My son is poor, My Son is Wasted

Plea

"I'm sorry, Dad Son, forsaken you, even cruel to throw you away "

Edo who sobbed sobbing while staring at the portrait of his son behind the screen of the device ,

Such deep regret gives such excruciating pain to the mind.

Regret is useless because time will not be able to be replayed again .

"When that time Mas didn't burn the flames of jealousy and emotion surely now we've been happy with our little family deck, laughing together, building our dream home " ,,

"Are there no doors sorry for Mas one bit???? , now you again what my dear son "??

Edo who was just blabbering himself for condemning his stupidity in the past as if he did not pay attention to a pair of eyes watching him with anger, who else if not Rina .The mastermind behind the destruction of the Edo household .

"Bod*h male base,dung* , I was hard-earned to separate you but all I could do was waste" said Rina because her love was never reciprocated .

Edo's cry came to a halt as the device's ringing sound ,,

"Mother called out "Lirih Edo

Without a word Edo just fell silent to hear the babbling of the Mother . Bu Yeni seems to vent anger to his youngest child because it has slandered the grandchild and son-in-law.Di added Bu Yeni can not pet and see the long-desired grandchild of his eldest son ,,

Edo just sighed and apologized before the phone chat ended .Bu Yeni's anger adds weight and regret to Edo .

Edo's condition is increasingly alarming, no more smiles of cheer that adorn the lips and look of Edo's face, every day look urinating an indistinct ,even getting here Edo can't be professional at work .Reprimands and warnings have also been issued from superiors .But Edo did not heed the reprimands and warnings he received , the chaotic and chaotic mood could not make Edo think clearly anymore .Even Edo did not care if his career and hard work that during his hard-earned build and he fought will be destroyed in vain in an instant.In his mind only crossed the figure of Icha and Brillian .A deep sense of sin and regret increasingly punishes and torments the mind and mind of Edo .

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"From now on, just shut up, Cha, are you uncomfortable eating together like this "??

Icha who had just been dumbfounded and waving ignored Roni's speech, even the food was just stirred 'em, Icha's mind wandered somewhere ,he was still thinking about the words of the mother about the arrival of her in-laws and asked to refer back to Edo .

"Cha,hallo "call Roni while waving her hand in front of Icha's face

"Ochhhh, Iembbbb yes What is Ron ", replied Icha ruse .

"From yesterday you were invited to look at nothing to say , do not most bengong bengong kesambet Lohhh "goda Roni

"Embhhh I'm okay "what were you doing "???

"You've been quiet a lot since then , are you not comfortable I'm eating together like this" said Roni repeated her question .

"owhhhh no, we also used to eat together "

Roni who rather salting make the atmosphere awkward, but in contrast to Icha who only consider Roni as a friend and partner work, no more .

Time passed so quickly, and it was moving them back to work .

*****

A man was sitting dumbstruck on a porch made of a neatly arranged wooden board. .The atmosphere of the twilight wind seemed to provide peace for anyone who was in it. .

Depp depp depp ,

Icha's footstep that was shaken after work activities was about to take him to a place per rest as if stopped , from a distance the sight that made Icha's heart suddenly congested .

Edo who had been waiting for the return of Icha looks enthusiastic to welcome the figure of a woman who is still a legal wife status .A smile was clearly drawn on Edo's lips

"Assaalamualaikum deck "

"Walaikumsalam "answer Icha flat. Even Icha did not accept Edo's hand to just shake hands.

"Well did Mas come here again, is there anything important " ???

"Yes deck's a lot to talk about ",

"There's nothing to talk about anymore, everything's clear and I'm done with my decision to divorce Mas Edo" ,

The face of Edo who was grieving instantly turned sour. ,

"Please deck , give Mas one chance only ,Mas promise will change better , will be a good Imam and husband & also be a good father for our child "

"Hhhhhhhh, what's mas ,Dad !!???"

"Since when did Mas Edo have children, it is still clear in my memory how Mas Edo lotus my son bastard child and I cheap women*an ",,,,, I " ,,

"What do you have to do to get your mas back "???

"Now go home, a little while back, if Mas Edo feels sorry for Mas's actions in the past, repent and ask for God's forgiveness it will make your life better mas " ,I'm happy with my son, so please don't bother us anymore .If Mas doesn't want to take care of our divorce let me take care of it".

"Until anytime Mas won't divorce you deck , can you let our child grow up tanoa figure and affection of a father , where is your conscience as a mother deck "???

"Hhhhh, my son since from the womb already has no father, do not need to pretend amnesia mas, do not take it about conscience. Where your conscience that was at that time cruelly kicked and dragged me, even you did not hesitate to hit me " ,

"I'm her mother, I've been laboriously pregnant and gave birth to her even alone without a husband figure so I know which is best for me and my son .My son will also not lack affection, so you do not have to worry and pretentious to care for me and my son who obviously you have thrown away and you dumped" ..

The word Icha managed to pierce the heart of Edo , the tears out of the end of his netra .

"Please dekk ,mas willing to do anything so you want to forgive Mas and accept Mas back, even have to prostrate at your feet and want to deck "

"Times I've said, I've forgiven you, but to forget and accept you back I really can't ,I'm not an angel I'm just an ordinary human being who can't easily get all the pain and trauma I've been through, you better go home. And I hope you and your family don't bother me and my family anymore , Forget me and start opening your heart to other women 'just assume I've never been in my life ,this path is the best for us, I hope you can understand and accept mas ", I hope ",

"Not dekk, won't mas do .I just love you and our son. I can't turn my back on you and look for your replacement " ,,

"It's true that almost a year ago I could have lived without me, even if I never asked my news, why now say I can't " ,,

Edo was silent unmoved, he realized that what Icha said was true ,Bahkn before Icha became pregnant Edo had avoided Icha because of the jealous fire that filled his heart.

"Have you forgotten our struggle deck, how we have been passing test after test even hard times "

Hearing Edo's statement, Icha just smiled bitterly.

"If you realize all that you should not easily say cruel words that are inappropriate and should not come out of the mouth of a husband, my future you are forcibly taken away ,my parents' hopes have also been crushed, even when you fell and fell I tried hard to pull you from the deep abyss , I worked my dead selflessly to reduce your burden, a youth that should be happy with laughter and stories I have to go through in a remote place like this,I had to part with my parents to wander with you .If at that time you did not take away my holiness now I have become a Bachelor and make my parents proud. Have I ever complained about all the trials that have happened in our household ??? All the difficulties I went through with sincerity for the sake of you husband who I love very much.

Edo who felt defeated just fell silent and bowed lethargic, tears unceasingly dripping down his cheeks .

Icha passed away leaving Edo and entering his room , in his heart was filled with disappointment and heartache so that he did not heed Edo's pleas and cries. In his eyes Edo was nothing more than the cruelest man who had the heart to not acknowledge his own fleshly blood .

"O Allah, this is the punishment I must accept, I have foolishly wasted the soul mate you have given, the wife who is sholeh even the heart of an angel", the servant is sorry .Open the door of the servant's wife's heart so that she will accept and give the servant a second chance ", Edo said in his heart as he passed away leaving the courtyard of the room Icha .