
flashback Bu Ira
When I was in high school, I knew a man named Ardan was the father of Arpan, a kind-hearted man who always made friends with anyone who was close to him. His good looks are not much different from his son, Arfan has a nature like his father who is kind-hearted and always keep his attitude towards women. Sweet Men adore all the women in class.
Ardan and I were so close we always joked about playing together, when Ardan's problems were always there and kept me calm.
I started to like Ardan back then. Boldly I told Ardan to meet me at the edge of the school garden, it turned out that reality just came. Ardan met me with a woman who was none other than the woman who became Arfan's mother, Naira.
" Ira What did you call me here?" asked Ardan, making my heart instantly fragile. How can I express my love for Ardan, while he is holding a woman who is my brother, Naira.
" Come on, why? oh yeah It just so happened that I came here with Naira to tell her that we're officially dating!" answer Ardan. I only smiled faintly at their closeness and revealed that Naira was her lover.
it felt like this world was instantly shattered, crumbled, dimmed. The wing that was preparing to fly was now broken next door.
" Happy yes.I didn't think you could date my brother," I said nervously.I felt like I wanted to cry seeing those who were holding hands, if I could I wanted to replace Naira. It is me in his position. I would love to be with Ardan, the man who always makes these lips smile happily and always makes this heart comfortable.
" Oh yeah, by the way you want to meet Ardan to say what?" asked Naira. made my daydream instantly.
" I just want Ardan to help me with the problem, which I think is a little difficult!" answer lied.
I saw them whispering to each other, whatever they said, made my heart feel bad. The two of them were joking in front of me, To be honest it made my heart feel pierced by some sharp needles.
"Later to come to your house Ira. To help solve a problem you find difficult. Now we both want to go and eat together. Do you want to come with us Ira?'' take Ardan to me. If only there were no Naira I would have loved to eat with Ardan as usual when there was no Naira present.
" How come you're quiet again, don't you come with us?" ask Ardan to me.
" Oh yeah, sorry. Looks like you two just ate I'm full, already ate," I said lying.
"Now really don't want to come, let's exclaim it," Naira asked me. She is such a good woman.
" I really don't come. You two!" I replied, refusing their request.
" We both went first."
I just nodded my head, confirming their departure.
Naira and Ardan seem to be getting further away from me. These two eyes only saw the burly back of the man I love now join hands with my own brother.So soon these tears slowly fell on my cheeks, trying to hold back But still this was so painful.
my tears were flowing more and more making the book I was holding was exposed to tears that fell unstoppable to wet. Oh my God why my eyes should shed tears. So the book that I had to fill, was even wet with tears that kept coming out of this eye temple. This heart must be strong, I can't cry Ardan is not mine. I should be happy to see him with the woman he loves.
A handclap came from behind towards me, with a swift palm this immediately wiped the tears that kept coming out. Looking back, it turns out that Roby is a man who does not like Ardan, for some reason he always hates Ardan, even though Ardan is a good person.
" Robert, what are you doing here?" I asked her to look at her smiling face.
hearing Roby's answer, making me a little upset, this mouth doesn't like to argue with men like him. That's when I decided to step up to immediately go away from him.
" Where are you beautiful." Roby pulled my hand making my body face to face with her.
" I want to go, what's your business!" Roby looked at me so sharply, she tore her lips out as if annoyed with my words. Taking a rough breath Robby held my chin and said, "Don't be arrogant dear. We are friends!"
I let go of Roby's hand holding my chin and replied." I want to go where it's none of your business, now let go of Robyy's hand."
"I'll take your hand off after you receive my love. How's it?"
roby's words make me a little sick. How could I possibly be dating a guy like Robyy who was famous at school was a violent thug.
" I'm not gonna have a boyfriend like you, so let me go, otherwise I'm gonna yell for help to my friends at this school."
" Just yell, let's scream. People won't help you, let alone Ardan who already has a girlfriend. She's definitely not gonna care about you anymore, Ira."
Roby keeps my heart from twitching anymore, he knows what I'm feeling right now. I was silent My mouth seemed to be complaining, I looked at Roby when it made Roby look back at my face.
"Please let go of me Roby I beg you," I said with unbearable tears. It felt like I wanted to cry lamenting my current fate, lamenting this wounded heart.
" Of course, forget Ardan. I'll make you Ira happy" said Roby as soon as my face lowered as if to refuse his words.
" Where can I be with you Roby. I don't love you!" my answer might make Roby's heart ache at once.
" Love affairs can be later, once you get used to me. You can love me Ira, for sure" Roby assured me, smiling at me with both hands.
" Are you sure of what you said, if I don't love you how?" I asked her to make Roby smile.
" I'll try to make you love me Ira!"
Actually I'm not sure what Roby said, who is famous for being a selfless man and always scolding everyone in school.
" How?"
Roby kept asking me if I wanted to be his girlfriend. While I'm not used to Robi the guy I just met, I feel a little scared of her.
" Let me think first, tomorrow I'll give you Roby an answer."
That tall man, so pleased with what I said. He smiled, leaving me alone, his face looking so happy.