My son is poor, My Son is Wasted
Return from Rutama
The Sun Has Revealed Its Light, People Busy Passed LaLang While packing his luggage .
At 5.30 kapaL berhasiL docks safely ..
Alhamdulilah travel Safe sailing without kendaLa and safe until the port of destination "pronounced me" with a smile Lega .
My name is Melisa, I'm a regular at PanggiL Icha. My age is 21 years old ,
And I am currently pregnant with my first child whose gestational age has entered 9 months .
Throughout the sailing trip there is a sense of wasp and worry .Afraid that in the middle of the journey Sailing from Papua Towards the Port of Tanjung Perak surabaya my son was born in the middle of the trip.
How not, travel from Papua takes 7 days 6 nights with Kapal Laut .
While stroking my big belly I said "Thank God we get to the dock safely Son, our journey is still a long way, We fight together son .You made my mom strong ".
SambiL heheLa the Great Breath, with Heart Icha down the steps kapaL, only prayer that Icha Always say so that he and his baby candidates are always in His Protection .
Arriving at the dock sense of tightness approaching, many porter workers berLalu Lalang bring the goods passengers, plus the very hot weather makes the head of Icha Pusing and want to faint .
"Bughh" , uh" ,,
"Auchhh ",my perspective .
Icha accidentally hit the father who was peddling his drink at the dock .
"Sorry sir, I didn't accidentally, so my head is a bit dizzy"
,icha said Icha to pity sambiL continued to apologize to the father earlier .
With a smile the father assented and passed away leaving where Icha stood .
Almost 15 minutes wait , finally mobiL travel Icha rent to deliver home to the hometown arrived as well.
"Sorry mbak nunggu Lama, had been queuing time to transport goods mbaknya."
" Owhh yes it's okay sir" icha replied with a smile..
"In check again mbak goods his who knows there is less "
"it's complete no one is lacking sir "
No time ,Sir Driver directly tancap gas to continue the journey..
Short Time About 8 hours drive finally I arrived at the courtyard of the house Icha
"Alhamdulilah until Congratulations" said Icha sambiL smile with relief .
No tears Icha dripping on the cheeks, the feeling of longing and happy mixed into one .
Happy that in the sense can not be expressed again ,House painted Green ApeL with Bunga2 all around add to asrian Icha home page,Home To two parents icha precisely .
After MobiL travel that drove Icha disappeared From his View, slowly Icha walked into the yard of the house , The house that he had left 3 years .
Many turned "icha muttered in the heart".
"House looks lonely ,
"The scroll of my watch time shows at 4 pm, Surely my mother was working ".
My mother is only a factory worker and the father works on the project, while my younger brother one of her must be studying at TPQ .
Yes . I'm just 2 brothers, me and my brother who are in elementary school .
Walking with a smile and spirit I walked towards the doorknob ,
Jesus why not in the key, my perspective in the heart .
A sense of happiness continued to envelop, and my smile continued to be etched on my lips .Miss home, father, mother and adek that I have been enduring it feels unstoppable Again .Quickly I headed to my room to heal the tired ones for days on the way.
Short time ,Aheading Magrib to my 2 parents and my brother already berkumpuL .From the facial expressions of my parents I understood so many questions in their minds .
Because I didn't tell you about my return plans before ,
Unrelenting his Father my mother cried while he hugged me,
Already his son puLang kok even in cry ,ocehku .
Without any questions spoken by the mother and father rushed to take a bath and want to carry out the obligation to the Creator .
After the prayer the mother began to prepare food, the cooking I longed for from the hands of a Mother who conceived and gave birth to me .
When is the time for you Lahiran Ndok, asked the mother.
HPL should be 25 bu ,lohh this is already Tgl 8 ndok, meaning it's been through HPL ndok , said the mother sambiL stroking my stomach .
Seemed anxious and worried from the look on my parents' faces.
Tomorrow we check yes ndok, encouraged mother.I just nodded slowly, whether tired or happy not many words spoken .
Did Edo know you went to Java alone, asked the father slowly..With a long sigh I just shook my head.Dengan clearly Implied disappointment in the Face of my Father .
Edo Husband who abandoned me and my future children overseas, even without hesitation He did KDRT against me who was pregnant with his child .
Tears would not be dripping from my net angle considering Edo's treatment of me and my future baby .
In my mother's arms my tears broke , while crying as much as I could shed and and I poured out all the feelings that I had experienced all this time and I was alone.
My parents just kept quiet and asked me anything, maybe they understood what I was feeling.
With hands that began to wrinkle, my father stroked my hair, I Tau my father is the most injured person in this haL, especially my mother is sad and disappointed it certainly can not be revealed anymore .
Patience yo ndok, the name is also life must be a lot of exams and trials, we must be sincere and tawakkal , ' he said ,hand over all her equal Allah Mum sambiL softly rubbed her unceasing tears flowing ..
The husband that I have always respected and fought for, knowingly and mercilessly discarded me and my innocent child-to-be .
Istighfar istighfar says in hearts ,,
Drttt drrttt
,gawaiku reads ..
There's a message coming in
[Basic Lo*nt* how dare you go home without my permission ]
[See, you speak the same way as your parents and my parents ]
[I swear that you and your illegitimate child will not be safe]
Astaghfirullah,,,astaghfirullah,,, , I said while holding tightness in the chest..O Allah strengthen me and give patience, my bathin .
Why dok, I asked worriedly, is there a problem ??
I just kept quiet without paying attention .
Let icha break buk, tomorrow we talk again, father orders to mother .
Without so many words my mother gently called me and defended me to fall asleep, With pain and tightness in my chest I tried to ignore my husband's words that really hurt my recess .Tears could not stop coming out until I did not feel I fell asleep with a very intense feeling perih ..
