
"I knew I was wrong Daf, for not fighting for our love at that time. Now I want to fix it. So please meet me with Jeslin" Daffi pleaded.
"Slow" Daffa replied briefly
"What do you mean?" There was a tone of worry from Daffi
"Jeslin has died Daf" replied Daffa.
For a moment Daffi was in shock and instantly fell silent.
"Did you really not remember? You even cried throughout Jeslin's funeral" Daffa smiled wryly.
Her heart ached considering how heartbreaking Jeslin's life story was back then.
If only at that time he was not a coward maybe Jeslin is still alive today.
I don't know, Daffa still blames himself even though everything that happens is not just because of his mistakes.
"What happened to him Daf?" Ask Daffi to hunt.
He really doesn't remember anything about Jeslin's death.
"He was in a Daf accident" Daffa lied.
Daffa really did not get the heart to tell the real story.
Daffa was afraid that this would shake the soul of Daffi who had not completely recovered.
Flashback 2 years ago
Jeslin and Daffa were friends during college, until they graduated, the two were still friends or Jeslin preferred to call Daffa his best friend.
Although in his little heart, Daffa had more feelings for Jeslin. But Daffa did not dare to reveal it until now. Daffa was afraid that his feelings would ruin his friendship with Jeslin.
Daffa also introduced Jeslin to Daffi and helped Jeslin to work in a company led by Daffi.
Who would have thought, if in the end Jeslin even fell in love with Daffi.
Love location, which is what Jeslin calls it. After a year of working as Daffi's secretary, Jeslin and Daffi became lovers.
And Daffa chose to flee abroad under the pretext of wanting to pursue his ideals. His heart was so sick, though,
'I should have expressed this feeling a long time ago. Why am I so stupid' regretted Daffa in heart.
At that time, Daffa was on college leave and he decided to go home just to see his mother.
Daffa was going to the back garden, when he overheard a conversation between Daffi and his mother.
"Mommy doesn't want to know, you have to leave your poor secretary. He is not worthy of you. It's not worth it to us" said the fiery mami.
Daffi just looked down.
Daffi was a obedient child. He never once denied the words of his mother. That was also the reason the mother treated Daffi as a golden child.
In contrast to Daffa who always stick to his own principles and often oppose the opinions of mami.
But despite frequent refutations, Daffa also loved his mother.
Especially after papi left them for good, Daffa and Daffi always try to keep the heart of his mother to not be sad or hurt.
"We love each other Mi" said Daffi.
He really did not want to argue with his mother, but he also could not let go of Jeslin just like that.
Daffi loved her already.
"Love?" Mami snorted annoyed
"Girls don't have such origins, they don't deserve your love. We're a respectable family, you can't marry a girl of unknown origin like that Jeslin" you're getting emotional.
Daffa who stood up while eavesdropping near the door clenched tightly his hands. She felt no acceptance for the mother to demean Jeslin like that.
"But mi," Daffi looked doubtful
"Don't think of this mommy as your mom if you don't want to leave that girl" she rang the table violently.
When my mother approached the door and was about to come out, Daffa hurriedly went into hiding.
Daffa immediately withdrew Daffi's hand when he saw his twin brother coming out of the library.
"Daf, you're not going to obey your mom, are you?" Cecar Daffa was impatient
"Did you hear everything?" Daffi asked back.
Daffa snorted in annoyance, what an unnecessary question to answer
"I love Mami Daf" Daffi said weakly
"Jeslin loves you, he'll be devastated if you leave him after what you've been through all this time" Daffa warned
Daffa really does not believe that Daffi is as gentle as it turns out.
He thought Daffi's love for Jeslin was so great.
It turns out that he had been misjudging all along.
Time passed, Daffi still had not made up his mind.
But his relationship with Jeslin is getting flatter by the day.
That day, Daffi went out of town without Jeslin. It's been arranged actually by Mami Salma.
Mami Salma came to Daffi's office and immediately called Jeslin.
Looking down at the girl in front of him
"So you're Jeslin?" Ask Mami Salma cynically
"Yes Ma'am," Jeslin replied fearfully.
"You and Daffi will not be worth it at any time, so please leave Daffi and resign from this office. I'll give you money for compensation." Mami Salma ketus.
Jeslin was only speechless, even though Salma had just so pierced the recesses of his heart.
It was already impossible for him to leave Daffi. Then what is the fate of the baby he is now carrying?
Jeslin was still silent, but his tears had already fallen.
"I, I cannot leave Daffi ma'am" said Jeslin brickly, trying to hold everything tight in his heart.
"Heh, why? Daffi is too precious for you to leave behind?" Mami Salma quipped
"Listen yes, you could choose to stay now. But Daffi is a submissive child. He'll never argue with me. So sooner or later, Daffi will leave you" threatened Salma's mother before leaving the room.
Brakes
Mami Salma slammed the door of the room.
Now Jeslin could no longer hold back his tears,
Jeslin cried bitterly.
He is confused how.
Just now Jeslin was about to tell Daffi about the news of her pregnancy, but Salma's mother threatened her like that instead.
'I have to how?' Jeslin asked himself
*****
Jeslin was just about to walk into Daffi's room to deliver the file, when he overheard Daffi talking to his mother on the phone.
"Yes, I'll talk to him"
"..."
"Can't now. Daffi must find the right time"
"..."
"Yes, yes Daffi nurut sama mami. Daffi will stay with him"
Jeslin's leg suddenly limp. His relationship with Daffi late this indeed deteriorated after his mother threatened him.
Jeslin had not even dared to tell Daffi that she was pregnant with Daffi's child.
Now, Jeslin heard the words himself coming out of Daffi's mouth.
Just wait for time and Daffi will leave him. Jeslin could no longer stand there.
Jeslin immediately ran away leaving the floor, leaving the building, Jeslin wanted to run as far away as possible.
Jeslin had lost his only hope.
His life no longer had a direction.
Jeslin wants to end this. Jeslin could not live without Daffi.
Jeslin. He decided to end his life that day.
Leave deep regret for Daffi.
Jeslin has been gone forever.
Flashback off