Nayra's Defense

19.Unforgivable.

" What you said wasn't true, was it ma?" rayna said as she cried.

How broken Rayna's heart to hear this news, even I can't see it. I just bit my fingernails.I now I think it's getting crowded.

"Why did ma answer?"rayna said in a limp tone.

Aunt Ninda just kept quiet, sitting covered her face with both hands crying sobbing.

Momentary silence.

"Rayna you should rest first for your recovery after your condition improves then you can hear anything." said the doctor who laid Rayna's body in bed.

" But doc, do I want to talk to Mama?" rayna refused to lie down.

" Yes but not now, you must heal first.Do not think that heavy-heavy first yes"

"Yes doc" said Rayna, following the doctor's orders, laying her body in bed.

"We'd better all get out of this room, let Rayna rest. And for Ninda's mother there are important things that I have to talk to you about" the doctor told us.

***

After outside the doctor closed the door, we were still standing in front of the door to Rayna's room .

" What doc do you want to tell me?" said Aunt Ninda

I just listened to them talk .

" So, Miss Ninda, you better not talk to Rayna about anything sensitive. So before mom came here and Rayna talked to Nayra.Rayna began to show an incredible recovery ,where previously Rayna did not want to talk to anyone even with her own mother but Rayna was already willing to talk.Rayna really need comfort mom is not a burden of mind. Mommy can talk to the mother's child but I remind you once again to talk lightly - light first.for example already enjoy son ? have you eaten, son? is there anything you need to help? and strengthen it with positive things. .I hope you understand what I mean" the doctor explained

" But how did my doc already tell me about the papa.yang already gone.How do I explain this all doc?" aunt Ninda answered with worry.

"Aunty, I'm sorry if I meddle in this matter. if you'd like me to explain to Rayna about her father's death."

" You're the unlucky bearer, don't you remember this all happening because of you, it's you who made our world go bad.And now you want to be the hero of misfortune for my family. I won't let you, I don't need your mercy! cuuuiiihh ." said Aunt Ninda while melud*hi my face.

I fell silent as I wiped my face with the handkerchief I was carrying.

"Sorry Mother Ninda I have to come to talk.Usul Nayra there is a point, try to put aside the mother's ego for the sake of the mother's child's recovery.if Rayna is seen very comfortable when talking to Nayra.What's wrong if we try? " say the doctor

" But doc, this is the kid who put my son in jail"

" Yes, I know, but I heard from Nayra's mouth that she came here to drop the mother's demands and release Rayna today"

" What's a ?"Aunt Ninda did me with a cynical look

" Well I agree with the doctor's proposal.but remember Nayra don't ever hurt my son I remember that! "

" Yes Aunt"

"Please see Rayna good luck, I'm sure you can definitely encourage Rayna?" Said the doctor, opening the door for me to enter Rayna's room.

I threw a smile at the doctor and Aunt as I stepped in. I then closed the door. I saw Rayna still lying like the position before we came out.

"Rayna, I'm sorry to bother you." I said, pulling the chair that was stored under the bed. I threw my body in this chair. held Rayna's hand tightly.

" Yes, sister Nayra, no nayra does not bother you" said Rayna with a smile .

"So what did my mom say, is it true that you're gone? " said Rayna with teary eyes.

" Mm-hm...But you have to be patient, it is hard but what your mother said is right. Papa you're gone." I said as I rubbed Rayna's back.

" hikzz.hikz.I really can't believe that papa will leave me soon..Rayna daddy darling.."Clear circles drip with a rush. Rayna's hand is getting tighter holding my hand." Did papa die because I'm Nay's brother ?is papa ketapek'an looking for money to get me out of here ? Or are you ashamed to have a child like me that shames the family?"said Rayna, her eyes full of tears staring at me, waiting for an answer.

" No Ray, it's not true your father died because it's God's destiny.I'm sure your father must have been happy to be there, the most beautiful paradise "I pointed above ." Rayna your papa is very proud of you, proud that you are still strong today and fighting against all the trials that come and go. I'm sure the people out there aren't necessarily as strong as you.I'm just proud to see you let alone your papa and your mama.so I hope you have to keep being yourself being a strong and great Rayna still need you to be happy." I said bracing.

"Pope.." Rayna was crying.

"Patient Rayna" I hugged Rayna's body tightly. channeling positive energy that might help calm Rayna's heart." papa you've calmed down Ray, papa you're happy" I whispered to Rayna.

Not felt, almost half an hour I accompanied Rayna in this room.Until Rayna slept in my arms.Leave Rayna's room, continue to take care of all Rayna's release.

" Thank God be done" I said

I'm sorry Nayma I have to do this, I hope you're happy with what you did to Rayna yesterday.At least Rayna has realized her mistake.

***

I'm done, I'm done, but I'm willing to pay my respects to Rayna and Aunt Ninda .

" Rayna I'll go home first, yes" I threw a smile at Rayna who also commented on the smile on her lips."Don't forget to rest, eat a lot, Yes today you can also go home."

"Thank you sister Nayra has given a valuable lesson to my life.If only I wasn't like this I might still be the Rayna I used to be."

" Of course, forget all this assume this is just the worst nightmare of your sleep and don't let this nightmare come back to sleep tomorrow."I said looking at Rayna and then turned to look at Aunt Ninda who was racking her waist to see me cynical."Mm..Aunty I went home first yes "I extended my hand to Aunt but my hand did not get a welcome.

" Remember yes ..even though you have freed my son but don't expect me to forgive you remember that!"