
I immediately cradled Dodi to quickly sleep, it felt like I wanted to wet this tengorakan with running water, because all day this stomach was not filled with anything, the body vibrated violently, and, the hunger and thirst that could no longer be held back made my head ache again, until, the glass that I was holding fell and broke.
Dodi woke up to hear the glass that I accidentally dropped, fortunately Mas Rudi immediately put Dodi to sleep in his lap.
Seen once Mas Rudi rounded his eyes staring sharply at me, he seemed angry.
I just fell silent, and the apes of this hand hold a shard of shard.
Mas Rudi looked back at me, and scolded, like all my mistakes.
My heart was fragile again, unable to say anything, only a clear grain was falling on this patch of eyes. Little by little I wipe away these falling tears.
He hurried away leaving me, covered in blood. I set my lust so that the tightness in this chest will disappear immediately.
If only my body was not weak, and my head did not often feel dizzy, maybe all could be resolved, without the help of my husband. What is the power of disease that gnaws this body, making me not eager to live life.
Mas Rudi once offered to find a maid, but I refused on the grounds of frugality, in fact, if you know in this house there is a maid I can be furious and insulted.
I was lazy to argue with my mother-in-law, even making me more stressed.
At midnight, it felt like Mas Rudi was gently poking my neck, he told me to rush to the bathroom to wash my face.
However, immediately stopped, I who was tired could not serve him, plus the clothes that had been covered with Dodi my son.
I felt guilty toward my husband, until finally, hurrying, to meet him.
But after meeting Mas Rudi, it turns out that my husband was watching a woman who was bare-chested without a piece of clothing.
Who's the lady?
Who was going to tempt the husband to change his tehenti clothes, because of the woman's vidio.
Is Rudi cheating?
I immediately expelled this Negative thought, I immediately collapsed this body on the chest of Mas Rudi's field.
At that moment Mas Rudi asked to go to the salon, I just fell silent, not those words that I wanted to hear.
Maybe that's what Mas Rudi thought.
I ran over ignoring the cry of Mas Rudi.
When I lock the room, look shabby face, black face is not maintained, a lot of wrinkles on the look of my face, I am lazy since the disease I suffered.
To apply lipstickpun it feels impossible, lately my lips are dry, as if the lipstick is difficult to stick.
Especially with my hair, the more I comb the more fall and fall, already do not want to feel to take care of this hair, the hair that always Mas Rudi belai now fall to make the middle of the head slightly bald.
I have to hurry to sleep, because tomorrow my control hours to the doctor, surely Alan will pick me up.
Trings ... Trings ...
A message came to me.
[Hi, how are you?]
Who'sisthis? New no.
I reply soon.
[Who?]
[The time you forgot Am, I'm your schoolmate's side]
Sisi, oh well he, a friend of high school and also my old friend in the office, Om Hendra, does he still work there?
[What's up?] I answered a little curious.
[I want to meet you]
Meet, what he wants to see me for.
[Against each other] he sent a message with emojis, begging and rebuking.
[Okay, but not now next week just how] I reply
Morning time.
I saw Mas Rudi relaxing, playing a game.
Shit, why doesn't he work, he should have left for work, and I should have taken control of the hospital.
Immediately I postulate and scold Mas Rudi for immediate work, fortunately Mas Rudi listened to my words.
The clock has shown at 08:35 I went out of the house using sal to cover part of the face, not to forget with sunglasses, so that no one suspected my departure, Dodi was entrusted to the neighbors, not to forget the sunglasses, Ka Rani, she's a trustworthy person.
Alan gave me a letter, which contained the end-stage Brain Tumor Phocytip, which,
My body immediately fell down, weak, helpless, Alan told me to break in, but he was also unsure, as the risk would be higher between life and death.
Alan kept forcing me to be hospitalized.
There are no words out of this mouth, only heartlessness that cannot yet accept reality.
When we were walking.
Bruk ....
I met the end who wanted to see his family.
"If you go be careful dong."
I saw the look on my face, the woman scolding me.
"What side are you doing here?" I ask it turns out the woman who hit this body is Sisi.
"Ami, it turns out you, what are you doing here, where is your husband?" he replied, making me amazed to see his ideal posture.
"My husband is very sick, so now I have to take care of him" he said, showing a sad look on his face.
"Oh,"
"Who is this?"
"This is my cousin, I know Alan."
Seen Sisi holding long Alan's hand while shuffling and blinking his eyes.
Alan immediately pulled his hand from Sisi's clutches.
I just chuckled, looked at the frightened Alan, and was horrified.
"Yes, I've been to my husband's room first, Am, I'll see you next week" said Sisi as he passed away.
"Well, may your husband be well Si." Feels just yesterday we sent Sisi a message, finally can meet too.
"Mba ko can know the woman." asked Alan who while glancing at Sisi's path. I laughed a little at Alan's current position. He just knew her name like that.
"Emang why? you like her?" I asked while small. Looking at Alan's round eyes. Makes me laugh louder.
"Amit-amit deh mba, mending Al, choose mba than him," he said, laughing. Surprised by this child, although miliih mba also still a brother. Basic Alan. Sometimes the people around us can make us feel alive.
"You mean." I got Alan's reddened face lyrics, somehow? Alan is actually more mature than I am.
"It's mba, forget it. Let's just say the wind passes by."
Hearing the words of Alan made these lips unceasingly gleam and laugh.
However, when the foot stepped, Sisi heard a scream what is it?
"Alan, like Sisi."
"Well, like that woman."
The sisters were running around, and so were me and Alan we immediately ran towards the direction of the intended voice.
What's wrong with you Si?