Nayanika Temporary Wedding

Bitter Reality.

A week now Nai is at his house, not at home, even caught off guard. Always ask when he is working. The only one who knows her is Rasmika Faza Aisha. The one she's familiar with is calling Caca. Even if the child is seen like Nai before, as depressed, he is not the same as his playmates, because of that, Nai tried to stay at home - set himself up so that at least he can change the color to be cheerful again . Caca is the only thing that keeps him in the house.

"Hey pretty!" This morning Nai greeted her adopted daughter with a kiss and a warm hug.

"Hi aunt."

" Your school holidays ?"

" Yes off, yesterday I ran out for a rapot."

"Oh yes. Where's grandma going?"

Said shopping was with Grandpa ahead." The boy was impressed indifferent, even though he looks very fond of Nai. he is engrossed in playing hp because it is only his loyal friend from a long time ago.

Shopping? Didn't he say last night the money was almost gone?

"Oh that. I want to go ahead, can I? Lock the door."

"Old aunt left?"

"Dear, for a second, just buy a cigarette, want some ice cream ?" Said Bai while continuing to hug the child who was almost as tall as Nai. Either Nai is short or Caca whose nutrition is too good.

"Can aunty have the money?" Little children already understand that sometimes his favorite aunt does not have a penny.

"There's dong, I'm a lot of money... Yes, it's been a while. Lock the door." Nai leaves after kissing his beautiful son.

15 Minutes after Nai left, the door was knocked by the guest. Benji.

"Jiang! Om who? Find who?" Caca answered, just popping his head out at the door.

Benjamin then smiled at the beautiful child he saw in the photo the other day. Now it's in front of him.

"Here..m can you sit?" Friendly with the boy.

"May om."

"You're Caca yeah?" I can't wait Benji asked.

"Yes om." the boy answered innocently, while continuing to look down to play his phone.

"Om your mama's friend."

"Oh." Caca's face turned sad.

"Om can ask? Mama Caca is there?" Wishing to go back to meet the girl who has been in the heart for a long time.

"Mama is dead." Answer Caca. His eyes were glazed - the glass was holding back tears.

Dhuaaaaarrrrrr

It was like lightning during the day when Benji heard the words. For a moment he imagined Nai's eyes and smile.

God, I thank you because you've always been good to me. But is this God? Too soon you take away my happiness, I don't trust you anymore. Nai always said that you were fair, God, this is proof that you were unfair. For a while I agreed, but today you proved to me that I should never have trusted you. What other game is this God?

Benjamin looked at the boy, with all his might holding back his cries, without asking any more questions, without wanting to dig deeper, which he knew that the little boy never lied. Dashed was his hope, turned off by death. Now he just wants to go home, crying in his room.

Vibrating Benji's hand grabbed the wallet and the envelope he was in.

"Om put this wallet on. Money in the envelope for school. High school is smart. Later, often meet Caca, Caca take good care of yourself - well, if you're grown, be a good person like your mother. That's Caca's phone?" Caca nodded as well.

" It's a business card, if one day, you need help, you can call me."

***********

Nai walked towards the mini market which was a little away from where he lived.

Thiiiii..

"Come in." The voice he was familiar with seemed to break up a stifled feeling for some time. Without further ado, stale Nai entered the car.

" Why didn't you come back to Bandung tell me?" Say Dharma, the man Nai loves wholeheartedly.

" It's okay - what. You also said that you would be busy, didn't you also say I just had to wait for news from you." Nai still took the time to smile.

" Ayeah, how's your wedding preparation going? I saw him, First in my dream, second, with my eyes. Last tempo." continued Nai.

The man was shocked, why would Nai be able to know everything ?

" Where do you know?" Ask probing.

" I don't know, since I was in Jakarta I've always had nightmares about you. Couple times. First, second, third, up to 8 days in my dream. I saw his face clearly. And it turns out that it's God's way of giving a sign, I'm the insensitive one, you remember when you scolded me because I got too tight? Is that really what my fear is? " Nai was starting to be unable to hold back his emotions.

" You've always been so Nai, always thinking badly of me. I'm less what? I have always succumbed to your selfishness. You scold me, you restrain me, you always choose your own path when I want to share. You're making my way." Dharma is not losing.

" 5 years is not a short time. I know you before I know your heart. I trust you, why didn't you end this long ago? Do you remember how many times I cried for your attention? How do I want to ask you like before? What excuses? You're focused on work, and if you have enough money, we'll get married. Maybe you're married, I'll be the guest."

"If you hadn't blocked me in the past, maybe this wouldn't have happened. I'm sorry, I was wrong." Dharma is like confusion to answer Nai's words.

"His destiny, be happy with him whom you will. You feel guilty? It doesn't. If this is the end and I have to let you go, I have." Nai confirmed his words.

" Oh yeah, we can still be good friends, right? When's your wedding day? I can sing at your wedding if you want." Nai rose as if he did not feel any heartache.

"Yonpus.." Dharma took a deep breath and threw it away violently.

"If that's your request, fine. Next week." Her speech.

" I'm sorry, I hope you're happy with Benjamin. If he hurts you, I'll never be willing. Despite the fact that I hurt you the most now, I'm honestly still worried. Benjamin's not what he looks like." Answer a little.

"You knew him? You don't have to worry about me anymore Dharma, one day, I will fall in love again."

" Who does not know him? I admit your greatness conquered it. He was one of the owners of the company that my father's company was looking for cooperation."

"Dharma, may I ask? Why have you been keeping me this long? I know your love's gone a long time ago." Nai bowed languidly, he had to strengthen his heart again and again. Ecclesiastical times.

" I can never let you cry at every reality you receive in your life. I'm trying to keep you company, unfortunately, the way I say something else, I'm focusing on what you said I could find another woman."

" So just pitying me interspersed with time? It's not just the road that says otherwise, even long ago, your south was never in the direction of my south. Never mind, my son is waiting." Nai came out with the wedding invitation that Dharma gave her. Piteously.

Nai then entered the mini market and immediately bought cigarettes as well as 3 pieces of ice cream requested by his son. He returned home with the agony of hope coupled with Dharma. For some reason even to cry, nai seemed to be unable to anymore.

He could only stare far away, rewinding the memory when he first came to know the Dharma, shady.

*******

How did he find my house? is that easy for rich people? able to do whatever you want? and again, why did he give my son so much money?

Nai looked at his wallet which had already returned. He opened it, took out a photo of the man he loved, then set it on fire.

God, how many more times? why has he kept me for years? if he doesn't love me, why is he doing so well that I love him. I have loved him dearly since I met him, until now. I love him half to death but he gives me the reality that makes me almost die. God gave me a way, I wanted to be with him. I'm tired of having to meet new people, not necessarily he can accept and love me, my bad behavior, all he knows.