mother. Then why should he be Nia the unlucky bearer like Aunt Sandara's curse.

　

True said aunt, her attitude is unfair to Father and Mother, they sacrifice and labor to raise

Nia wasn't to see him slumped in his wound. Yes I must rise. I have to prove I'm strong, I

must be able to achieve a new beautiful twilight for my life. Father, mother, Grandma forgive Nia who made you

wistful. Nia will prove to all, that Nia used to be a successful and useful human figure. All

it's over and now there must be a new beginning.

　

And here's Nia now, a researcher at the horticulture research institute of a company that

engaged in the procurement of superior agricultural seeds. Two months after she works, Nia intends to

moving into an apartment he bought on credit to start his own life.

　

Nia's decision to restart her life really made the Aunt's family happy.

All support her decision, but her desire to get out of Aunt's house and start an independent life

it was about the aunt. Aunt Ros was hesitant, what if suddenly Nia returned to a bad state like yesterday, later if she was reckless how? But Nia tries to convince her Aunt that she has returned from that painful world to live like a normal human being again, for the sake of Father, Mother, Grandmother, and Aunt's extended family who love her so much.

　

Finally this is Nia now, pensive in daydreams of the past. Nia has tried how

sincere about his past. He wants to make peace with the painful story that once existed in his life. And

if asked if Nia has recovered, I don't know. It seemed like it was just the look on the outside alone, deep in his heart, in

the smallest corner of his heart space, still stored the wound, the sore wound from the unlucky word left behind. But Nia always

success covers that little corner of his mind and of all the eyes that see it.