
flashback Bu Ira
At that time Roby said love to me in class, all the children looked forward to the answer from my mouth.
" How about Ira? Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
All the children in the class were screaming waiting for my answer, what should I answer? I don't like Roby at all.
Roby was so impatient waiting for my answer at that moment, everyone was screaming.
"Javab ... answer ...."
"Well, answer Ira?"
They seemed impatient to hear my answer at that time, where Roby expressed love for me. At that moment, Naira took Ardan into the classroom, Naira's gaze was so cruel to me Maybe she was so upset that I was working.
" How about Ira? Do you accept me?"
I don't know what demon possessed me, until I received Roby's love at the time. With a nod of my head that I agreed to date her.
They seemed happy and cheered each other uproar over the official I was dating Roby.
Different from Ardant. Somehow the look on his face was so gloomy when everyone was cheering and congratulating me.
It feels like Ardan doesn't like it when I'm close to Roby let alone dating her.
Ardan are you angry? So that your face is so upset with me.
After school hours to get home, Ardan suddenly pulled my arm into the back of the school yard.
" Ardan, What are you doing, Why are you pulling my hand," I shouted at the tall man.
Ardan kept pulling my arm, letting go.
" Are you crazy Ardan, why are you pulling my arm" I said.
Ardan's body drew closer to my body, making me slowly retreat. Until this body hits the wall, but Ardan's body is getting closer.
His hand clings to the wall and asks, "why do you accept Roby's love. Are you crazy?"
Ardan's words made me feel confused. Why did he say that, what did Ardan mean to me.
" What's the matter?"
" Roby's not a good guy for you Ira, if he messes with you how?"
" What do you care about me Ardan for? you take care of Naira more than I have to take care of my life?"
" I love you Ira!"
" Dear as a friend, but nothing more for what?"
I tried to remove Ardan's body from before me. But Ardan pulled my arm and kissed my lips.
"Are you crazy Ardan," I shouted. Ardan's gaze was so close, making my heart unstoppable again, my heart passed by then. Ardan kissed my lips again until I called back.
That's when Ardan told me why he could date Naira. Because of the insistence of parents, Naira has been betrothed by both parents with Arpan since childhood.
At first Ardan refuses, but both of Ardan's parents insist. If Ardan refuses both Naira's parents will be angry and upset, because they have helped Ardan's father's company until now.
"Actually I've liked you a long time ago Ira. But, I was confused by myself and both my parents."
I tried to grab Ardan's hands and said, "follow what your parents say."
"But I don't like Naira."
"Try to love my brother, however, forget me. Someday you will be able to forget me slowly."
I left Ardan in solitude, actually my heart hurts, I don't want to be like this either. But I also don't want to see Ardan and his family miserable.
"Maybe, that was the last kiss of my life."
"What if you're still here?"
Roby's figure suddenly came making me dumbfounded in shock.
"Since when have you been here, Roby?"
The burly man in front of me pulled my arm suddenly.
"Let's come along."
"Where?"
Turns out Roby took me to a place, where it was so beautiful when seen by both eyes.
"You like it."
I raise my head, a sign of love with the place Roby is heading to.
"After we graduate, will I marry you? Do you want Ira?"
Didn't expect it to feel, it turns out Roby really likes me. He proposed to me and wanted to marry me at that time.
"Okay, I accept. After graduation I'll marry you."
Roby was so happy with the answer I gave.
"Thank you Ira."
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Until graduation came along, too. A sense of happiness enveloped me, Ardan was somehow there where he suddenly did not exist. I tried to find him, wanted to say a congratulatory sign.
That's when my hand was pulled. In a warehouse, Ardan.
"Ardan is doing you."
Ardan stuck his finger to my lips and said." Graduating later I'll go to college, do you want to come."
I bowed the view, that I had been proposed by Roby, after graduation.
"Are you crazy Ira. I love you, why would you accept Roby marrying you."
"I'm sorry, Ardan. This is all I'm doing for your good."
I saw, disappointment from Ardan's eyes back then. He opened the barn door and left me alone in the barn.
I'm disgusted, it feels like my chest is tight." I'm sorry Ardan."
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One month of graduation, Roby proposed to me at the time, I married her.
In a lavish wedding, I didn't see Ardan coming. He didn't stick his nose at all.
Could Ardan be angry? Let it be a happiness for him?
After the third marriage
My life is not happy, being married to Roby is not even blessed with a child. Already tried to work but the results remain nil.
Roby used to scold me and humiliate me. Said I was barren. Though in checking doctor Robylah who is barren.
As a wife I tried to hide my husband's barrenness. I don't think my heart would have if Roby knew he was barren.
But the more I covered my husband's barrenness, the more Roby became.
I miss the sweet words of my own husband, but they are just a fantasy. Because it's not sweet words that come out of Roby's mouth. Even harsh words. Which keeps my heart hurting.
Until when will I survive with my husband Roby.
Every quarrel I had in my household, I always tried to calm myself down looking at school. Remembering good times with friends, jokingly chatting. Until I forgot my pain because of Roby.
"Ira, what are you doing here?" asked the tall, pure white male figure, glared at me.
"Ardan," I said. Surprised to see the man I love being in plain sight with his dashing look. I was like a maid.
Because of shame, I just left Ardan. But he pulled my arm.
"Where are you going?"
"Sorry I'm leaving!"
"Father." The cry of the little boy made my footsteps stop. Turning his face back, the boy was so cute and handsome not inferior to Ardan.
I tried to get closer to the boy.
"Is he your son Ardan?" my many.
Ardan replied, "he's my son with Naira.
How happy Ardan's life has been blessed with a child. While me?