Mystery of a Mate (Widow But Virgin )

Hypocritical.

"Open your mouth.!" Brother Yasir commands me again "aaakkkhhh....." Brother Yasir said, He opened his mouth, as if telling me to do the thing he had just practiced.

I opened my mouth, the next mouth escaped again into my mouth. I'm not calm right now Even though I'm actually very happy tonight, I never imagined I'd like a guy like Brother Yasir, but really he really likes me? that question always comes to my mind.

"Aaakkkhhh, again," said Abang Yasir, he thought I was a son of Kindergarten who whined for bribery with his mother.

"Already Bang, I can eat alone" I said softly so that he would not be offended.

"Dragon, may I ask you a question?" the sentence escaped from my mouth trembling, for I was afraid that this question of mine would offend him.

"What do you want to ask, darling?" brother Yasir said as he put the steak into his mouth. Hearing the word dear come out of his mouth makes my hair bristling.

"That's red wine, for whom? do you like to drink alcohol?" my many.

"If there is a business partner banquet, sometimes you accompany them to drink, but that you do just to appreciate business partners only. Brother knows the legal rules of drinking alcohol" he said.

"What ..... business partner?" I failed to digest the words of the older brother Yasir.

"You why Rili? are you afraid of you, brother? from earlier, I noticed you like I was scared. Is your brother so creepy tonight?" brother Yasir said as he continued to look at me.

Obviously I'm afraid, now I'm in the hotel having dinner with the guy at the dinner table who has alcohol, if he drinks it and keeps getting drunk, what? I was afraid of being raped like in a novel story I had read.

"Koq is daydreaming? It's all your favorite food, right?" said Brother Yasir.

"Yes Bang. Why do you know all my favorite foods?" ask me in confusion.

"All about you you you know." He replied while sucking my Juice.

"Did you know all about me? meaning bang?" ask me with full investigation and astonishment.

"Sometimes you'll know for yourself." Said Brother Yasir.

Why is this man so mysterious I thought. Whether to accept her declaration of love is the right decision.

"You're koq daydreaming again Rili?" Brother Yasir broke my mind .

"Quick finish your food, don't daydream constantly." Said Brother Yasir with sweetness.

Now I see him reaching into his pants pocket. A black velvet box was placed by Brother Yasir on the table.

I finish my meal by closing my spoon and fork on the plate and then drink water that has been provided by the hotel waiter.

I saw Brother Yasir open the black velvet box and take out a diamond ring arranged around the gemstone. The ring was very beautiful, and it must have been very expensive.

Yasir's brother left his seat and walked towards me.

He knelt before me "The first time I saw you, I could already feel that you were part of my breath, without you I was empty, losing some of my life. BE THE LOVER OF MY HEART."

the expression of brother Yasir's romantic love made me moved, my eyes glazed over, because they were happy. Oh God, is this really all? whisper in my heart .

Yasir's brother grabbed my finger, he pinned the diamond ring to my ring finger, and then he kissed the back of my hand. I trembled withholding my sobs from being happy, my blood rustled violently, it felt like I was helpless from not expecting to be treated like this. This is exactly the kind of story I've been dreaming of. I didn't think I'd be able to experience such a wonderful event tonight.

"Do you want to marry me? being the mother of my children?" said Brother Yasir with seriousness and hope.

I was confused, I wanted to say yes, but my mouth never made a sound. I cried sobbing Isak. Brother Yasir stood up and led me up from my seat, and then he hugged me full of warmth. He calmed me.

I was the first to feel hugged by a man, instead feeling happy and sinful. Where it is clear in the religion that I profess is prohibited physical contact because it is not muhrim.

I am a hypocritical woman, I know the law but I break it. My faith is very thin.

Brother Yasir patted my back gently." Don't cry anymore, why isn't your love answered?" Yasir's brother took off his embrace and still held my shoulder, then he rubbed his thumb against my tear-soaked cheek .

"I don't need to answer, you know the answer already." I said timidly.my face flushed with embarrassment.

Brother Yasir was still holding me, his hand was next to a circle on my shoulder, leading me to walk towards the vast expanse of sea in front of us.

We stood on the edge of the spacious balcony and Brother Yasir still hugged me in the same position. Silent, we both enjoyed the atmosphere of this romantic evening under the full moon, my head resting on my beloved shoulder.

"Thank you for accepting my love!" said Brother Yasir.

There is a beautiful full moon shimmering in the blue sky of my heart, glittering in your love . A heartfelt, complete and unanimous love between us. My heart's poetry.

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Time has shown at 01:00 AM local time, but my eyes are not closed, I have laid this body in my bed for two hours. I could still feel the warmth of the kiss that Brother Yasir had landed on my forehead, as he drove me home. He kissed me on my forehead in the car as he was about to get off.

He led me to the door and said goodbye to the mother who opened the door of the house, as she gave a box of Martabak. Yes, it was fitting to go from the hotel, the parking attendant said that the order Abang Yasir had been placed in the car. It turned out that the order was Martabak. At 22:05 AM I arrived home.

"Excuse me to go home, ma'am" she said to her mother in a very polite manner. He is a perfect man in my eyes.

"Be careful on the road, son!" answer mama.

Eyes cannot be closed. Finally I intend to pray the night that is sunnah hajat.

"Yes Allah... Forgive your weak servant. Oh Allah... If Brother Yasir is my soul mate, then bring him closer. But if he is not my soul mate, please let me accept him, and give him a better substitute. Aamiin ....!

Maybe I should be able to forget my little friend I knew on the beach named Andre Demawan 17 years ago.

I often prayed that we could meet again, but since the last meeting that afternoon, he had never been to the beach in our town again.

We promised to be together once, he said if I left I would come back.

Maybe it's time for that promise I forgot I couldn't have expected him again to be present in my life.

He's clearly forgotten about me. I was too naive. Where there may be rich people, want the same poor girl. As time went on, of course my handsome little man had changed. In his heart there may be no more of my name.

The necklace of the pendant she gave never escaped my neck until now. At the time she put on the necklace she pleaded that I should always wear the necklace of her gift and I supported her.

Uhhmm.... Where are you Andre? Do you ever remember me ?

Sorry from now on I will try to forget you because I have opened my heart to another man. I cannot wait for the uncertain.

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I was afraid to date, plus I was shy of the opposite sex.The reason I was afraid to date a long time ago, because parents always remind us to keep more distance from the opposite sex if you are still a student.

Mama always reminds me of that and always gives an example of the bad effects of dating.

because in the environment around the many cases of pregnancy outside marriage.

We as human beings who are given the nature of lust, of course we must be able to keep our eyes and hearts, right? but, in fact, indirectly I have been said to be dating Abang Yasir. I am very hypocritical myself.

Seriate.

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