My son is poor, My Son is Wasted

My son is poor, My Son is Wasted
The Wound That Opens Back



Along the way no one spoke a word. , they all wandered with their own thoughts, Mr. Irwan just bowed languidly, as well as the youngest son and daughter-in-law who focused on driving.


Bu Yeni only looked towards the window, occasionally wiping away the tears that fell from her net end .


Only regret enveloped their hearts and minds, if only that time did not immediately believe the word Edo and a little wiser , maybe they will not be ignited emotions that eventually lead to the brink of regret ..


Bu Yeni was still thinking hard, he thought of a way to be accepted again by the iron. At the age of him who began to twilight he only wanted to see the grandson of his youngest son.


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" So what's the slack said father " ???


After fulfilling his 3 rakaat obligations, Pak Yanti and Pak Yono again discussed the problem .


"The path from where the ma'am, they easily ask us to understand the mistakes of his son who has hurt our son very much ,do they think with an apology the problem will be solved and we will forget everything as if it never happened what ???"


"Istigharr sir, later the heart of the father relapsed again if the emotions continue and depressed "


"Astaghfirullah, yes buk pak apologi, the wound in the heart of the father betull very deep "even with Edo kowtowing will not be able to treat the wound of the father ,my daughter whom I have given and entrusted to the man whom she loves so much but has instead received torment and suffering, it is unfortunate that you want " !!!!


Ms. Yanti just fell silent while rubbing her husband's back to calm down .


"Speaking how Edo knew sir that Brilliant was his son. Isn't he the one who threw away our children and grandchildren ??"


"Did Edo realize and regret his mistake "???


"Empty also yes Ma'am, Try to contact Icha , but do not immediately ask this ,mom talk trite first , if his mood is good mother can immediately ask him "


Mr. Yono who loved his eldest son was as if he would be afraid if his mother's question reopened his old wounds.


*****


Drttttt drttt drttt, drttttt ,,


Icha who was relaxing and chatting with her friends after unwinding was shocked by a phone call from the mother ,


Icha immediately snatched the device that was placed on the terrace next to her sitting ,


Icha immediately went to enter her room and asked her friend's permission to receive a call from her mother .


"Hallo assalamualaikum buk "


,with a cheerful tone Icha answered Bu Yanti's phone


" Walaikumsalam ndok, are you busy ndok, I'm sorry my evening phone you "


After a few minutes Bu Yanti had a stale reaction, finally Bu Yanti ventured to ask the thing that stuck in her mind and made the two parents very curious .Bu Yanti also told about the arrival of Edo's parents and told them in detail the conversation that happened to the two families ..


"Owhhhh, about that Ms . Icha does not know ma'am,Maybe Mas Edo realized and admitted that Brilliant was his son after seeing a portrait of Lian that is so similar to him "


"Lha kok Edo can know ndokk",


"Icha don't know buk, it's just speculation, because yesterday Icha's coworkers uploaded Brilliant Portrait on social media "and since that incident Mas Edo immediately changed attitude"


"Feasily changed attitude how ndok?? ,Mother confused " ,


With a somewhat surprised tone Bu Yanti asked for an explanation of the sentence of the child.


Before explaining Icha took nafass in ', in the tone Gentle Icha told all of her to Bu Yanti, Starting from Edo who was trying to contact her ,then came to see him even Edo who prostrated apologized to Icha and asked for a referral back on the grounds of the presence of the child .


"Owhh so dok, replied Bu Yanti briefly


"You who are patient, do not ever leave prayer, ask God for guidance so that your steps are always given ease, Mother and Father always pray for the best for You and Liant"


"Amin, it's Ma'am "


After being satisfied to talk finally Mother and child ended the phone call .


Icha sitting pensively on the edge of the bed, Icha still digest the word said Mr. Irwan and Bu Yeni who just in the storykabn Bu Yanti .


"Why are you now present back in my life that I have determined to close it down into a dark story sheet ?? " changed Icha .


Pain that has been bertubi Natural Icha tubi as if reluctant to bring it up , Although forever the wound will not heal but Icha trying to cover with a heart full of sincerity.During it is also impossible Icha live in trauma and adversity.All that happens in his life has become a provision of God .Regrets and sincere apologies from Edo and Edo's parents will not melt Icha's heartache ,In addition Brilliant presence makes Icha stronger and more willing to face life .


Drttttt drttt .


In the midst of Icha's raging mind, icha is startled by the ringing sound of the device .


At first glance Icha glanced at the device and flashed an incoming message From someone who was accused of being an Icha affair, namely Roni. .


Roni: [Sleeping Cha ]??


Icha : [Not yet, what is ]??


Roni: [Embbb , I'm sorry for the night I interrupted ]


Icha: [yes what is ]


Icha : [Oh Roni, what's the matter don't twist dehh , just say ]


Roni: [Embbbb, if you can know your relationship with your husband how ]


Icha : [Why ]


Roni [i just want to know ]


for a moment, Icha did not race, making Roni's feelings more riled up in the anxiety plate .


Roni: [Kok not answered cha , again sorry if my question makes you uncomfortable , don't hate me for that silly question. You do not need to answer Cha if you are not comfortable and want to not answer him ] with a sad emot Roni again sent a message to Icha through the green application in his dress.


Drttt, drttttt


Roni immediately grabbed the device


[it's okay what is it, you're not wrong don't feel bad, I and my husband have separated and want to divorce , something you want to ask again?? ]


It feels like getting a breath of fresh air Roni smiled Lega, The handsome man of Mongolian blood is like winning the lottery with a fantastic jackpot ..


[Thank you cha , have answered the question that has been stuck in my heart ]


Strange man, muttered Icha while reading Roni's message .


[If no one is asked any more I want to sleep ] replied Icha Brief


[Yes good night Icha ] with the ending of the smile emot makes Icha shudder amused while reading the message .


Roni who had long harbored the same feeling Icha finally dared to ask the thing that he had been quiet .


When he first met at the company , Roni was immediately interested and fell in love with Icha .


Icha women of Javanese blood with Paras ayu , yellow skin langsat and face kalem able to conquer the heart of Roni who is in the slack emptiness.


Roni who just joined the company where Icha works did not dare to ask anything about women who are able to stir up her heart feelings .


Over time their relationship seems familiar, especially when Roni finds out that one division with Icha makes Roni more enthusiastic to work and live life in a very hard region ..


The taste is growing more and more unstoppable , the attitude of the friendly Icha in the same sense Roni ,in fact, almost Roni revealed her feelings until finally Roni's feelings ran aground when she found out the status of Icha who was married .


******


"Sunday tomorrow you go to Cha ,Yukkk road to the beach souu " invite Ms Ana


"Sorry mbakk, tomorrow I want a place Mas Edo, tomorrow it's my turn to meet Mas Edo mbak " .


"Cieeee who wants a honeymoon, very excited "


Deggggggs


Roni's desk next door Icha sontak kagett listen to their chat.


"Mas Edo who is Cha "asked the curious Roni who suddenly replied .


"Yes her husband Icha Lah Roni, yes kalii Icha would like a honeymoon if not her husband "


Ana's explanation seemed to make Roni's heart stop beating.


"Jaaa jaddi you're married Cha "?? Roni asked while being bricklocked .


Icha who was busy doing his job just answered with deheman ..


"You're surprised. Cook don't know your own temen already married ,Suami Icha in Kota 1 he's the same company we are placement in the company Parent ,they rarely meet sometimes 2 weeks sometimes 1 month just meet, you will include new employees so it is natural if you do not know .It's personal, after all ."


Roni who was still in shock just fell silent as if he could not believe Ana's explanation.


Roni's eyes feel dark, his chest tight, his world seems to collapse knowing the fact that the woman who had stopped in his heart was married .The beautiful shadow of the happiness of Roni and Icha at once Sirna , The feeling of sadness, pain and disappointment filled his heart and mind .He did not expect at all , just now the seeds of love growing in bloom now Kandas with bitter reality .


The day of Roni's day that was excited and cheerful turned dark, he looked cold and quiet , ' he said ,it was a form of expression of deep sadness so that with a strong heart Roni had to control his heart from the slump.


Although Already tried hard to dismiss the love that arises as torture, but his feelings of wanting to have and protect Icha are getting stronger, the more powerful,,


"This pain is called Love "Inner Roni every time you see the sweet smile Icha adorning her tiny lips .


Gradually Roni began to be able to control his heart , he tried sincerely and willingly if his idol could not have , it is not a soul mate want how anymore, he said,it was a prayer he always prayed for the Doi.


The feeling that has been as strong as his heart, now he must churn back when he heard the news of the rift of the household Icha , added Icha pregnancy news makes Roni more compassionate and sad to find the loved ones as sincerely must accept the bitter and toughest reality in his life .In the middle of pregnancy, the first child is only the most attention and support needed. Icha who are far from parents must struggle to work hard for fortune .What a strong and strong woman .


Only with a little help and attention can Roni give and hope to ease the suffering of the Doi ,


In addition to Ana, there is Roni who is always on standby to keep Icha and her baby-to-be, not infrequently also Roni offers something, because Roni knows pregnant people must be her mood changes the effects of hormones ,not to mention having to crav with time that cannot be known .


"It's stupid of you Edo, a woman as gentle and as good as Icha you just throw it away,where your conscience that could die wife while pregnant even far from relatives and parents ", Gerutu Roni with restrain emotions .