NARCISSIST HUSBAND

THE ENDLESS DILEMMA

After an unfortunate afternoon, Sarah can no longer focus. Until finally he decided to go to the beach, for a moment to throw away the anxiety that was shaking his heart.

He walked along the beach with 1 young coconut ready to drink. Feeling tired of walking, Sarah also decided to sit on the beach while sipping the freshness of the coconut fruit. "So, this is what love is called. It was so sad and hurtful. Even the freshness of this coconut fruit alone is not able to dampen the heat left in my heart after seeing Zayyan with the woman" he murmured.

Sarah again sipped the coconut ice, until she did not realize that the water was running out, all that was left was the flesh of the fruit. "God! It's over apparently. As severe as if you are agitated, coconut water 1 seed alone does not feel exhausted"

then he put the coconut seed down, and remembered Reza's question, which he could not answer "I should be how? Mr. Reza has been very kind to me all along. But I have no feelings for him anymore. Anyway tomorrow I'll be introduced to the man of Mama's choice. Argha! It's all because of Zayyan, I don't have time to answer"

"Do I have to call Mr. Reza? Ah. . . no-no! It would be rude to refuse him over the phone. After I get back to work, because tomorrow I'm off"

But in the midst of trying to make peace with his mind again he remembered the words of Zayyan, whether he breathed his heavy breath several times when he remembered the man who had managed to steal his heart "Well. . . Zayyans! That guy's got me on edge in the last 2 months. If only he had gone away saying goodbye, maybe I wouldn't have been this sad! Maybe I'll be happy with my new partner too"

"Why did when I began to reconcile with my heart, he suddenly appeared again, but his presence this time really added to the scar in my heart, as he made out with the other woman before me! Haissh. . This unrequited feeling is very sad"

Sarah spent a long time on the beach. When the moon began to do its duty to light up the night, then he left to return home.

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Arriving at the home page, he still had time to think in the car "Is it true what Mr Zayyan said? Ah. . . I'm so dizzy! I'd better get in the house first"

Sarah got out of the car, she walked so lethargic that Aunt Ratna could not hear her. In his brain right now there was only Zayyan and Zayyan. However, Sarah's daydream suddenly broke when she heard someone familiar calling her, she immediately stopped her footsteps and turned around "Daddy!"

"Dear, it's Daddy"

Sarah immediately approached and hugged Daddy Rehan very tightly. After their embrace was released, Daddy Rehan watched his daughter's face intensely "Looks like Daddy's little daughter is having trouble?"

"I'm fine, Dad" Sarah turned her eyes around anyways, so as not to look nervous.

"You can hide it on everyone, but not with Daddy and Momi"

Sarah sighed heavily "It's just about feeling, Dad"

Daddy Rehan stroked his daughter's head gently "It turns out, Daddy's little daughter is an adult. Tell me, who's the man who's captured Daddy's daughter's heart?"

"That doesn't matter Dad. I can't be with her, because she's a candidate, and she's probably getting married soon"

"Maybe he's not the right guy for you, baby"

Sarah tried to smile "Yes, Dad. Sarah has accepted it. Oh yeah, Daddy why come home without telling me?"

"Aren't you going to meet the man Momi's going to get you tomorrow? That's why Daddy came here"

Sarah let out a heavy sigh and smiled, "Daddy is right, I'll forget about the show tomorrow"

Mama Dessy who had eavesdropped from earlier, immediately came over to "Sarah, are you okay, son? If you mind, Momi will cancel it"

"Didn't every mother want the best for her child? I'm sure, Momi must have known how the nature and attitude of men will be betrothed to me, and Momi's choice must be the best" Sarah said calmly with a smile

"What about Zayyan?"

"Mom, me and Mr. Zayyan are just familiar, there is nothing special between the two of us. Anyway, this afternoon I accidentally met him at a restaurant, he was with a woman. It is certain, the woman is his lover who will soon change status to wife"

Momi Sabrina frowned "Where did you know it was Sarah?"

"Two months ago, Mr. Zayyan told me about the problem. He will accept an arranged marriage by his mother's choice if he has not found a lover, and the woman who accompanied Mr. Zayyan this afternoon is definitely his future wife"

"But Sarah, Momi doesn't want you to accept this match because you're forced to"

Sarah smiled again, grabbed her Mom's palm and calmly said "Mom, I didn't have to! After all, not tomorrow is just a meeting at once just an introduction. If we are suitable, it will continue to the next stage, otherwise we have the right to decide. So, there's nothing to worry about, right?"

Momi Sabrina smiled, proud of her daughter's growing up thinking "Thank you, baby! Mama only wishes happiness to you"

Momi Sabrina immediately hugged her only daughter. After quite a long hug, Sarah slowly took off her embrace "Then, I should go inside the room first. My whole body feels sore"

"Rest, baby"

Sarah simply nodded, then stepped her feet towards the room. Daddy Rehan approached Momi Sabrina, after feeling his daughter had entered the room "Darling who is Zayyan?"

"He's a man Sarah knew almost four months ago"

Daddy Rehan frowned "Are the two of them close?"

"Before! But the last two months they've barely seen each other's way, and since the last 2 months I've seen Sarah not so excited about her days" momi Sabrina said with a heavy sigh.

"It's a pity our daughter, just fell in love, it's her unrequited love"

"Sometimes it is necessary to feel the pain first, so that one day it will no longer be easy to strike down the hearts of people"

Rehan's father nods to justify his wife's "Once too bad for our daughter"

"Well. . but I'm grateful for this incident. Sarah's getting to look grown up"

"We should be grateful for that, baby. Because a lot of people out there are frustrated just because of love"

Momi Sabrina nodded, confirming her husband's words "You're right, baby"

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Meanwhile in the bathroom. Sarah turned on all the taps in her bathroom at high speed, so she soaked in the bath-up and cried

"Yes God! Why is my heart hurting?" while patting his chest because it feels very tight.

"Why does Zayyan's shadow continue to appear before me? His words this afternoon confused me. How could he possibly say that, while he was already with another woman"

For a long time he cried, blowing away all his emotions, disappointments, and sorrows in the form of a circle of tears. After feeling a little comfortable, Sarah immediately wiped her tears and set her breath to be calmer "Alright, Sarah! You have to be excited. Don't feel guilty just because of that obscure man. I'd better focus on preparing myself to marry Momi's chosen man. I'm sure that guy must be very nice"

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Other place.

Zayyan paced back and forth to call Sarah's mobile number, but was always busy. "Why is the number always busy? Was he making a call with that guy this afternoon?"

Ah. . . N-no! I can't lose to that guy! Obviously I'm more above everything else than that man" he grumbled

Suddenly the door of the room opened and the figure of Mama Dessy walked closer to him "Zay?"

Zayyan certainly welcomed the arrival of his mother by giving a smile "Is Ma?"

"Are you okay, baby?"

"It's okay, Ma?"

Mama Dessy smiled, and grabbed her son's hands "Mama's just worried you're nervous about tomorrow's big day"

"The bugup must always be there, Ma. But I have to get through it"

"Alright, prepare yourself for your future event tomorrow"

Zayyan just nodded, and Mama Dessy immediately came out because she did not want to disturb her Son's rest.

"Is this the right decision for me?" inner Zayyan, looking at the stars from the balcony of her room.