My Sugar Brothers

My Sugar Brothers
12. Accustomed



When he opened the door for the first time after 3 days, Lea immediately met Farhan's eyes. The tall man gave him a warm smile to greet in a mute. Leah realized that Farhan was smiling not to be suave but to sympathize with her.


Leah closed the door, and just silently looked around before she met Farhan again. Without the need for the girl to put out any words, Farhan immediately noticed it.


" Pak Asa had left for the office. some important schedules that were postponed must be attended, so Mr. Ada asked me to nemenin you if you get out of the room." farhan's explanation answers Lea's confusion and leaves Lea silent.


The girl sighed before she took a step towards the bottom floor. " I'm .. laper." said the girl suddenly. Farhan was a little surprised before he finally laughed a little while nodding. " Want me masakin?" tawar Farhan's. Lea looked over and shook her head small.


It feels a little heavy. He used to respond to Farhan with a small smile and a friendly tone. Being gloomy and irritable to talk like now made it seem as if he was carrying a heavy burden on his chest.


Leah walked into the kitchen and opened the fridge. "have you come home yet?" ask Lea. Farhan nodded quickly. "it's 12 o'clock." Lea nodded in understanding. He felt crouching in the room for 2 and a half days was enough to make him unable to realize the time is running.


Lea took out some fruit, then took some kind of flour, and the tools to make cakes, Kitchen and Pantry Asa like a very complete mini market, and, Lea had long wondered about one thing but had always forgotten to charge the answer. The girl was about to tie her hair and got a little restrained when Farhan put something on the pantry table. "don't forget the apron, let it not get dirty" Farhan said gently.


" If Kak Asa rarely came back here first, all the food ingredients in the room? not rotten?"


Farhan smiled brightly hearing Lea ask even though she was a little bit in pain to hear Lea's hoarse voice that was almost finished. Did the girl really cry for 2 whole days? aren't you tired? Farhan really doesn't understand what kind of girl Lea is.


Shaking his head, Farhan tried to regain consciousness to immediately answer Lea. " Beloved to the orphanage in the corner of the complex. usually directly sent without being placed here, because Pak Asa sometimes does not come home in a month."


Leah looked down at the mirror-lined table that Leah did not understand what it was, but gave a shadow of Leah's eyes. The sight of someone who is not okay.


" Mas Farhan, Am I looking fine?"


hearing such a random question made Farhan silent for a moment looking into the eyes of the girl. For a moment they both remained silent. One was still staring at the mirror on the table, the other was staring at the other. " For me you look unhappy, but you don't pretend to be fine too" Farhan said. Lea nodded as she began to open the flour and other ingredients.


Farhan only paid attention to the girl, with no intention of helping. He knew that Lea was forming his world again like the girl was forming dough.


Dimata Farhan after knowing Lea in two months, the girl has a character that is enough to make Farhan confused. Leah often looks Apathetic, no matter what, independent. But not infrequently Farhan realized that the girl cares about the surrounding for very small and trivial things though.


Knowing that Lea had not been out of her room all day long was enough to surprise Farhan. Leah doesn't look like a person who's going to cry for someone else all day. Farhan actually once said that if Lea lost someone around her, the girl would probably cry with a face as stiff as possible with her mouth locked, then act as if the loss was never natural.


Lea's absence had already broken Farhan's opinion, and now the girl's attitude had also done so once again. Leah was quieter. Either a world of his own or Lea is building a thick wall of his world. But Lea did look unhappy, nor did she try to cover it up. His eyes still had quite dark pockets, his nose was still slightly red and his face was still pale.


" Mas Farhan, Brother Asa, what time is he coming home?" Lea asked while putting some cake in the oven. Farhan glanced at the watch in his hand, "it might be 3, but if you want, I can call Mr. Asa to go home now." Farhan.


The man intended to tell Lea that Asa made it a priority of all that her boss had, but it made Lea look at him flat in silence. Just like his superior, it was horrifying to know the two had no blood relation but bore a resemblance.


" Ehm.means we just wait, 30 minutes" said Farhan decided. Lea nodded and returned busy with the other batter. The girl suddenly said,


" I'm making a cake, make a waste of all the bad feelings from yesterday piled up." The girl picked up the knife and made Farhan come straight over. Depressive sentences like Lea said made Farhan have to be really vigilant against any situation. Lea was silent for a moment to find Farhan's defensive attitude. The girl chuckled as she changed her butcher knife into a fruit knife.


" I'm sad, but I still want to live. I have too much debt with your boss to die right now" Lea said with a smile. Farhan nodded and smiled clumsyly. He was still afraid of what he had just imagined.


The sound of the car engine coming in made Lea and Farhan turn his head. The girl arranged her cakes without looking rushed or disturbed by the fact that Asa had come home. The girl still looked calm until Asa entered the kitchen and saw the dishes that Lea served.


" Who... besides being interesting, you also pinter baking the cake?" the cheerful speech that initiated Lea's consciousness made the girl look up and look at the eyes of the person in front of her. The eyes narrowed with bright Brown irises until Lea mistakenly thought it was a Tiger's eye. It wasn't Asa, because Asa never said that Lea was attractive and her voice was so different.


" Brother Orias... what is it?"


" HM.. just stopped by because I was waiting for you at the cafe, you don't exist, and wait for you on campus, you said you were sick permission. So yes here?


where's brother kam... ah," Lea frowned at the witty expression Orias gave her. "I mean Asa. where is she?"


Farhan shook his head. Without Orias, Farhan would not have gone far from Leah. And now there is a compelling reason for him not to leave the kitchen at all. But Lea looked at him flatly. Mood Lea was completely unstable today, "I was told to nemenin you. Ka-"


" Can't I have privacy?" ask the girl. Farhan sighed heavily before nodding and taking his steps out. The man simply moved into the living room, not far from the kitchen. While Leah now 'addressed' her flat gaze to Orias. This man would really be an easy target for his mood.


" What do you want, Orias?" ask Lea directly. Orias who saw the serious look on Lea's face made the man laugh out loud. Orias could never resist her interest in seeing Lea's expression.


But one thing Orias realized, he did not like to see Leah in the same condition as Farhan saw, even Orias who did not know Lea well could feel the gloom of the girl clearly.


Orias stood up, she felt it was enough to see Lea now, and Again seen however, Lea seemed to dislike her presence. Orias smiled and turned around,


" Even if Asa kills Kak Bara or engga, I will not care anymore. Brother Albara has died, all I can do is remember and plant in my heart that he has been called even by volunteering first. And none of that will intervene and will Kak Asa." Lea said firmly. Orias lowered her thin smile, The man even raised his eyebrows as if interested in something and said, That man,


" so? what are you hoping to say?"


Lea stuck her fruit knife on a wooden cutting board with a strong enough bang while staring at Orias "So, whatever Orias said about Kak Asa, you know, that will not make me get away from Brother Asa. Me, I'm in handcuffs here and I don't intend to run away, so we'll just. I don't have the same interest in a weird relationship called courtship."


Orias nodded in understanding with her smile and passed away leaving Lea. The girl tried to take the knife on the cutting board and it was blessed with her palm scratched quite deeply. He doesn't grimace. Either because it didn't hurt too much after realizing it or he just held it in. He only noticed the wound that let the blood flow from there.


Lea breathed her. He imagined as Albara scratched a sharp object on his pulse, what did the man feel? relieved of? or just sick?


Lea walked slowly towards the sink and passed water to her hands. Right then and there, someone walked into the kitchen,


he's Asa.


Asa was surprised to see the blood that did not stop coming out of Leah's hands. Anxiety and worry prompted him to grab the hand and tie his handkerchief as a bandage.


" why can't gini."


" Sister remember and plant my sentence this well. If you want me to stay here, with my sister. Don't cover anything. This wound on my hand must have been an accident, and it's all because I took Brother and in begoin the same brother also from long ago." No increase in tone, yelling or sobbing. There is only a flat voice that is full of emphasis to succeed in making Asa silent not warty.


" Sister want me to stay here or get out? I don't care if you have to go out. It also clarifies the purpose of sister's only peng-" Lea felt a tight grip but quivered at her wrist. Asa really can't dwell if Lea is like this.


" Drop here... Brother doesn't want to be left behind..." Lea nodded in understanding. The girl glanced at the special food she had prepared for Asa. "that, eat her mochi cake. I've made it hard. this white one is really special."


There's nothing fun about seeing Lea go back to being this sweet. Asa nodded quickly with her smile and instantly devoured a mochi cake.


Lea gave a different smile this afternoon. It was so elegant that Asa immediately realized what she was eating. " Lea-lea. this is. ap-"


" the red bean. hehehehe.. swallowed yes..it is difficult to make it." said the girl with such a beautiful ruckus. Asa really wanted to spit out the food she had chewed.


Lea herself knew, Asa was very unhappy with red beans and bitter foods, but the girl deliberately gave her a glass of drink that Asa was tenggak thoughtlessly. Asa was really unlucky to be fed by Lea today.


he was given coffee until he almost spewed the bitter drink if Lea did not look at him sharply. "good?" ask the girl with a demonic smile huh. Asa shook her head honestly. If this is the way Lea punishes him, it is better that Asa be told to ride a merry-go-round and stop at peak altitude for half an hour. It was all better than having to taste the bitter and strange taste of kidney beans.


" same. It is not good to also stay the same people by ignoring ambiguous reasons that bother me from the beginning.tomorrow-besok repeated aja wrong, aja, so I have a lot of reasons not to throw the rest of the red beans in the pantry" said the girl. Lea turned around and offered the cake as well as other food.There was one dish that caught Asa's attention to make the man's sour face bright.


" I made Sohun use the same vegetable meat.do not know brother suk-" Lea stopped talking because Asa had ignored it by devouring Sohun without giving saggy. The girl snorted, How wonderful this guy was, it made her upset, then easily comforted her anger by looking like a kid while eating.


lea unconsciously remembered her sister. How are you doing?