
Love, makes me want to be with you.
Love, the one word I have to keep entangling you in my grasp.
But love, the thing that actually hurt me.
I, trusting you is the owner of love and I try to devote my life to you my paradise.
But it was this love that hurt me so much in my paradise that made me fall into the abyss.
In the middle of the green cemetery, Diana sobbed and hugged the graves of her two parents. He complained about every event he experienced, every sadness to his parents.
"Mom, Sir. Diana could no longer live alone here. Diana wants to come with you. Diana wants to meet you, with Diana's twin in heaven. Diana felt alone here, sir, Mom."
"It hurts, my heart hurts to get this kind of treatment. I betrayed my husband, Mom, sir. He's not defending me. Where I'm going. I don't want to go back to my husband's house. My heart hurts too much, hiks.." Diana's sobs in her solitude were heartbreaking.
"I also could not achieve my mother's desire to continue attending school there. I'm sorry, Mom."
Diana straightened her body, she rubbed every tombstone named her parents and named her twin Diandra.
Yes, Diandra Maheswari and Diana Maheswari. Two people are different, they are identical twins with equally good, soft, smart and hardworking natures.
He again sobbed down with shaken shoulders. With a limp body, Diana tried to stand up. Slowly, his feet stepped out of the cemetery with empty eyes and an indeterminate purpose.
He left his best friend in the car that was calling his parents.
"Well, Diana went to Bali, huh? Let him stay with Auntie. I pity."
"Let's set up, now you keep an eye on Diana. Papa's afraid he's doing something out of the blue."
"Good, Pah. That's Cici samperin Diana first." Cici also turned off her phone. He put his phone in a bag, got out of the car, and walked to the tomb where Diana was.
But when she got there, Cici was surprised Diana was not there. "Loh...! Where's Diana? Why isn't it here? Shouldn't it be here?"
Cici dizzy looking for Diana's whereabouts. His eyes continued to be circulated all over the place hoping Diana was not far away. And hope his eyes find the figure of the person he is looking for. But Cici did not find him.
"Diana, where are you, Dee?" his screams walked towards the street looking for Diana.
"Diana, don't do this. You don't do anything weird, Dee." she cried again hoping there to appear.
Cici's been going around and looking for him. He ran towards the road trying to follow it. However, there was no trace of him.
"Diana where are you" Cici was very worried. He ran into his car.
Diana walked in an uncertain direction in a state of passionate daydreaming. His soul was broken into pieces, his heart was in pain, his mind was in turmoil. I don't know where he's going, just the foot that's guiding him right now.
The breeze tightened up against his frail body. The white cloud slowly grew black. Everything feels cloudy. The sky also seemed to feel the sadness of Diana as if it was raining. The rumbling sound of small lightning coming out added to the sadness Diana felt.
Slowly, raindrops drenched the earth, hitting Diana's facial skin. Tears that have begun to dry are replaced with rainwater soaking the cheeks.
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Throughout the class, Danu could not focus on her lessons. His mind continued to wander elsewhere. His heart was growing rebellious to see Diana.
Danu took off her glasses. He rubbed his face rough, scrambling his hair so upset Diana's shadow kept coming at him.
"Why can't I see her crying like that? My heart hurts to see it. Why do I keep feeling uneasy about meeting her before making sure she's okay. What happened to me, God?" inwardly, he stood up to finish the textbooks.
"Today my lesson was enough. You can go straight home. Excuse me first" he said farewell to his students. Then leave in a hurry.
Danu immediately rushed to keep the books on the table where her room was. Then back to running to take his favorite motorcycle the red pomegranate. Then it skids off campus.
I don't know, the feeling he currently felt so deeply wanted to quickly meet Diana. Do you want to laugh at and hurt her? Or there is something else that the dice feel after making a charge like this.
All of this was his work, he took pictures when Diana was asleep and finished serving her beerah. Then he posted the picture in the added caption.
He also told someone to pry Diana on arrival at the campus. Who else if not Miss Wulan whom he ordered to remove Diana with a money guarantee of 100 million if it managed to get Diana out honorably.
Danu noticed the sky was starting to drizzle. His heart grew increasingly worried and increasingly turbulent in a state of full of concern for his wife. The wife he hurt, his heart.
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Drizzle is getting louder. Diana grew soaked. He no longer cares about his situation. His disappointment with his husband made him so stupid that he was willing to rain.
In the midst of the solitude of the lonely streets, Diana already had a husband of ten-meter-long hairy street on foot. He felt nothing in his legs even though his legs were already sore and blisters. However, the heart is much more injured than the physical.
Tiiidd... Tiiidd...
The sound of the horn did not make Diana flinch. His view remains empty. When his body was interested then Diana realized.
"Wow, here comes our campus chicken. It turned out that his body was sexy," said the man who had asked, 'how much paid overnight?'
Diana was shocked. He instantly reflexively pushed the body of the man who was blocking his hand.
"Go you! I don't want to get close to you" cried Diana drove out her campus place and then she resumed her steps.
But he was blocked back by the way in the hug from behind made Diana glare in surprise and fear.
"Come, Diana. Don't be silly while you yourself like to sell your body. To me you like to sell expensive but to others you like to be willing. Let's just play, yuk?" invite her to tightly hug Diana's waist from behind.
Diana rebelled unwilling to touch another man. "Let go of me asshole! I don't want to be touched by you. I'm not a cheap woman," her screech tried to keep her head away as the man's lips went down her neck.
Diana elbowed her stomach firmly then stomped her feet very tight.
"Aaw... It hurts, Diana."
Under the black sky due to the heavy rain. Diana tries to escape the man who always approaches her.
The man chased after her and pulled Diana back in his arms. "Hahaha there won't be anyone to help you, Diana. Mending you be my lover."
Diana shook her head. "I don't want to...!" refused to let go of the man's check.
"Take him off...!"