My Secret Romance's

My Secret Romance's
Episode 48's



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"Rafa???"


Anin was shocked to see Rafa who was now standing before him.


"Follow me!!!"


"Fast you?? Don't want to!!"


"Don't be noisy!!"


Rafa did not care about Anin's nagging. He kept pulling Anin's hand and taking her into his car.


"Raf, sick!! Let go of my hands!!"


"Get in!!"


"No way!!"


Again Rafa did not care about Anin's screams. Rafa pushes Anin into his car.


"www!" anin shouted as her body fell quite hard on the seat of Rafa's car.


Rafa gets into his car and takes Anin away from the mall.


"Hey?? Where are we going??" yelled Anin again but not in the rubric by Rafa.


Anin looked at Rafa with great annoyance. Along the way only his scolding sounded, but Rafa did not care about it.


Rafa takes Anin to an elite apartment area and stops her car there.


"Down!!"


"No way!!"


Rafa gets out of his car and pulls Anin out of the car and takes him inside the apartment.


"Raphya!!!"


Rafa stopped and looked at Anin with emotion. He brought his face closer and looked at Anin with great anger.


"You're out of your mind??"


"Cilaaa??" tanya Anin trembled and stepped back to keep her face away from Rafa. Anin had never seen Rafa that angry. And Anin realized for sure this was all because of him.


Rafa pulled Anin's hand violently, and this time Anin could only follow him. Because Anin doesn't want to make Rafa angry.


"Ah, die me this time!!" he murmured inwardly, and could only resign as Rafa forcefully pulled him over.


After arriving on the 15th floor, Rafa pulls her into a room in the apartment. Anin could only obey and follow Rafa into the inside.


Rafa looked at Anin again, then left Anin who was still standing trembling in the corner of the room.


"He's gonna kill me?? Ah, it's impossible!! But was he so scary?? Ah, no!! No!! He can't kill me here" said Anin, shaking his hand.


"Sit down!!!"


Rafa's voice that had just come out of his room, shocked Anin and instantly limp his legs. Anin complied and sat down to bow her head, not daring to look at Rafa.


Rafa is busy with his cell phone, and does not care about the whereabouts of Anin there. 1 hour passed, until finally Rafa stopped his activities and looked at Anin.


"Is there anything you want to explain now??"


Anin looked at Rafa scared. "Ehm, what explanation?? Hmm, that seems like there is nothing I need to explain," he said stammering with fear. Anin hopes Arum hasn't told Rafa anything. That was why, Anin felt that there was no need to explain anything to Rafa.


"Do I need to tell your mother your lies??"


(Dyaaarr!!)


Anin was shocked to hear Rafa's words. And he realized that Arum must have told Rafa everything.


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The Andara mall.


"Udah, yuk. Let's find a meal first, then go again" Shasa told Erin. They also left the store.


"Tadi Anin said he was at the bookstore" Erin said, pointing to the bookstore that Anin was referring to.


They followed Anin to the bookstore, but they could not find her.


"You didn't hear wrong, did you, Rin??" shasa asked confusedly.


"No, he said he was coming. I called him first, maybe he moved to another bookstore" Erin said, then picked up her phone and called Anin.


5 Outgoing calls and no response from Anin.


"Where is that kid?? No more answers!!!" erin panicked.


"He wasn't kidnapped, was he??" shasa replied no less panicked.


"Husha!! Don't fret! Let's go around first, yuk!" take Erin, then they start driving around the mall.


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The atmosphere of the room was still quiet, and Anin had yet to answer Rafa's question.


Anin was silent and did not respond to Rafa's question. He was also confused where to start. Or rather, actually Anin felt ashamed of Rafa.


"Openya!!" rafa snapped later, as Anin did not comment on the question at all.


This time Anin looked back at Rafa. "What??? If I lied to them, why??? If it's true that I lied to them, why should you yell at me!!"


"Anin!!!"


"What??? Yes you are right!! I lied to them!! But I have a reason why I did that."


"What reason?? The reason that you think that they will be burdened with all the problems that you yourself are responsible for??"


Anin just silently heard Rafa's reply. His tears began to flow down his cheeks. At first he also did not intend to lie to them, because Anin thought that everything would go as he expected and he would live happily. But the truth is not.


Rafa could see the sadness in Anin's eyes. Rafa did not mean to yell at him. It was just an overflow of emotions and part of his yearning for Anin.


"I'm sorry, I."


"No need to apologize to me. I know I was wrong. But, I did everything because I did not want to make my mother, who sincerely took care of me, even already considered me as her biological daughter, grieve. My presence just keeps her worried. I cannot make them happy yet. You think aky's as bad as leaving them and going here??"


"So why don't you try to make them happy by doing their best instead of running away from reality??"


"What can I do?? I don't even have anything to please them. Even my late parents would have been very disappointed with me, for not being able to save all of their possessions."


"Why do you think you can't do anything?? I told you I was gonna help you. But what are you doing?? Are you sincere, your parents' last treasure fell into Hendra's hands??"


Anin shook her head and all she could hear was the sound of her sobbing.


"If you can only escape reality, it's best to go as far as possible until no one will ever find you!!"


"Do you think your mother isn't worried?? Your mother is not a child, which you can lie to, Nin. Every word you give every day, just makes him think more and more are you really happy??"


"Where do you know about that??"


"Why what?? which was?? Oh, yep! Maybe you mean, about the short messages you give every day, but they can't even reach you and hear your voice??"


"What did you ask??"


"Nothing!! And not to me. But to Mark, your mother asked me a lot of questions. He's just trying to think positively, and hope you're really happy."


"My mom's okay, right??"


"I don't know. And why don't you call him and ask him yourself how he's doing??"


"I don't dare!"


"Why?? Shame??"


Anin looked at Rafa, who could guess very clearly the contents of Anin's heart.


"Anin?? They are your family!! Why should you be ashamed of the truth?? Good bad news you brought, they are the best place to go home, and not here!!"


"I'm just afraid they'll be sad."


"And if they're sad, will they scold you??"


"Of course not!!"


"Why are you here now?? Come home with me, tomorrow!!"


"A a what??"


"Come home with me!!"


"What about Arum??"


Rafa looked annoyedly at Anin. "I'll finish it or will you tell Arum yourself??"


"Aa-a-I'm just me!!" said Anin stammered, afraid that Rafa will return emotions.


"Alright, rest here tonight."


"But???"


"Calm down. Don't be afraid. I won't do it until you ask!!"


"So, what the fuck!"


"That's your room, rest. I'll have people bring clothes for you. I'm out for a while, and be aware that you're running away again!!" said Rafa a little threatening, then left Anin alone in the apartment.


Anin entered the room referred to by Rafa, she was breaking down her body that had been so exhausted all day.


He was still thinking, what reason should he tell Arum about his sudden return. Honestly?? Or have to lie again for the common good.


"I can't be honest if I go home with Rafa and I know him. I denied it this afternoon. Ah!!! What should I say to Arum and Bima??"


"And what should I say to them too, if I'm going back tomorrow??" anin said, while seeing that there were so many missed calls from Erin and Shasa.


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