NARCISSIST HUSBAND

SARAH'S DECISION

Two days since Daddy Rehan's departure. Momi Sabrina was more silent and aloof. Similarly, Sarah, for two days she did not go to work, and during that time she never contacted Zayyan. He always turned off his phone, Zayyan several times came to see him, but he always could never meet. While Darrel, meanwhile he is being treated by babby sitter.

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Sarah lay herself on the bed against the ceiling of the room, several times she breathed roughly.

"I still can't accept all this reality"

"I'm getting married soon, will we be happy?"

"Araghh! it sucks me. I can't go on like this, Daddy's actions really make me hesitate to get married" he murmured.

He immediately woke up, and grabbed his phone which was located on the dresser. Then activate it after 2 consecutive days it turns off. A series of condolence messages and missed calls stormed Sarah's phone, but she didn't care at all. He simply looked for Zayyan's contact and contacted her immediately.

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The sound of waves and wind gusts hit the beautiful face of Sarah who was cool standing on the beach while waiting for someone. Suddenly the arms were circular right around her stomach, making Sarah immediately turn her head.

"Zayyans"

"I miss you, Sarah" Zayyan said with a smile. He immediately hugged the woman very tightly.

Shortly after their arms were cut off Sarah led her to sit on the sand of the beach and rested her head on Zayyan's shoulder "I love you so much"

"I love you too, Sarah"

For a moment Sarah closed both her eyes inhaling deeply the cold air served by the beach that afternoon then exhaled violently. "Let me lean on for a moment, enjoy this for the last time" he said.

Zayyan felt that there was something strange about her attitude, but he undoed his intention to ask.

After my satisfied finger Sarah leaned back he immediately looked at Zayyan so softly "Zayyan"

"What's wrong?" Ask while smiling

Sarah grabs Zayyan's palm and holds it warmly "You're a very kind and sincere man who loves me"

"I know"

"But you don't know if I'm the worst woman to have to end this"

Zayyan's forehead shriveled, his feelings starting to be unkind "What do you mean?"

"Zayyan earlier I was grateful for all the sincere affection you have given me. I was so sure I would be very happy after establishing a household with someone who loved me. But, the events that happened to my Daddy, which I only knew in recent days made me a little hesitant to continue this wedding plan" Sarah explained

"You want to decide?!" Asked Zayyan in a cold tone

Sarah nodded immediately

Zayyan immediately cupped Sarah's two cheeks "See me!" then their eyes locked on each other, clearly a deep sadness on Sarah's face "Are you going to be happy if you let go of this relationship?!" resounding

Sarah nodded with teary eyes

"You lied! The look on your face cannot be hidden Sarah!! How could you possibly let go of your happiness just because you judged one thing?!"

"I've thought about it, Zay. After all, I used to be calm even though I didn't have a partner" Sarah refuted while looking in all directions because she couldn't bear to let out her tears

Zayyan pressed down on Sarah's shoulders and stared at her sharply "That was before! You did not know love. But now it's different, if you decide this I'm not sure you'll get through it all. Sarah listen to me!"

Sarah looked back at Zayyan with teary eyes

"You can't judge from one side. You can't equate one with the other either, because it's so different. Look at my Papa Mama's household life, they're perfectly fine aren't they? look at the household life of other people who until grandparents, they are also good, right?"

"That's because they're able to handle it. Sarah please stop your crazy intention to break this marriage. Not only are you and I sick, but there are both my parents and your disappointed Mom." Pinta Zayyan who slightly weakened her voice

"I really can't Zayyan! my decision is unanimous" Sarah insisted

Zayyan let out a heavy sigh, the two matany balls began to turn red but as much as possible he held back his tears "Why did you make up your mind while being agitated like this, huh?! Are you sure you won't regret it?"

"I'll try not to regret this decision"

Zayyan's heavy breathing returned to the air. Slowly Sarah's shoulder that he was wrangling gradually loosened and missed "Alright! if this is your decision, I appreciate it. I can't live with a woman who doesn't want to get married. I don't think there's anything to say anymore. Excuse me" Zayyan immediately got up, and walked away from Sarah who was still sitting on the sand of the beach, without a single look.

While Sarah had been crying so much while looking at Zayyan's back which was disappearing from her view "Why does it hurt so much!" he muttered while patting his chest violently.

Well. . . It looks like Sarah has regretted her decision.

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Zayyan walked into his parents' house, passed through the family to enter his room. Her feelings of disappointment really made her lose focus, until she did not realize that Mama Dessy and Papa Wildan were paying attention to her.

"Zayyan, are you back? Not that you said you wanted to see Sarah" asked Mama Dessy

Zayyan's steps suddenly came to a halt and turned to the origin of the voice "Already, Ma. Looks like our wedding plans are off"

"Why suddenly? Zayyan are you kidding me?! your wedding preparations are already 89%" said Mama Dessy

"He has cancelled this. I stopped him but he was stubborn. He said he was a little afraid of making a commitment after seeing what happened to his parents" Zayyan explained

Both balls of Mama Dessy wide, do not believe her son's saying "What?!"

Zayyan who was tired of heart and mind immediately left without answering the shock of his Mama.

"Papa, how is this?! I can't, I have to call Sabrina"

"Don't, Ma!" Prevent Papa Wildan

"Why?!"

"The wedding is still 1 month away. Let Sarah think, if they're a match, they'll come back"

"Then if not?"

"Then the wedding is off" Papa Wildan explained with his rest

"Papa, it's easy for you to say that" said Mama Dessy

"Calm, Ma. Papa is sure Sarah will regret this decision, because she made the decision with a worried feeling, while she and Zayyan loved each other"

For a moment Mama Dessy was silent, she confirmed the words of her husband "Well we wait until 2 this week. Then I'll have to call Sabrina"

"Don't, Ma!"

"Kc.. Why again?!" Mama Dessy asked so annoyedly

"Let Sabrina calm down first. You don't add to the problem anymore"

Mama Dessy Sighs her heavy "Huh... All right I'll try to calm down these few days, without contacting them"

Papa Wildan smiled and ruffled his wife's hair "Good wife"