NEW TWILIGHT FOR SYANIA

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“Already, don't move much more !” Edo stopped Kemala who was preparing to fix the position of the pillow behind his head, a pillow that Edo used as a support for his back on the headboard. They had reached the house of the Edo family, and the Papa immediately suggested that the son and son-in-law take a break from their long journey.

　

“Then I'll excuse you “. Kemala meant to stand up and walk away.

　

“Where to ?” Edo held Kemala's hand, forcing Kemala to sit still.

　

“I'll be on the couch. You rest ! If you need anything just call me “. He spoke without looking into Edo's eyes.

　

“Why on the sofa ? Though this bed is big “. Edo knew again Kemala wanted to get away from him, wanting to create some distance between them.

　

“It's okay, I'm on the couch only “. Kemala refused gently.

　

“You're afraid of me ?” Edo's question made Kemala lift his face directly to Edo's face. A moment they looked at each other, and a moment later Kemala immediately threw his face to end their gazes.

　

“I'm sorry Mala “. Edo's voice was desperate. “I beg you, please forgive me “.

　

Kemala's heart was crying, his soul wanted to yell at Edo, wanted to shout the word that he had forgiven Edo. But, I doubt. If he gets weak and his ego will appear again. Ego to own Edo completely, being Edo's only wife. And worse, will not let go of Edo to live happily.

　

“Already, you don't talk weird “. Kemala chose to go up to the bed, position his body supine, straighten his leg muscles that feel sore. Edo only noticed Kemala's movements, his heart still feeling hopeless. But at least there was still hope as Kemala did not refuse to be by his side at the moment.

　

“What did you say Kemala ?” Edo hoped Kemala had mispronounced.

　

“You deserve a happy Do, and I know it's not with me “. There were tears falling in the corner of Kemala's eyes. Complete already, his heart was broken. His household will be over soon.

　

“I've seen what you're like on the verge of death to get your past love, the love you want and it's not me. I'm not ready to see you like that again. I can't “. Kemala immediately turned his body, turning his back to Edo. He didn't expect Edo to see that side of the wreckage. The side of his soul that was crying heavily over all the sadness in the depths of his heart.

　

“Mala “. Edo knew that Kemala was crying.

　

“I'm not a good husband, on our first night I tortured you. On the day you should live happily, I left you for my past. And when I should have taken care of you who were pregnant with my son, I depended on you instead. Makes you have to take care of me who is in a coma “. Edo voice shone.

　

“I know, many times you always keep your distance from me. You carry out your duties as a wife well, with a loving soul. But behind that, you are trying to close your heart from me, from your love for me. And all you do for my happiness “. Edo shook his head slowly.

　

“You sacrificed to make me happy, putting aside your own happiness. You are so kind to me, that I am ashamed of all my words and treatment of you. You're very patient Mala, you're very kind. As for me, I can only hurt us and make you cry “. Edo continued to speak, hoping that he would listen to all his words.

　

“I know, just an apology is not worth getting from you. You must be very disappointed in me. But, but please Mala. Please don't leave me “. Edo touched Kemala's shoulder. “I beg you not to go. Stay by my side Mala, don't leave me. Don't love me, just stay by my side. Let me, let me learn to love you. Give me a chance, I want to learn to love you Mala. And, and I don't want to separate from our son. I want you two to be with me “. After all the contents of Edo's heart poured out today, all the tastes in pendamnya in the last 2 weeks.

　

Kemala's voice, Kemala's attention, Kemala's touch, all of Kemala's self has turned his world 180 degrees. Making her heart know what Kemala's sacrifice was like for her, made her realize how patient Kemala was with her. Even among the pity Kemala took care of himself by throwing up all day, but Kemala's warm hands still caressed him. Edo was hit, could not be denied, Edo began to get used to the figure of his wife. And Edo began to feel there was a strange crack in his heart towards Kemala, a gap that he did not understand but liked. Edo loved the fact there was Kemala in his life.