
The sleeping Zayyan was slightly startled by the voice of Mama Dessy calling out to him. "Zayyan, are you sleeping?" ask her gently
With Zayyan forced to open a little bit of his heavy eyes that "This Mama how, I'm obviously closed like this is still being asked!" he said it with a loud voice
Mama Dessy chuckles "I'm sorry Mama, baby. There's outside, Sarah"
Both of Zayyan's eyes opened perfectly when he heard the name of the woman who had made his heart melt for 1 week. Not happy he justru put on his cold face "Tell him home!"
Mama Dessy's forehead flinched, not believing what she just heard "you're kidding? Isn't that the woman you've been craving for her presence for the past few days?!" tanyanya full of telisik
"Then the day of my breakup with him. I promised myself I'd never see her again!" Zayyan
"You realize what you just said?!"
"Very S.A.D.A.R.! Anyway I don't need to be pitied, don't come just to visit. It will only add to my pain! Tell him to leave immediately, and never see me again!" zayyan said with a smoldering fire, then turned back to his mother
Mama Dessy breathed her rough eyes at Zayyan's earnestness in saying "Well, if this is what you want, Mama can do!"
The sound of Mama Dessy's footsteps were so limp, her face was not as cheerful as when she entered.
Sarah got up from her seat and immediately approached as the door opened from inside "How, bi?!"
Mama Dessy's heavy breathing returned to the air, while she was silent and then "I'm sorry, dear Aunty. He's not meeting anyone"
"What?!"
Mama Dessy clasped Sarah's palm while smiling "You can come back another time, baby. Zayyan's attitude these past few days has completely changed, Auntie hope you understand"
"He changed because of me. I had ruined his dream" Sarah's inner self, then she immediately wiped away the tears that began to drip on her cheeks. He looked into Mama Dessy's eyes and steadily said "Auntie, if you'll let me in. I will try to fix everything, including continuing this wedding plan. I don't care how cold he is, because I realize this is all my fault! I deserve it!"
Mama Dessy's smile expands, Sarah's very convincing words make her immediately nod her head. Similarly, Momi Sabrina and Papa Rehan, they were seen sighing in relief.
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While Zayyan, after his mother's death, he never stopped beating himself
"Based on a stupid mouth, dare to talk like that!"
"Help... I miss that woman so much"
"But... I was a little embarrassed to meet him with my weak state like this. Not to mention that my body is starting to be thin, my face should not be asked again how dull it is. It's so embarrassing"
"Hopefully Mama didn't say my words earlier. Because I didn't mean it. I'd be very sorry if it was delivered"
A row of expressions of annoyance that he hurled slowly, up to the wall only if it had ears would not be able to clearly hear it.
"Krieettt" the sound of the door opening, made Zayyan re-enable her fierce mode. His body was still faithfully facing the wall, so he did not know who was currently entering. She thought it was her mother, because only her Mom and Dad could come in.
"Mama! I told you not to bother me! I want to rest" Pinta Zayyan with all her might raised her voice.
There is no word, all that is heard is the sound of the door being closed again and the approaching footsteps.
"Go, Ma! I'm so lazy to hear your talk!!" Pinta Zayyan's
Still no answer made Zayyan cluck annoyed "Ma—" His words stopped when his name was called so gently by a voice that was very familiar to him. The voice he always missed
"Zayya!"
Feeling unanswered, Sarah grabbed Zayyan's shoulder to lead her to face him
"Don't you dare touch me!" Pinta Zayyan with her cold voice
Zayyan's words suddenly make Sarah's heart grimace, but he has promised to fix everything to get back his love Zayyan. With a heavy sigh he said "Sorry! I just want to talk to you"
"I'm not interested!"
"Zayyan, I know you're so mad at me. Can we talk about it all right?" ask Sarah gently
There's no answer...
"Can you give me a chance to talk?"
Still no answer...
Sarah breathed her heavy breath and fell silent. While waiting for Zayyan to turn around, he chose to sit on a chair that was lying beside Zayyan's bed.
Long enough they were in silent mode, making Zayyan start to feel sore due to tilting the body for too long "Why is he still here?! I'm not ready to meet him! My body is a little sore with this position, not to mention I want to urinate, my stomach is hungry too. Arggh! Where's mom?!" inwardly, then he forcedly said "Come out! You're really disrupting my activities!!"
"No way!" Sarah replied in a tone that was no less cold.
Because Zayyan could not stand his will, forced to turn his body. For a moment their eyes locked onto each other there was a longing for each owner of the eyeball.
"Why did Sarah become dull like that. His eyes were puffy, not to mention having dark circles under his eyes. Is he tormented like me?!" inner Zayyan
"God! I barely recognized the man in front of me. His body was slightly thin as it looked from his cheekbones that were starting to dominate. His face was dull, like he wasn't. Oh God.. What I've done to her, what I've done has really tormented her soul body" Sarah said.
Zayyan immediately ended the view by throwing it away in any direction. Then with a weak hand he tried to press a button connecting him to the nurse, but as fast as lightning Sarah held her arm
"You want something?" ask Sarah.
"I don't need your help!"
"I'll help you"
"No!" Sergey Zayyan
"Yes already! Just do your thing, can you do it yourself?" Sarah's eyes while holding her smile. Yah.. It was because he missed Zayyan's cold and indifferent figure so much.
Zayyan was grieving, unwilling to answer Sarah's words. He turned to look at the door and in annoyance he tried to call his mother "Ma... Mama!!"
"Free call, Auntie. I told him to go home so he could rest"
"Qc.." Zayyan again tried to press the button, and again held back by Sarah
"Just if you push that button, I've asked Uncle not to let anyone in" Sarah explained
"What do you want, huh?!" Zayyan
"I want to take care of you"
"I don't need to be pitied!"
"What is taking care just out of pity? Ck.. I have no pity on you at all, or even feel guilty for what I said. I'm here as a person who loves you, who will sincerely take care of you not only here, but until we age" Sarah said