
"This flower I offer to you. Sorry to bother you and I present this to the woman I like" he said seriously, looking into Diana's eyes.
Degs....
Diana was staring at Fikri's expression just now. He looked at the beautiful flower and then turned to look at Fikri. Diana recalls her past memories with her ex-husband. In the past, Zio had also given lilies when the man revealed his heart.
"Why is that shadow so hard to forget? Mas Danu.." Diana's heart trembled calling out her ex-husband's name. He could never be lied to if he still loved the father of the child he was carrying.
However, Diana returns to her original plan to forget her ex-husband. And he'll tell you about this kid after Zio gets out of jail. Yes, Diana also knew the problem that Zio was facing. He was told by his in-laws. There was nothing to hide them except the misunderstanding that Zio created was still a negative thing in Diana's mind. A second marriage when she was Danu's wife.
"Sorry, Fikri. I can't accept this flower. Mending you give it to a special woman but not me." Diana refused by pushing the flower plan and then released Fikri's hand in her hand.
"And that special lady is you. I've liked you since I first met you at the flower shop. I will also accept the child you bear as my son." Fikri already knows Diana's status as divorcee. Surely the info he got from one of Diana's employees.
Since moving, Diana opened a small-scale flower shop. And during these 4 months, he managed it until quite crowded and quite in the interest of many people.
"I'm sorry, I can't." Diana pulls Cici back in and brings her into the pick up.
"Diana, wait. Ok, I won't force you but please accept this flower," Pinta Fikri said she hoped Diana would take it.
Diana who was about to open the door stared expressionlessly. Cici had already entered first while paying attention to the interaction of the two.
"Well, I got the flowers but I can't take your feelings." Diana took the flowers and re-entered without smiling or saying goodbye.
Fikri gave off a heavy breath. "It is very difficult to conquer this young widow. But I should be able to get her. Fikri spirit, you can. The widow is getting ahead, gaaas." he said encouraging himself to keep fighting. For he was sure that no struggle would be in vain as he continued to pray and strive.
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The coldness of the floor did not dampen the spirit of a man who was struggling to make amends for all his mistakes against his God. And maybe he was trying to make amends for the woman who still reigns in his heart to this day.
So fervently he worshiped fulfill his duty as a Muslim. Although life in detention does not dampen his spirit to improve.
In this way he feels calm, by drawing closer to his Lord, he becomes a more patient person. There was nothing he had to do but improve himself in the bars.
"Ck, sok alim. Will God forgive his sins? Will continuing to worship God speed up the detention process? Ck, it is impossible to happen," said one of the prison residents insulting Zio who was worshiping. Unknowingly, he also insulted his God.
Zio who just finished worshiping his ears feels hot his wife in the discussion. Although Diana was already an ex-wife, but for her Diana remained the wife she loved despite being late to realize.
Zio took a deep breath, then threw it away slowly hoping that his emotions would subside to not be provoked by emotions.
"Say Zio, you need to be able to control your emotions and you need to be able to control your anger to get out faster. Let's go Zio's spirit! Four more months you'll be free here" murmured Zio in a self-sustained heart.
"Is there a husband who behaves like that? Letting his own wife be in the bully, humiliated, despised, slandered in such a way by everyone as a result of her own husband. If I were him, I wouldn't let my wife hurt everyone. Ck, looks can be handsome, educated, authoritative, but behavior exceeds animals and inmates," continued Jeri increasingly become when Zio did not reply anything.
Usually Zio often retaliates and behaves violently. However, for a few weeks this Zio let the skewed talk and did not respond to it. The goal was one, wanting to immediately go out looking for Diana back. Because he is still attached to the heart, the woman he accidentally hurt but it turns out that woman he really loves.
Zio covered his worship without regard to the ravings of the people.
"He's deaf times, huh? It's so sad to admit inwardly that he's a jerk."
Zio sat leaning his back against the wall with one leg bent and hands on his knees. His eyes closed continuously beristighfar in the heart to not be ignited emotions.
"How does it feel to sleep with a cheap woman, sir? How does it feel your wife became bullyan material because of you? How does it feel like the woman you love is out of your life?"
Zio still did not reply but his left hand was clenched while holding back from beating Jeri.
"ill? Regretted? That's how I feel." Jeri hated the man sitting on the corner wall.
"I'm sick to see him cry at the humiliation of so many people, I'm sick of my love at being rejected just because he chose you, but you hurt him like this. I regret not having taken her heart any harder. Had I succeeded, Diana might still be here" Jeri said, cursing at Zio expressing her annoyance and anger at Zio.
Zio opened his eyes staring intently at Jeri. "You think I don't get sick seeing my wife being harassed by you, huh? You think I don't get sick seeing him go away from my life? You think I don't hurt living in regret? I'm sick too, Jeri. I am very sick and sorry to have done such a foolish act," Zio jolted Jeri back. Even her eyes were already heating up wanting to cry.
Jeri was silent, but she again said, "I regret trying to harass her. If I hadn't done that I might still be free" Jeri murmured.
"I love him," continued Jeri, making Zio clench his hands in shock at his confession.
Degs....