Mystery of a Mate (Widow But Virgin )

Prologues

Story Set for 2010

Rili POVs

All normal women must have the intention to marry, no exception to me. My age of three heads makes me restless and restless. Is there still my soul mate in this world?

At the end of my prayers I always ask for a soul mate with God, somehow the intention to get married is very big in my heart, I have crossed my sister, even my high school and college friends already have children. I am not just a girlfriend.

Efforts to get a soul mate have been a lot I have done since I started working. I always received good matchmaking offers from relatives, coworkers, college friends and even many study mama friends also often introduce men to me.

I want to be combined or what is the name, therefore I consider it as an effort to get a soul mate. Yes.duringly it is not a match, if I like the man who is combined with me eh even the man does not like me. Or rather the guy likes me and wants to marry me, somehow my heart is too heavy to accept it. That's how it continues until now at my age which is almost three heads.

I admit that from graduating high school until college I never had any special guy acquaintances, because I was afraid to date.

At the age of 13, when I was still sitting in SLTP first class I had a friend named Andre Dermawan.

I like that little guy so much, he's so nice to me. Our age is one year different. He's older than me.

My little guy is not shy to accompany me to sell fried food on the edge of this beach. Yes, when I go home from school, I will definitely replace my mother to sell our merchandise. Because if it is late afternoon mama will go home to cook dinner, if there is still merchandise that has not run out then my duty will sell it.

At first I was able to make friends with this little guy when I fell and my wares spilled all over, so my fritters got dirty with sand.

I cried while picking up my fry then wiped it and brushed it aside so that the sand attached to my fry was gone. Who knows, it's still edible, I thought.

"Hiks..hiks..hiks. Mother will definitely be disappointed in me because today we have a loss. Hix...hiks...hiks..." I cried while nagging myself and cursed myself for not being careful while walking.

As I lowered my head, I saw the silhouette of a boy right in front of me. I looked up my head, seeing who the boys were in front of me.

The boy in front of me is very handsome, his skin is clean, his clothes are very nice like he's a rich kid. After seeing her at a glance, I returned to pick up my fry that fell on the sand of the beach.

"Why did you fall?" This handsome little guy asked me while helping me pick up my wares. "Did anyone drop your wares?" the little man asked again.

"No, I fell alone because I tripped." I answered while wiping my tears.

"Your arms are dirty, they can't seem to be sold anymore." He said while looking at me with pity.

" Yes." Yeah." I answered briefly, intending to leave because my merchandise had been packed back into place.

"Wait.....!" said the handsome little man. I twisted my body that was crisping the tip of the fry on a large, swing-sized round tray of bamboo.

"What's wrong?" my answer.

"Tomorrow you're selling again, right here?" ask her while walking towards me.

"Yes," I replied flatly. Because, tomorrow until the next two weeks I will be selling every day. Because now it's a long school holiday. We're two weeks off.

"Tomorrow if you sell again, please stop in front of the hotel? I'm gonna buy your fritters." Said the handsome little man with great enthusiasm.

I nodded my head, a sign that I agreed.

From that day until the school holidays ended, the handsome little guy often accompanied me walking peddling my wares.

" This, take it." He gave her a pendant necklace made of white gold. It's so beautiful I thought.

"I can't take it, it's expensive." Answer me with his own.

"It's not expensive, it's not real gold" said the little man. He convinced me I wanted to accept it.

"May I wear it to you?" she said with a very sweet smile.

"I..Yes.Yes.." I answered nervously. I felt something rustling in my bloodstream and a great tremor in my heart. I like it maybe even more than I like it.

From then until now I never met the handsome and kind little guy again. Still I remember, he promised me that school holidays would come to this town again, but until now I never saw him again.

I was always waiting for him, who knew he was visiting this town again. Even on the day of school holidays he did not visit this beach anymore.

That little man is one of the factors I find very difficult to approach or approach men. Until I was 30 years old I was still single. Because in my heart is his name.

I seemed to be waiting for the little guy, praying often for us to meet again and hoping that he would be my soul mate.

Another reason I may find it difficult to meet my soul mate is because I did grow up to be a shy girl, when men started to get acquainted with me I did not respond, so maybe they thought I was not interested in them.

I'm getting scared, afraid not to get into a soul mate. Until the things that waste my time doing in the cafe. Who knows can meet a suitable guy from the world Maya thought I.

In my spare time I spend my time at the cafe to get into group chating. Yeah, I'm more confident acquaintances in cyberspace. Because it's true in real life I'm shy with men.

Many acquaintances from the virtual world added to my experience in relationships with men. No doubt sometimes in the chating phorum that I enter there are only disrespectful accounts. Early on– chating I was often surprised where disrespectful accounts often appeared on my computer screen. Suddenly there were birds. Uppp..... I'm sorry that the man's sensitive organs appeared right in my eyes.

I was surprised as I said. People say that the internet can damage people's brains and morals.

Because we can access things that smell of pornography.

I don't know.... Even I fell asleep to find a mate in cyberspace. Acquaintances coming from different provinces of the chat forum sometimes make my day so colorful, without me realizing it is a momentary pleasure. Eehmm…. I often cursed myself who opium looking for acquaintances in the virtual world.

My day job is a PNS in one of the government offices. Because of my persistence to learn and maybe because of good luck I finally escaped to become a PNS. In my village being a PNS for the public is a proud achievement.

At work there is one coworker that I like, He just graduated from PNS and was placed in this office. I don't know why that guy's face is like a stranger to me, like I knew him. Never mind me maybe every girl who saw him would fall in love with him.

Actually, the man I like often invites me to chat, it seems like he wants to familiarize himself with me, but I respond to him normally. I don't want to laugh at feelings, in this office many beautiful girls put their hearts on him.

Moreover, this past month, the man I liked that his attitude made me curious.

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