Mystery of a Mate (Widow But Virgin )

The endless sadness

Time passed, days changed, months changed, but the man who was waiting never came. Don't come, there's no news. Even already 3 months Yasir disappeared like swallowed by the earth.

The woman who was left behind by her lover, is now like a withered flower. Rili goes through the days with no zeal, no appetite and always chooses in a tight room and closes himself in the room. Sometimes his mother came to comfort and give her eyes. That life must go on, do not mourn life because of a breakup.

It had been a month since Yasir's departure, Rili had always woken up with puffy eyes, a chaotic mind. He had no intention of getting out of bed and meeting the crowd at all, but he could still think clearly. He had to wake up because he had responsibility for his work.

In the office in front of many people, he was forced to laugh at small talk to look fine, but in his heart there was a heavy feeling and chest often felt tight. All days look the same always cloudy and cloudy. Yes, this girl is heartbroken. He felt lied to by his love.

Brakkk.... Rili threw her soft basket, grabbed a bolster pillow and landed her face wet with tears. The woman was crying, she was crying on her face. His hands were clenched and smacked into his soft bed.

"Why? Why are you doing this to me Yasir? you're a liar, you're a bad one. Hiks...hiks...hiks...!" Rili was crying out loud. His common sense has been possessed by shetan.

"I hate you, hate you......." Rili cried while ruffling her bed and pillows were thrown into any place. This woman really lost her mind because of a man who did not necessarily love her.

"You said love, baby, can't be a second without me. bulshit.

.hiks.. why are you doing this to me. Why did you disappear and can't be contacted." Rili cried while continuing to babble to condemn his stupidity that always hoped for the arrival of the man.

"I miss you so much. Don't you remember me anymore?" hiks..hiks... Rili was crying again. The woman even now has difficulty breathing, because the fluid in her nose has clotted.

The woman who was upset tried to contact Yasir's mobile phone number back. The voice of the operator replied.

The number you are going to cannot be contacted, please check your destination number again.

Rili threw his hape, fortunately not falling on the floor. If it falls and breaks, what? Of course the woman will lose.

"It's been three months, you said your problems will be over in three months and you'll come to propose to me. Never mind to propose, never give news. What do you mean do this to me? hicks...hiks..." Rili was still crying while wiping her snot with her blanket. This woman was indeed slovenly after a broken heart.

This is the risk of loving someone too much. When our loved ones are not who we want them to be, disappointment comes. So love something with just him, when he goes then you do not feel pain at all. For it is the Creator whom we should love, for HE will never abandon us, even if we commit a great sin. God still gives us a chance to repent. For Allah is Oft-Forgiving (Al Ghaffaar).

Ceklek, Mama Rili entered her daughter's room which was like a broken ship, pillows located in any place. Mama Rili shook her head to see the behavior of her daughter. Tonight after finishing praying, Mama Rili again calmed her daughter who was upset by the level of the god. Her mother understood Rili's feelings, because only this time her daughter felt a broken heart, of course her mind was not strong because it was not ordinary heartbreak.

Mama Rili sat next to Rili and rubbed her daughter's head. Rili turned her head to look at her mother.

"When are you like this, son? enough, enough you've been crying over him. Don't torture yourself just because the man who doesn't love you is stupid. If you are sick who will bother, mama is also bothered. So please grow up, explain everything that happened." Mama Rili went back to advising her daughter like passing nights.

Now Rili changed her position, the woman who was upset because of love now put her head on her mother's thigh. It is true that it is only our mothers who truly love us. A mother will always love her children and give the best for her child.

"Sick ma, sick." Rili said still in his sobs.

"Honestly to mom, your relationship has gone as far as Yasir son, why are you so ruined because of him."

"What does your mother mean?"

"Know that your mama's been in a relationship for a month, should you be able to forget about her quickly, son?" Ask Mama Rili with full investigation. Mama Rili assumed that her daughter had exceeded the limit, so that time Yasir urged her to marry Siri with his daughter.

"You're still fucking son?" Ask Mama Rili while watching her daughter's face carefully

"Why does my mom ask like that?"

"Juice your mother's question honestly."

"Rili is still holy ma." Rili answered by turning his gaze in the other direction. I don't know if I'm Holy or not anymore, which is why I'm still a virgin. Guman Rili in his heart.

"Thank God. From tonight on, I don't want to see anything like this again. Don't cry about the loss of a man who doesn't have that feeling. If you still keep acting like this means you want to see Daddy and Mama sick, because I've started thinking about this childish attitude of yours." Mama Rili said while helping her daughter sit down.

Rili was silent, the woman was probably digesting her mother's words.

"Open your heart to another man so you can forget him. That's the man Aunt Mirna betrothed why don't you ever see your mama calling you again?" Asked Mama Rili with a confused face.

"Which candidate do you mean? Yasir's? He had no news for more than three months. Why are you still waiting for him." Mama Rili said while shaking her daughter's shoulder.

"Rili will still wait for Yasir Ma's brother, Rili is sure he loves Rili." Rili replied firmly to his mother.

"If she loves, she'll definitely give you news, son. Conscious of you." Her mother began to get upset.

Rili again cried, she remembered Yasir's words to keep waiting for her.

"Forget her." Mama Rili said firmly.

"Next week the man who was introduced to Aunt Mirna will come to our house. Mama, please don't show your face to many people."

"Koq can. Rili told her not to call Rili again, why she still wants to see me." Ask Rili confusedly.

"Two weeks ago when I visited Aunt Mirna's house, I told her about you being almost crazy because of that mysterious man. Maybe you called him.

"I don't want ma. I don't want to be fooled by him. He is old ma. Don't want Rili." Said Rili while grabbing his mother's hand. Rili persuaded his mother that the match should not be continued.

"Try it first, son, we haven't seen the guy. Let old age if you look young, it's okay. It's better so he grows up later he's more able to give up." said Mama Rili.

"Have you seen her ma? Does your mom know how her family is? Don't just match Rili ma. Rili wants to calm down for another year. Rili doesn't want to be fooled by her TiTiiiikkk." Rili said with annoyance while putting her body down and coming back to cry.

"Remember the age of the child."

"Rili knows how old Rili is, but Rili does not want to marry forced because of urged age." Said Rili with still the same position.His face on the bolster.

"A broken heart is hard to follow."

"I wonder why he insists on being fooled by Rili, he's not our brother. Aunt Mirna also knew him when Aunt Mirna performed Umrah. He became a TKI in Saudi Arabia. Why did Aunt Mirna immediately assume he was a good man. Even though his family does not know how. He is far away from where we are now. Six hours drive. Why would he want to find a soul mate all the way here." Rili catches up with his mother with a lot of questions.

"Well if you don't want to, it's okay, but if he comes next Sunday to visit our house.You're polite, son." Mama Rili said as she rushed to leave her daughter's room.

"Yes ma."

"You go straight to sleep, don't cry for Yasir anymore" said his mother and then closed the door to Rili's room.

Now that Rili approached her wardrobe, she picked up a jewelry box. In that box he kept the jewelry that Yasir had given him. There was a ring, a bracelet and he also kept the pendant his little friend gave him in that box. He looked at the 3 types of jewelry. He just realized the jewelry was like a set.

"Why is it like a set of jewels?" Rili spoke for himself. But he was not too bothered with the jewelry from the giving of different people.

Rili took Yasir's ring and put it on his ring finger. I don't feel her tears spilling back. Togetherness with Yasir flashed again in his mind.A full month they were always together. They always eat lunch together. Yasir always asked to bring lunch. Because Yasir really likes Rili cuisine.

Rili came back crying considering the beautiful moment of their togetherness. Now Rili seemed to pay attention to the clothes that Yasir presented to him every week. All clothes given by Yasir are brand clothes.

"How can I forget you bang, with all that you've done to me." Rili came back crying and picked up the Yasir jacket that Yasir had given to Rili. The fragile woman was wearing the jacket. Rili again laid his body on his soft bed. Either because it was exhausted from crying, not waiting for long, Rili had fallen asleep soundly

Rili saw Yasir coming up to her with a white suit suit, combined with a shirt and tie of matching color. When Yasir was about to reach Rili's hand, suddenly Yasir's hand was pulled by a beautiful woman wearing a dress that was the same color as Yasir's suit. Yasir was taken away by the beautiful woman.

Don't go. Don't leave me. Don't......! Rili woke up from his nightmare.

Seriate.

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