Nayra's Defense
26 The sting reality.
After they locked me 2 hours in the room, they came back. berated me with words that pierced my heart to see through. now I feel useless it feels alive again.want it feels like I'm dead. I don't know how it would have been if the photo and Vidio were spread out, how broken my brother's heart that had been slamming toil day and night to find money for my future.Had to bear the shame, knowing his sister is just a wayangnya do this, even though this is not all I want?
"I don't want it to happen, I don't want it" I said in my heart.
my frustration grew when I saw this in front of me, I wanted to complain to Rayna but it would all be free, this was Rayna's plan, where maybe Rayna would help or pity me. maybe if I told you Rayna would be laughing more and more, cheering happily for the misfortune that I got today.
I still remember when before 2 hours passed I begged and begged not to be locked in this room, until I rested on him but did they not want to listen to me, they even pushed me repeatedly without even having the slightest mercy towards me. Makes me like a pet.
" Come with us?" Rayna pulled me roughly as well as this Om. I heard Rayna calling her Om jaya . "
On the way I could only cry not shed tears, maybe my tears had dried up by themselves, staring out from behind the car's glass window.
" O Allah take care of my mother wherever my mother is. protect her from bad people like Rayna and Om jaya" I said in my heart.
interval how many minutes om jaya back. I who reflex directly hit the body om jaya . " Would you fight back if you want your photos and Vidiomu I spread? do you want me to perk* s* again, yes?" he said by continuing to step up to me without thinking long I immediately went up the bridge hoping someone saw me and helped me, away from this sick om.
" go you om !" I said with iron grip bridge.
" Ow you want to end your life, okay help. "Om approached me with a slight bow, pushing his legs with his strong hands.I was not ready to stagger straight back.
" No ! my lips are only able to say that.Kurakan my body more and more light flying, when it I close my eyes, try to surrender to this state.Dead or life I no longer care.My body feels cold when entering the water, I feel cold, my head felt pain hit hard objects my body was tossed by the water staring at hard objects. At that moment I felt incredible tightness, too, the sound of water and wind blowing became silent without a sound."
God has called me, in his way . dispelling the disappointment, hurt and betrayal that I feel.
If I get a chance to come back to life I'll avenge everyone, the people who have made me this sick. Replying to those who have erased my greatest ideals. Keeps me away from my dearest loved ones, mbak Nayra. Rayna and Om jaya I hope your life will not be calm, your life will always be haunted with guilt with a sense of sin. if I cannot repay you, may Allah repay you more cruelly.
