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"Go home !" Papa Rendra's voice, Edo's father coaxing on the phone.
 
"No Pa, I still can't get Nia's heart ". Reject Edo firmly.
 
"Have Do, don't force yourself ! Nia is married. Nia already belongs to her husband ". Papa tried to advise his only child. Papa already knew the truth about Nia's love struggle, how shocked this middle-aged man was. It was beyond his mind that Nia could be in the custody of an Aisakha. Aisakha, whose everything was far from his family's reach, was far from what it was when compared to an Edo son.
 
"Pa, I feel like there's still a chance. Nia has not met me, if, if we met Nia would have felt the magnitude of my love for her ". Edo started to shake.
 
"And you are the same as against an Aisakha ". Papa sounds disapproving. "Never think that far Do ! Papa won't let you !"
 
"It's just a way to let Nia know that I still love her Pa, please understand this feeling of mine. I suffered so much without Nia. Pa, yaaa ". Edo was growing more and more compassionate.
 
"No Do, Aisakha is no ordinary person ! Coming to Nia was the same as challenging her !" There's a deep breath on the other end of the phone. "Papa really wishes you could be with Nia, son. Papa asked you to chase after Nia back. Because no one really deserves to be your wife other than Nia. But, that was Do. When Nia has not married anyone, when you still have a chance ! Now no Do, undo your intentions !"
 
"Why was Papa cruel to me ? I just want Nia, Nia's a ". Edo was stubborn.
 
"Because Papa's son is just you. Papa doesn't want you to come home one day between them in a coffin ". Papa's voice was very slow. There is a deep fear.
 
"Forget Nia, go back to the house !" Papa was still patient in persuading Edo.
 
"One more time Pa, I beg you ! This one more time. I have to meet 4 eyes with Nia. I need to talk to Nia, Pa ". Edo's voice pleaded on the other end of the phone.
 
And the Papapun once again took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. "Well, just this once. After this go home whatever the result ! Papa is waiting for you ", finally with a heavy heart the Papa gave up. Various words of pearl as an effort to advise the child has been tried, insist it has been cultivated. However, Edo remained stoic with his beliefs. Be, though very afraid and doubtful, but Edo's choice was still obeyed by the Papa.
 
 
 
 
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Kemala was hugging her knees tightly on a big bed, for days now her appearance is getting thinner and chaotic. His face was too thin with hollows in the eyes. Kemala is clearly not okay.
 
Since Edo lived just like that, Kemala can only lament himself. Himself becomes the occupant of the husband's room and is not loved. Several times Kemala went into his famous Boutique, trying to work as usual. But for some reason, lately his body feels not friendly anymore. Not once or 2 times Kemala found himself feeling like he was being unwell. His body too often becomes tired without cause, sometimes he vomits at unexpected moments, or once also Kemala suffered a headache that makes him only able to languish long on the sofa of his study.
 
What a tiring day, his heart and physique lately are very tired. Sometimes Kemala is very emotional, hoping for a caress and spoiled. Sometimes he can only cry bitterly for a future that seems to have collapsed in his world.
 
When are you going to come back ?
When will you assume I exist?
Why have you forgotten me, your wife and gone after your past ?
Why does it have to be like this ?
Is my love not as good as her ?
I love you so much, I love you my husband so much
But you chose your past, not me.
 
Inner Kemala suffered greatly, she wanted to scream and curse at the woman who had all her husband's love. The real figure of the woman could not be blamed by Kemala just like that. Obviously all this happened because of her mother-in-law. The woman who is the real mother of her husband turned out to be cruel, to make 2 women, herself and women in the past Edo lives hurt not loved. The figure of Edo's past, with his stern has been camped by his mother-in-law. And now, she herself was forgotten by Edo, her husband. The result of ambition for wealth, position and social status with a firm promise Kemala a beautiful marriage. Asking Kemala to be the daughter-in-law of the Wijaya family, just like the dream of Kemala. Life is blissful in her holy love for Edo.
 
But look at the reality now. Forgotten by the legitimate husband and worse even in staying to pursue the past of the husband, the real love in the heart of the husband himself.
 
Kemala tightened his embrace on his knee, burying it in his face there. Kemala tried to make the sound of sobs was not heard by anyone. He just wants to grieve alone.