
Along the way Nai smiled. He is accepted to work from tomorrow, with the guarantee that Peter will talk to Benji that Nai is not qualified. Finally, he was able to work in his homeland. In the middle of the trip, Nai's phone vibrated, a sign receiving a message.
Drrrrtt..
I need you.
Helpme.
Nai who had almost reached home immediately turned back and walked again to the front of the alley, seen the parked car across. He got into the car without being ordered.
"What's wrong?"
"Nad."
"Your wife?"
"He cheated on me."
"Do you have any evidence? Your marriage hasn't been 2 months Dharma."
"He was unfaithful. There's proof."
"My heart destroyed Nai!!!!! Ii'm sorry. It's my karma." Dharma holds his temple, looks disappointed, hurt, sorry.
"Now you complain your wife is unfaithful, just like you are unfaithful to me. Now you complain that he is asking for love, like you are asking for my love? Now what do you think I am?" Nai said with a smile and his hand held Dharma's shoulder.
"I just realized you're loyal, you love me. I don't want to regret that I didn't want to be late. Come back to me, marry me. I promise to fix everything Nai, I beg you. Give me 1 more chance. You believe me, right ? I know you, I understand you. Let's make our dream come true, Nai, I'll accompany you again. Prohibit me, don't ask me to find another woman, I'll obey your rules. I realize you're the most sincere person who loves me. Marry me.
"This is not an easy Dharma process. Your marriage must be completed first. Not to mention our family. Ah did you make me an impingement?" Nai like not believing Dharma speech, how can men invite to marry other women when disappointed with their own choices.
"No, when I found out everything, I immediately remembered you, remembering all my mistakes, I just understood that I still love you. About marriage, I arranged everything. You just shut up."
"Would you like Nai?" Ask.
"Aren't you going to hurt me again?" Nai looked at the Dharma, trying to find a certainty that had no answer.
"No. I promise."
"alright. I want to."
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Nai was shocked when he set foot in his home. His mother's father looked in admiration. The two of them can't wait for Nai to come home.
"Why didn't you tell my mom?"
"What ma?"
"Thank you son, you're working hard to put all this together."
"Yes Nai, I'm sorry papa forced you to work and was a little disappointed when you said you quit your job. Even though you quit your job to get the insurance fund disbursement and so that your money held by the company is returned."
"Huh? The insurance? Money withheld company ?"
Papa, I don't even work in an office. Especially this.
"Who told you ma?" Tanya Nai was astonished.
"So your boss in the company long here. He gave me 500 million. He said the insurance money and most of the replacement money because there was an error from the company. Your boss doesn't say much, he goes straight away he says he has to go to Jakarta. She left this letter, my mother dared not open it. Rest up. You're tired, son."
There's my dear money, if about money I suddenly become queen at home.
Nai immediately opened the letter.
Nai, I'm sorry. This is the only way I can help you. There is nothing I can give you to restore your smile and restore the condition of your home as it used to be. Only these. Don't refuse my gift. I'll be gone 2 days, I'll be back and see you.
Do not lose the smile on your face Nai. 1 more thing, be a filial child and obey your parents. They loved you. The contents of the letter addressed to Nai.
"Nai. Come here." Come here."
"I'm sorry mom and dad kept telling you to work and was forced to be the backbone of this family. Forgive papa." Nai's father said as he rubbed Nai's back.
"Your money is enough to get married, papa knows Dharma precedes you, it's okay, son, it's all His way. If you want to and are ready, get married. Someone wants to marry you. Wait what else? You are free now, papa mama will pioneer a small business - small. I won't use it all, here's your money. Somehow your boss gave me more money, he gave me the mandate to make papa a business."
"That's for papa mama, just take it. I am not married yet. I'm gonna take care of Caca, and if I don't get married, it's okay." Answer Nai accordingly.
"Mama is old, papa moreover. I want you to take care of, love. If you delay marriage, getting pregnant at an old age is a big risk Nai, isn't your dream of having twins ? Let's make it happen." Added mother.
"Oh my God, pa !!!!!! why is it like this? Since brother died I followed my mother, I worked, my S2 failed because there was no funds, I relented!!!!! Since childhood I relented, in this house I was always defeated by everything, by the circumstances, by my own brother, may I ask for 1 day to breathe freely without rules? Many years - taun this family feels the disaster of losing money, now that money is in front of you, I again have to accept the pain? Marrying. Yes married. Where might not want to? Who would not be bound in a promise before God? But I have to choose what kind of man??????? Even a man like Dharma who I loved and had a relationship with a few years ago was able to marry someone who was not me. What kind of man? What kind of man can I trust? Especially for the household. Years, since childhood I have followed all your desires ma, pa, although not according to my wishes. To this day. I still follow all your wishes. I'm trying to die, please appreciate. Do not take it lightly all, let alone the problem of the heart. Papa used to say that papa loved me, now it's easy for you to tell me to marry someone I don't even know." Nai who had been in pain for a long time, rebelled. With a high tone he pressed all his words in front of his parents. The form of rejection of everything he received first, now his anger peaked.
"Nai enough. We're your parents. Lower your tone." Snapped his father no less high.
Mother is God's representative. Alright. This is the final point where I believe that God is almighty. For tomorrow and beyond, let me do all the haram things I've wanted to do for so long. Let it be, at best my husband will divorce me, torture me, or kill me because my temper does not suit him. I bow down every night to God. Free.
Nai wiped his tears.
" Can you please allow me to organize my life? I got accepted to work pa, in the company papa pinta, I got accepted to work there, I made papa's request." Nai could no longer contain his cries, he shook his father's shoulders, only hoping for pity and a little understanding.
" Forget about that job Nai, if you have a husband, your husband will be in charge."
"Forgetit??????? I'm the one you told me to forget about work? whereas it was the ambition of papa, the upbringing of the father who said that I should keep working so as not to depend on my husband later, all my life papa continued to talk and instill that upbringing. Now it's all to be forgotten?"
Nai returned to tears. He lifted his face, looking at the faces of his parents while smiling bitterly.
Nai's mother understood, let alone her father. But the second thought is just to marry his son so as not to constantly remember the Dharma.
Nai decided to leave. He ran to breathe fresh air outside. He kept his words in his heart. He visited a nightlife and downed 2 bottles of liquor alone. For years Nai wanted to enjoy the world he had long abandoned for his obedience to God, but, Nai's Fortress of faith was tested, the most testing thing was the marriage of his parents' orders.
Nai did not seem strong to drink but he forced, just as the nausea that continued to increase when Nai downed the liquor again. Nai sat in the corner seat, for him, the corner of the room was the safest place.
"Who's with you?" Ask a man in the letter who says he is going to Jakarta. Just lying.
"Hi sir." Nai looked at his master, his eyes were still swollen, there were even tears that could be felt.
"Who's with you?" Repeat Benji.
"Ah there is no."
"Well, that means; I." Benji sat down without any welcome.
"Why did you give me that much money?" Nai started the conversation.
"Because I want to help you."
"How do I pay for it?"
"I didn't ask to be paid."
"But I feel like I have debt!"
"That's just your feeling. I've benefited a lot from my new company. Can I share a little fortune with your father, right?"
"Yayayayaya. I was confused when papa talked about the money. By the way, thank you for lying to save me."
"Saved you? I didn't save you."
"Then?"
"I saved myself and my feelings. I don't want you to be sad, bearing your own burdens. Your tears my tears, your sorrows my sorrows, never one bit swirled in my head to see you crying alone. That's all I can help."
Nai could only smile hearing that.
"So don't tell me I saved you, I didn't save you." Benji Pungkas
"Then what's your pain again until you're here?"
"Master why are you here?"
"Taking time, I just got back from Jakarta. Not for 2 days. Going down?"
"Yes. Want."
They go down, Nai under the control of alcohol swaying to enjoy the rhythm of music amid the glitter of the night world. Benji is not happy, he is sorry to see Nai almost unconscious. Fortunately he soon discovers, if not, somehow, when Nai gets drunk everything can happen.
It seems that Nai was not able to support his own legs, he stopped and hugged Benji, Benji who immediately held Nai's body and swept it out.
UWEEEEEEEEKKKKK...
Nai spewed out his guts a second time in front of Benji. Inexhaustible, Benji gave the milk he bought on the way following Nai earlier, Nai's vomit became more and more, but Nai still opened his eyes, a sign that he was still unconscious. Soon Benji caught Nai in a parked car not far from the entrance. And speed up immediately.
"You satisfied Nai? You why? Tell me."
"Sir... still mister asks why am I? I HAVE TO ASK YOU WHAT DO YOU MEAN ? WHATDOYOUWANT? MARRIED ? JUST GETTING MARRIED TO BE WITH YOU, HELPING YOU FIND A WOMAN WHO SUITS YOU AND GETTING DIVORCED? ALL THIS MASTER DID JUST BECAUSE MASTER DIDN'T WANT TO BE MATCHMINDED? SILLY TO. MR. TERALU IS A FOOL TO DO ALL THIS. YOU KNOW MY FAMILY NEEDS MONEY AND THEN YOU TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY? GIVE ALL MY FAMILY A CHANCE, BUT DON'T BLOCK MY CHANCE, DON'T BLOCK MY BREATH, DON'T OBSTRUCT MY FREEDOM MY LORD I BEG. WHY IS MY LIFE SHIT LIKE THIS WHY????" Under the influence of Alcohol, Nai loudly yelled at his master.
"I'm sneaking.. Nai realized Nai. I'm helping you I'm helping your family."
"You bought me, and my parents were darkened in currency by money selling me. THAT'S THE TRUTH."
"Nai why don't you try ?"
"WHY ARE YOU DOING EVERYTHING YOU CAN?"
"Nai, why don't you realize Dharma hurt you, she left you."
"Well, a nice guy like him just left me, let alone you."
"Nai, can you try to open your eyes, open your heart, look around you, a lot of people like you Nai."
"CAN YOU GIVE ME TIME TO HEAL MY HEART? I CAN TREAT THIS HEART MYSELF. DON'T WORRY, ABOUT PAIN - SICKNESS, I'M NOT AN AMATEUR. But please sir please help me please, I beg you sir I don't want to get married. I beg you."
"Nai,"
"Stop your crying Nayanika!!" Benji snapped at Nai, while Nai was surprised and then looked at Benji's face that was crimson. His breathing is rough, he pulls the car over, Benji gets out and pulls Nai out too.
"Pursue what you want. Forget my offer. Your obsession with that jerk is too high. You're gonna need me and meet me Nai." Last words. Benjamin left Nai in the middle of the road. No more worries in sight, Benji is really angry. He rushes his car, heading for Nai's house.
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Nai walked through the dark of the night. Only the calmness that he currently expects, not the new love, to organize life by fixing the feelings that proved to be misdirected seemed more tempting than accepting an offer from the handsome master.
Nai stepped foot, this time his heart was steady, towards the contract of someone he knew long ago, Shilya his name. Someone who once helped Nai when selling chips.
Hopefully he hasn't moved, I want to borrow a shirt for tomorrow, and hopefully tonight I'll be allowed to sleep in his place.