
How long has it been? A month? it seems like it has been 3 months that Farhan has not met Lea and now the girl really looks different than the last time Lea met him.
Lea herself now chuckled, watching Farhan's surprised look at her. " Not so skinny, are you? Kan Mas Farhan often call me nanyain eat me.." said Lea.
Farhan nodded with a smile. The man took a sip of the black coffee made by Lea that he ordered earlier. " Have you found Asa sir?"
Hearing Farhan's words, Lea's countenance instantly changed. It was hard to describe the meaning of the girl's expression.it looked flat, but her gaze was sad.
Lea herself had a hard time explaining her feelings. Sometimes he feels homesick, but the other side of him says that his longing is a stupid and wrong address. Asa who had already destroyed her dignity, Why miss that man?
but Leah's little heart can't deny that she misses him. Where could Lea possibly instantly hate Asa when that man was once her greatest Hope. Even Lea still remembers the fear of losing her first when Asa was declared missing in a plane crash.
" Forced Asa lately less regularly eat it. He also always asks you through me or his men who watch over you. If you look at him right now, he looks like a man in deep debt and in a dead end."
Lea sighed and cut the homemade cheesecake and devoured it. " Where's his fiancee?"
Farhan looked at Lea's astonishment, "You don't know yet? it's been almost a month since Pak Asa decided on her fiance. He didn't even fight back when Bule slapped him in the office."
Lea furrowed her brows. Has it been that long?
" Are you unable to see Asa? he invited you to lunch.he said, this time he will really stop if indeed your conversation will not go well."
Lea lowered. Is this really the last one? He could not hope much for Asa now. Maybe after that last meeting, he will build his boundaries again and promise not to pass through it in the least.
" Today?"
Hearing the question that referred to the agreement, Farhan was suddenly cheerful. He nodded quickly. " Or do you want to go down to dinner? I can arrange Everything. You just come and talk to Pak Asa." Farhan said excitedly. Lea smiled as she nodded. I don't know why his feelings have not been good, but he hopes everything goes well.
He hopes he can make peace with Asa and start a new, calmer life, together with Daniel.
But when the time has shown at 18:00 pm, Lea still has not left Sofanya. The girl was twitching her forehead which felt swirling ever since.
" Mom? sure so go?"
" Yes.but wait for the dizziness to subside a little more..."
" tell me first who made the same agreement mbak.fear of waiting.." Daniel said as he gave Lea a cup of warm tea.
The girl nodded and reached into her little bag. " Hello Mas Farhan?"
" You're on the road? Forced Asa has been waiting-"
" I'm sorry Mas Farhan, I think it will be late or even Dateng can not. So can I just say hi?"
"..." - ".Silence for a moment before Finally, an unexpected Voice was now heard. " Why?" Tanya Geraia flat.
" I'm sorry you have such a sudden and important affair."
" I'll wait for you, Sampe you come."
Lea sighed as the call closed unilaterally. " Why don't you tell me she's not feeling well?"
Lea raised her head, "And made her Dateng come here? mbak don't want to. mending he hates mbak all of you. So everything can be done quickly."
" but not completely. I think you not only need to see Kak Asa, but also have to meet with a psychologist. You still vomit a lot, right? sure it wasn't stress?"
Lea chose the silence. Instead of He answering and His sister getting him to the psychologist, he better be quiet. No one can prove that he has been vomiting a lot lately except for his sister who often finds him vomiting in the pantry every morning.
" Barin Aja's. Kak Asa may not wait until tomorrow if mbak really not Dateng."
Daniel shook his head. Her sister has been sensitive lately and has done things that she rarely does.
At that time Lea was queuing at the supermarket while buying monthly supplies, but a middle-aged woman interrupted the line that Lea had been queuing for a long time. Moreover, the sponsorship of the mothers was a lot, of course Lea immediately reprimanded and even had the intention to fight, Lea said,
If only the mother's husband had not pulled his wife back, and Daniel had not immediately pulled his trolley in front of the cashier, the cashier's table might have been a mess because it was a battlefield.
Though Lea would usually only sigh or if she was irritated, the girl would be insinuating to vent her frustration. But lately Lea has often acted as if she is tempramental.
Easy to rise blood, and sometimes the speech is also spicy.
Daniel doesn't understand what happened to his brother, but he thought his brother was thinking too much so he kept reminding and advising Lea to see the psychologist who had once touched Leksa while chatting with him.
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Don't blame Lea if the girl really doesn't attend her meeting with Asa. One of the reasons is because the girl even still feels dizzy, plus she is already weak helpless in the toilet of her room. He vomited again. Daniel has a point too. Maybe he is stressed, and needs to meet with a psychologist.
" What do you do anyway? he often stopped by my dreams. Not enough?" Lea snorted before she closed the door of her bathroom and prepared to take a bath.
The morning habits changed little by little. He always had to vomit first, take a shower, then go to the kitchen, cook food that would not make him nauseous or vomit.
What does not enter his daily list is to find Farhan standing in front of his apartment with an unpleasant and clear gaze.
" Why Mas Farhan?"
" I'm sorry, Lea.. Can you come with me? Pak Asa hasn't wanted to leave the restaurant since last night. I can't really leave Pak Asa, either, but Pak Asa said he won't move until you come and talk to him."
Lea stared in disbelief at Farhan. " Mas Farhan lied, right?? where might be Ka-"
" I don't believe Lea either. but Pak Asa seems to be crazy.. I don't understand anymore." Frustrated remarks Farhan managed to make Lea give up. The girl picked up her little bag and followed Farhan.
No wonder Farhan looks frustrated. He stayed up all night at the restaurant, accompanying Asa who was not even asleep. The man just stared at the empty bench in front of him that Lea was supposed to fill that night.
Upon arriving at the restaurant, Lea could see Geraia still sitting there with her gaze pointed at the Chair in front of the man. Lea sighed and walked up to the man.
" Sa's sister is crazy?"
" I told you I'd wait for you until you came. Your important business is done?" The question was not understood, Lea chose to sit and look straight at Asa.
even though he missed this man, the annoyance and dizziness in his head just became more and more so. Geraia started to open her mouth.
" I'm ready to take responsibility for you Lea. Can we talk about this? The lea? Leah.." The man's call was not answered because Lea only faintly heard Asa's words. The girl was holding her forehead, feeling very dizzy there, she said,
Until finally the girl fainted in the arms of Asa who put on a pale face and panicked.
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" Fortunately your husband has asked for USG, CT scan and MRI, otherwise we may only treat you as an Anemia patient and not an Anemic Pregnant Woman."
Lea frowned. Meanin? Lea didn't understand what this doctor meant. " That means Doc? I don't understand.."
" You are pregnant. judging from the results of USG, Your fetal age is very young, being 6 Weeks. I have submitted you to the Tantri doctor, obstetrician at this hospital, for the results of tests and treatments please ask him and Sister yes. Excuse me."
Lea's nailed to the spot. What the hell does this mean? Getting pregnant? a fetus? 6 Weeks? what the fuck? Lea turned her head, only to realize that her hand had been held by Asa who was now asleep on the edge of her mattress.
Is Asa the father of the fetus in her womb? Where is it possible, right? Who else did Leah do it with? stupid question where is that?
She now turns to look at her flat stomach. Is she really pregnant? 5 weeks? has it been that long since that night?
" Lea?" The distinctive sound of waking up shocked Lea, making the girl scowl for a moment before she forcefully pulled out her hand that Asa was holding.
The man without permission tidied Lea's hair, putting the children's irregular hair between Lea's ears.
" Something sick? is the doctor Dateng?"
Lea nodded. His heart beat was overrated. Will Asa accept this child? Leah meant that Asa would wonder if it was her son or not, or maybe that man would have her abort this innocent fetus?
" What did the doctor say?"
" Do-doctors say it's just anemia. And recommended rest."
" Don't get sapped.. You don't want to work, do you? mending a break.." Asa's advice made Lea could only smile thinly covering the nervousness she felt.
Someone knocked on her room, a beautiful woman in a white coat and a stethoscope draped her neck. " Hello, Miss Lea, I'm Doctor Tantri who replaced Doctor Ren-"
" Yes Doc, the guy's doctor said I was anemic so I fainted, right?" Lea's Quick Speech made Tantri stare in confusion before the woman looked at Asa for a moment and nodded in understanding. ", you can leave Mrs Leanya. There are some private things that I will talk to Ms. Lea."
Asa's. Lea lowered her head avoiding Tantri's gaze at him. " You won't tell lukewarm-".
" he's not my husband... This kid's an accident." Said Lea while looking down. Tantri nodded in understanding. He clasped Leah's hand, and stared at the shady woman who refused to look at him.
" From your data, Still at the end of this month you're 20 years, right?" Lea looked at Tantri with a slightly surprised look.he was not even aware that He was going to have a birthday, And funny again, His age had only entered two heads and he was already pregnant like now?
Seeing Lea's Reaction, Tantri was well aware of the thought that had popped into this girl's head. " Your age may be quite risky for this pregnancy. In addition to your unprepared condition, from your confession, your mentality is not ready. May I ask you if there is a guardian who can accompany you to see me?" ask Tantri gently.
Leah looked back and forth, Her adoptive parents are dead, she herself does not know where her biological parents are. All he can make his guardian.. is Asa.. or perhaps Agus? But Lea is not that close to Agus and knowing this will only mengemunam problems.
" Lea, don't panic." Tantri's gentle reprimand made Lea refocus on this young doctor. " A-there's. my relatives.. But I don't know if I can handle Dateng or not."
Tantri nodded, "Call your guardian first, Before being allowed to go home I hope you can stop by my room with your guardian." Tantri Smabil spoke from her seat. Before he turned his body, he looked back at Lea who looked agitated.
" I suggest not much thought. Just think about the fetus and yourself. Everything else is not important" said the woman.
despite the message, Lea panicked. He took his cell phone and tried to find someone he could contact. Lea was nervous.
How would this man react if he knew he was pregnant? Leah was afraid of this guy's rejection.. She also fears that Asa knows about her pregnancy and tells her to abort her womb.
The nursing science of maternity* that he had learned really filled his head. About all the risks of early pregnancy, unwanted pregnancy and the risks that can occur from abortion.
Lea didn't know what else to do. she was really panicking. " Ha-hall.. Aunt Anna. Can you go to the hospital?" Lea panicked until she contacted Anna crying. Although he knew he had much trouble for the woman's family, but this time he promised this was the last time. Lea was really scared right now.
" Lea was in the hospital, passed out. kept awake, her doctor said Lea. pregnant.. Aunty can be Lea's guardian? Lea's afraid of Auntie.." Said Lea again. Since then there was no answer he was waiting for, not even a sigh was heard. Lea was really afraid of being rejected this time.
" Please Aunt.. Please this is the last time Lea ngerepo-"
" what hospital are you in, Lea?" The heavy voice silenced Lea. It wasn't Anna who raised her call.
That's Agraham.
Seriate...
*Maternity care is a nursing science aimed at women in the fertile age (WUS) related to the reproductive system, pregnancy plans/programs, pregnancy, childbirth, puerperium, pregnancy, between two pregnancies and a newborn to 40 days of age.
Actually Emang whose name is majoring in nursing is very much a branch. There are nurse Medical Surgical Kayak nurse park in Romantic doctor Kim, nurse maternity kayak described above, nursing Gerontik for elderly patients, etc. The branch is not much different long ago Ama doctor.
Lea quit college at the beginning of the 5th semester. While this author, who attended the nurse lecture as well, Meet maternity was in semester 3 so that explains yes, Why Lea already understood so..
And indeed getting pregnant at an early age is quite risky, both in terms of mental or readiness of the woman's own body. Abortion is also not a solution that makes the problem solved instantly, wrong or even unlucky, there can be reproductive problems because of abortion.
May it be useful and clarify your confusion.