My World is Bad
epsd 12's
She's a combination of sensitive and savage.
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Today the Hope High School nation is getting ready for a pension event later tonight. Retirement of school birthdays is a mandatory activity for SMA hope nation. All the authorities who are members of the osis are now holding a preparation stabilization meeting for the pension event later tonight.
Fatih who led the meeting asked each sekbid to provide information on the development of the pension activities to be held.
"Okay so everything is ready yes, the announcement has also been taped to the same dimading children exkul mading. Now it's your turn cha. Please call the student representative who will perform later tonight" now it's his turn to order echa.
"From the tenth grade there is a della of the tenfold representative, the eleventh class is dika dkk of the elevenfold one as well, and the twelfth class there is a Fani of the twelfth grade one ips"
The pension diacara is indeed only represented by one student per class. And of course the corners of fatih's lips were slightly raised when he heard della as a representative of the tenth grade.
"Okay nice, today's meeting is over. Teacher said the children can be sent home to prepare for the event later tonight, so please disbarin children yes. Dani lead do'a"
Fatih's order closes today's meeting.
"Okay friends thank you for today's meeting. May the evening go smoothly, pray quietly according to religion and belief each begins" all bow to pray to the almighty to be given smoothness at the event later tonight.
"Yes, done. During the day everyone" dani ended her prayers and the members of the osis began to disperse towards their respective classes.
Fatih left the last room because there were some files that he had to sign earlier. After locking the door and making sure that the room is locked, fatih moved to the parking lot.
Arriving in front of his car, Fatih got a notification from his cellphone. He paused for a moment and read it. It turned out to be a message that the sender did not know.
From 08xxxx
Fatih save no I am. I'm dilla. Oiya later tonight don't forget to pick me up, papa you told me:)
God fucking. Fatih curses slowly and crumbs her phone to vent her emotions. Fatih did not reply, she entered her car and drove it at a normal speed. He knew what his father would do if he did not pick up Dilla, so inevitably he had to just obey the game on both sides of the family.
Before stepping into his house, fatih typed out a message.
ArFatih: sorry del, I can't pick up. Grandma dropped by to pick up the thing
😔
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Tonight the della is tidy with a peach-colored knee-length dress combined with adidas triple line sneakers. Her hair was smeared neatly and covered by a white hat. His face was covered only by a thin powder and a spread of lipbalm to brighten his lips a little. Not to forget a bag hanging Beautiful between the curves of his neck that has been filled by wallets, mobile phones and other needs. Simple enough but looks perfect for della.
THE STORY CONTINUES BELOW
Della received a message from Fatih this afternoon. So, he decided to take a taxi. Inside the taxi was only silent, as if the driver and della enjoyed her.
Arriving at the school della came down to be greeted by the amazed gazes of some students. Is there any sound or whispers that he can still hear. Like;
'Woy*****della beautiful bat dah'
'The dress is simple****, but the panties are really'
'Maniss'
'Yes if beautiful mah use what pantes aja yak'
And there are many others. Della tries to ignore him and walks casually towards the backstage because he has to perform tonight.
The show has just begun. It starts with a welcome from some important people and della's father. Della saw it, his family was present in full and looks most prominent there. Della knew she was determined to represent her forces in retirement this time. But della doesn't care.
The show kept changing until it was time for della to perform tonight. But before his name was called della was stunned because of the message he got from fatih.
ArFatih : della tonight we duet yes, it's up to you want what song is important duet😜 song
"Okay guys, because the event is getting night and more exciting, now is the time we see the appearance of a duet of tenth class representatives and the head of the osis. Let's welcome adella and fatih" exclaimed the mc who is one of the members of the osis as well. The cries did not receive and the received became one and crowded when the head of their idol would duet with the tenth-graders. Not long della and fatih have been on stage at this time.
"Okay good night everyone" said della and fatih, who were met with a rousing shout by the students.
"I was previously adella from tenth grade one who was going to duet with f-sister fatih tonight" della smiled kindly at the students who were staring at her.
"Yash is right and tonight we're going to perform a duet, actually it's impromptu because I'm also just being told earlier, so I don't know what song Adella will be performing yet" replace the fatih who greeted with a smile on della. Della only displayed a wry smile and chided the coach in her heart.
'Pale you just found out' -in della.
"Yes sorry, sister, because this is a very bad rhino. So tonight I and brother fatih will perform a song, secret love song" students there still continue to scream, while fatih a little stunned and staring at della.
"So, fatih, can you?" della averted her gaze and stared deep inside. Fatih clumsily nodded and started picking up her guitar, while della turned towards the piano.
They had already discussed how they would bring the song. But della still kekeh hide the title of the song when in the backstage earlier. This song is one of their favorite songs. The song describes their relationship.
Della begins to press the piano keys, the sound is instantly quiet, and della begins to sing.
🎶 Secret Love Song (feat jason Derulo)
[Capital: della]
When you hold me in the street
When you took me on the street
And you kiss me on the dancefloor
And you kissed me on the dance floor
I wish that it could be like that
If only it were like that
Why can't it be like that?
Why aren't you like that?
'Cause I'm yours
Because I belong to you
Della closed her eyes trying to enjoy the song. The atmosphere was getting quieter and the students were really enjoying della's performance tonight.
[Verse 1: the della]
We keep behind closed doors
We stay behind closed doors
Every time I see you, I die a little more
Every time I look at you, I feel like my life is gone
Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls
The moment we stole because of the veil that fell
It'll never be enough
That'll never be enough
It's obvious you're meant for me
You obviously mean something to me
Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly
Every part of you, it's absolutely perfect
Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep
Every second, every thought, I lulled so deeply
But I'll never show it on my face
But I never looked in my face
Della still closed her eyes in a tone that was slowly getting higher.
[Chorus: della]
But we know this
But we know this is +
We got a love that is homeless!
We have a miserable love!
Della paused for a moment to catch her breath, her eyes opened and accidentally her eyes collided hearing the silent twinkle given by Fatih.
[Chorus: della]
Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't you keep me on the road?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
If only it could be like that
Why can't we like that? Cause I'm yours
Why can't you be like that? because I belong to you
A drop of her tears flowed and della quickly wiped them away. This time he stared at the fatih who was about to sing his part.
[Verse 2: fatih]
When you're with him, do you call his name
When you were with him, did you say his name
THE STORY CONTINUES BELOW
Like you do when you're with me? Do they feel the same?
Like you did when you were with me? feels samakah?
Would you leave if I was ready to settle down?
Will you leave if I'm ready to stay?
Or would you play it safe and stay?
Or will playing it safe stay?
[Pre-Chorus: fatih ]
Miss you know this, we got poor love.
Fatih took a breath and this time their gaze met.
[Chorus: della and fatih]
Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't you keep me on the road?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
If only it could be like that
Why can't we like that? Cause I'm yours
Why can't you be like that? because I belong to you
High notes accompanied by a piano and guitar which they cleverly do more and more give a special impression to the listeners. They keep looking at each other. Like really imbibing the content of the song.
[Bridge: della and fatih]
And nobody knows I'm in love with someone's baby
And no one knows I'm in love with somebody's girlfriend
I don't wanna hide us away
I don't want to hide
Tell the world about the love we make
tell the world about our love
I'm living for that day, someday
I live for that day, someday
Della gave a brief pause along with the piano intro she made.
Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't you keep me on the road?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
If only it could be like that
Why can't we like that? Cause I'm yours
Why can't you be like that? because I belong to you
Their breathing grew breathless, but both fatih and della continued to enjoy the song.
[Chorus: della and fatih]
Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't you keep me on the road?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
If only it could be like that
Why can't we like that? Cause I'm yours
Why can't you be like that? because I belong to you
Why can't I say that I'm in love?
Why can't I tell you I'm in love?
I wanna shout it from the rooftops
I want to shout from above
I wish that it could be like that
If only it could be like that
Why can't we like that? Cause I'm yours
Why can't you be like that? because I belong to you
They both raised the sound to the climax of the song. Their gaze detached after her then della and fatih looked back at the audience.
[Outro: the story]
Why can't we like that?
Why can't we be like that? +
Wish we could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
Della's voice weakened at the end as a cover. And then della and fatih got up and posted his body forty-five degrees. Rousing applause accompanied them, the students who were there were really amazed at the shrewdness of the piano, guitar and the sound of both.
But without them realizing someone was clenching his hands there.
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00:15
At least let me taste happiness with her before you take over someone who has been mine again.
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After the duet fatih and della came down from the stage and now they were in a room filled only by the two of them.
All the osis organizers were busy at the moment, so no one would notice if they were alone. Fatih held della's hand warmly, and della leaned her head against her fatih's.
"Della?" call fatih on della.
"Hm?" della only answered as if, he was very comfortable with this position even now he was getting sleepy.
"When are you with me?" bargain fatih, della had frowned for a moment, why did fatih take her home together? He came with Dilla.
"You're calm, I'm with my father's permission, I keep dilla and I told you, so don't worry" Fatih explained when she found out her boyfriend looked at her with a questioning look. Della nodded in understanding.
"Yaudah bertarah again the show is closed, I'm ahead first yes, you want to be here or in the car?" ask fatih
"Hmm, I'm waiting for the car" exclaimed della then got up and thrust his hand to ask for the fatih car keys. Fatih who understood the meaning of della reached into her pocket and took out her car keys and gave them to della. Della passed from fatih to the car, while fatih whose name has been called is now moving to the stage.
About thirty minutes della waiting for fatih in the car, now fatih already in the car with della.
Fatih drove his car at a normal speed, his free hand held della's hand, and only smiled in her place. Della does not know where fatih will take her but della believes that fatih will take her to a beautiful place. The song let me know - bts - is now playing in the car filling the silence that occurred. Della who asked for it earlier, fatih just nodded in obedience.
It did not feel nearly an hour on the road now they have arrived at their destination. Della is a stranger to this place. The situation here is indeed soothing and quite crowded. Fatih pulled della's hand towards somewhere, slowly they moved away from the crowd, fatih took della towards the old building. Della shuddered in horror to see him, but because fatih clasped his hand, he ventured himself.
Fatih led della up the stairs, she knew della was scared so she never let go of her hand on della. Arriving at the roof of the building, a gust of wind greeted them, shooting gave a calming cold impression because combined with the silence of the night. Della was seen closing her eyes and smiling the atmosphere here really made her heart calm.
Fatih touched della's shoulder, she again led della to the edge of the building barrier. Della's eyes widened to see the scene below. Light lights from some residents' houses welcomed his view, the wind was also getting cooler and cooler. Della was so stunned by the sightings before her eyes that she forgot to look up at the sky.
"Della" della who felt called looked towards fatih with a fluffy smile. He immediately entered into the arms of fatih, fatih also widened his smile and returned a hug della because he saw his girl smiling happily.
"Del, sit down yuk!" train on della, della nods and takes off their arms.
They sat on the roof of the building without any pedestal, neither della nor fatih blamed it. Della sat on the lap of fatih, her head rested on a fatih boat, and fatih grabbed della's waist with both hands.
"della tries to look up" fatih orders are directly carried out by della. Della's eyes sparkled again, tonight he was really happy, hoping that this kind of situation always accompanied him.
"Train, thank you so much for tonight, it's the best night ever! Love you"
"Yeah love you more della, my sunshine in my life"
They were really comfortable with this kind of atmosphere, as if they did not want to miss moments like this. Fatih tightened her arms, letting della listen to her heartbeat pounding quickly every time she was with della
'God, he's mine, isn't he? Please don't give it to him, he's my strength for now. No, don't let him change and move away from God, I love him' - della
'Lord, let us always be together, let me be the buffer of his life until death. He is too weak to stand without the support of God, I love him
They close their eyes and pray to the owner of the universe, ask for help in what is happening, ask to be led in his path, and ask to be given strength to face everything that will happen.
Not feeling the night getting late, della rose from the lap of fatih then followed fatih who also stood up.
"Del, go home yuk, it's already malem" invite fatih on della.
"Come on, sleepy on me too"
After hearing della's words they began to descend the stairs with slow steps. The dark inside and late night make the atmosphere even more sinister. Lucky della and fatih managed to get out without being intercepted invisible creatures or wild animals such as snakes and its species.
They walked back to the place where fatih parked his car. The situation there still seems crowded, almost various corners filled by families or young people who are still cool in their world. +
Ignoring this, fatih and della entered his car, fatih began to drive at moderate speed. It seemed quiet for now. Della only focused on her gaze which led out the window of the fatih car. Fatih also seemed reluctant to fill the silence until he just silently followed in the footsteps of della.
Fatih stopped her car right in the parking lot of della's apartment. He looked at della and the girl fell asleep.
Fatih got out of his car and walked around in front of his car. He opened the seatbelt that della used. The hat worn by della fatih came off and her arm gently tidied some of the hair that did not join tied.
Fatih lifts della's body with bridal style, the steps are slow and the grip is soft. He did that so that della did not wake up because she felt uncomfortable by her position.
In front of della's apartment, Fatih opened the door using a password that he had remembered. The door opened and fatih led della to her room. He placed della carefully and pulled a blanket over della's body. And fatih turn on the ac with a warm temperature so that della does not get cold. After that fatih approached della, staring at the innocent face of della who was asleep. Smile expands.
'Della you look calmer when you sleep, but watch you laugh that makes me calm.' - batin fatih
Fatih brought his head closer to the della, he slowly kissed and then got up.
"Sleep tight my sunshine"
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Seriate...
