My Twin Wives

Regret or Disappointment

Nuna was in her room.

A stack of invitations was waiting to be filled, but Nuna ignored them.

Thought's dead-end.

His marriage to Daffi counted the days.

But instead of being happy, Nuna was hesitant to step up. His encounter with Daffa a few days ago still lingered in his mind.

Suddenly Nuna feels guilty for loving and getting engaged to the wrong person.

Nuna is confused as to who she really loves. Daffa or Daffi.

During this time Nuna thought Daffi was Daffa so she just gave all the love in her heart to Daffi.

But the incident on the night of his engagement really shook Nuna's heart.

'Is this the answer to my heartbreak in the past few days?

Is this what the time will be delivered by brother Diandra?

Why I never realized any of this before.

Why didn't Daffa look for me or talk to me before that stupid engagement? Why has Daffa been avoiding me all this time. Did Daffa ever love me? But the look in his eyes that night.aah' Nuna rubbed her face violently.

Nuna is upset, Nuna is confused, Nuna does not know what to do.

'If Daffa had introduced his full name to me from the beginning, none of this would have happened' Nuna said in her heart.

But if only Nuna brought a Daffa-given phone at that time maybe until now the two are still in touch.

"Aaaaah" Nuna grabbed her own hair. He was so dizzy thinking about all this.

Raindrops began to rain down on the earth.

The sound of rain coming down could be heard from Nuna's bedroom window.

It had not rained for a long time, and now it began to rain when Nuna's heart was in a state of turmoil.

It was the rain that brought Nuna together with Daffa.

Somehow the gaze of Daffa's brown netra still did not want to disappear from Nuna's memory.

The look that made Nuna feel guilty. Although not everything is wrong Nuna but still Nuna's heart is still not calm.

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I should have been there

It should be me you love and not him

You should have known that

My love is more than her

What you should have chosen was not him

Daffa played the song repeatedly on his car radio.

It represents all of his feelings.

The expanse of rice fields on the right left of the road has begun to turn yellow indicating that soon they are ready for harvest.

Daffa continued to drive his car at a moderate speed. He really wants to enjoy his solitude at this time with the shadow of Nuna who does not want to disappear from his mind.

The perfect nuna was wrapped in a bone white dress with hair in the loop.

Nuna who usually only looks simple arrives to be as glamorous as that.

Daffa really wanted to embrace Nuna that night, but what a power. Nuna now belongs to Daffi.

No matter how much Daffa loved Nuna, now she could only hold her in her heart.

Daffa's car stopped at Daffa's halfway house in the village.

The house that Nuna once visited to calm down. Daffa will now calm himself here.

I remember all about Nuna here. Then bury everything in this house.

The gate is wide open. Daffa immediately went inside and will be there for some time.

Daffa just wants to be alone.

Eliminate all his heartache here, in this place.

"Sorry Nuna, because I didn't see you,

Sorry Nuna for ignoring you,

Sorry Nuna because I was insensitive,

Now you belong to someone else.What should I do?" Daffa muttered and asked himself.

He did not stop thinking about Nuna until the sky turned dark and Daffa fell asleep with Nuna who continued to be in his mind.