Nayanika Temporary Wedding

A little about Nai.

"Master will listen to me, won't he?"

"certain."

Nai took a breath, his gaze now directed aimlessly straight. "I'm the second of 2 children. My sister, Mahisa Jiwangga. The first child who was very wanted and awaited his presence by both my parents. Unlike me, even papa doesn't expect me to be a woman. He wants a boy."

"With a fitting life and all the differences that I feel; I get. My sister grew up to be a smart woman, potentially, adored for her beauty, her cleverness, having an ideal body, normal, healthy, many friends, he said, while me? The reverse." Nai began to dig out again the painful memories of his past.

"Maybe it'll all be forgiven when I'm just as smart, but when it's for me the wheel doesn't spin, I fall in all grades. Both my parents put the numbers forward in everything. I'm estranged. No, it wasn't them who isolated me from childhood, it was me."

"My brother always gets new clothes, while I? My sister's old clothes. Master tau? One day I wanted a mukena, mama promised to buy me that funny face, purple. But my brother was angry because he wanted a new one, I finally gave in, he bought a new one and I used my former leg, the same color, purple."

"It didn't stop there, it turned out that my brother didn't want to give his face, he frowned, midnight under the covers I shook his body to apologize, but he kicked me. I was in pain, I slammed into the closet. I decided to wake up my mom, tell her everything.

Mama came and asked my sister, but my sister didn't admit it. As a result, I was scolded all out for it. I was accused of lying. And sir knows? My papa hates liars so much, I get beat up, papa says it's a way to educate me. Which I never forget, until I get old. And my brother obviously knows, who's lying; who?"

Benji looked at Nai who was still looking ahead, embraced by the woman next to him, as if giving support, strength, or just a signal "you're safe here."

"I saw mama sewing, at that time maybe I was about 9 years less, I tried to follow her and could. A month after that I made a barbie suit every day. I drew it first and then cut the cloth myself."

"You're the son of the law who could potentially be designer Nai." Benji tried to cheer him up.

"Day after day I went through, never one bit sad, all I knew was that I had to make my mom proud, I had to beat my sister, at any cost. Little by little I sold my little work, I sold it to a friend who also liked barbie."

"Stomp smp, I still remain like this, nothing has changed. All I remember in 3rd grade I started singing, I was proud to earn my own money, but again - again. Papa hates. All the singing clothes I made so hard she easily scrambled."

"For years I have not heard much else according to what I thought was that by earning money, I can make my parents proud. But still all my efforts are not appreciated, because for those who matter most it is an achievement."

"Every day I remember the most is I had to walk a long way to pick up chips. After that I sold it at school for 2x. I go home from school and sometimes I am a laundry worker at my friends' homes. I'm ashamed, but I need the money. Sometimes those who tell me to wash are nice when I'm at home, but at school, they always talk about me. I'm shy. I want to be like everyone else, play, have coffee in a nice place, put on new shoes, put on a new bag, snack at school." Now Nai smiled, glimpsed at Benji and then looked down.

"When I stepped on 2nd grade High School, I got word that she (mighty) was pregnant, either, because of the fact that when she found out, she was clearly unmarried. How do you see papa and mama. As if betrayed by trust and affection all this time. My brother lived his days gloomily, I who had longed to see him fate like me, apparently God granted. He was a little educated by papa. But the favorite child is still a favorite child, my brother was not beaten papa like papa hit me when I paint hair, even though I think it is more fatal pregnant. I'm disappointed again."

"Finally my father decided to marry my brother to a man who should be responsible for his actions, exactly 5 months, my brother and her husband live in the house, but with painful tests; from papa."

"Papa hates my brother's husband so much, maybe you feel like you've been robbed of something valuable. I know it is, but does not the soul mate belong to the power ?why not accept destiny ?"

"I see it hurts so much, how not ? Every day my sister-in-law was lectured, scolded, papa was really angry, while my sister was pregnant, how was her mental? Papa didn't realize that. Especially his mistake."

"It needs to be known that if it is too sadistic to curb children, the child will find a gap to get a comfort zone, my brother who I think is good turns behind playing sneaky. It's not my brother's fault, papa's wrong to curb it like strangling."

"Everything goes on, my brother regained his trust in various ways. He seduced papa to master the severance pay papa's work. Hundreds millions. My brother lied, he said he worked at the Bank, but he tried his luck in the world of online stocks that doubt its validity."

"money out?"

"certainly sir. That was my only family stash. Like being stabbed in the heart, papa screamed hysterically hearing him. But we can't do anything."

"Because?" Now Benji is curious.

"Because my brother was very ill. I don't know, the pain wasn't known until his death came."

"Since my sick brother all changed, the house to shelter like hell, all overpowered by anger, lack, not infrequently I spent days holding hunger just to make sure my mom and my brother ate. It was getting more difficult, amid the helplessness I screamed, condemning an overly complicated universe. It was as if God gave me a choice, as if my destiny was me. And when it failed, I again regretted it later."

"Fuckin' bad luck never stops visiting me. True said the ancestors, maybe I live less fortunate. If I had to choose, what would I choose? Which path of life should I take? Wasn't it 50 thousand years before I was born, my destiny God has determined ?"

"Again, I lived my life as if squeezed, had to apply for a job, live an existing job, take care of the vacancies, listen to complaints and cries of mama papa whose reflection is not stopping. Not lucky anymore, I was always not accepted when applying for a job, even though my GPA was high. I know, because I've never been in an organization, but how I've been following it, every day I've worked to connect, no time to spare, it's all about work and money. It feels like now, being organized is important."

"I never joined Nai's organization."

"But the master was born from a rich root. I'm from the root of the fibers, sir. Hehe. Shame."

"Nai, it will all be over, your sorrow, your distress, there is an end.trust me."

"Hmmmm. yes sir. There's an end. Including my life."

"Ssssttt Nai, yahoo!"

"Don't you remember I said something?"

"What?"

"If God wills, even this house is yours. Don't you? Now proved."

"May I ask a little?" Added Benji.

"certain."

"So your parents' money is gone, not because of your behavior? then you worked your way up to being a maid and a night singer just to replace all that money?"

"No sir, I asked ten thousand for the task only I was suspected of cheating, probably because my makeup was less convincing." Nai smiling. " I promised him."

"What promise?to who??"