
Something that has happened cannot be repeated. The love that comes with suddenly can treat a deep sense of hatred. There is a sense of regret that cannot be expressed. Doubt, nervousness, confusion and fear start out out of nowhere.
"Nay, are you asleep?" the young master asked a little doubt.
I who lay behind him just quietly did not answer my husband's question. I felt ashamed to show my face as a result of crying. Foolish with questions from him, it's up to him if he gets angry.
"Nay, I know you haven't slept. Can we talk to you for a second?" ask the young master again.
I kept silent no matter what he said.
"Naya, I want to say something," the young master touched my arm about to turn my body to face him.
I brushed my husband's hand violently.
"Next time I talk, I'm going to sleep!" cold spoken.
I was really upset and angry with him. Actually I never asked my husband more let alone his obligations that I admit between us there is still a certain sense of tension considering our arranged marriage.
Meanwhile, Me and the young master only carried out the trust from his father. But love began to grow between us while we were still timid to admit it. Just don't want to lose each other that we can prove.
"All right, I won't interfere. Continue to go back to sleep" said the young master softly but pitched in annoyance.
This time the young master relented. He will not extend the words he hears from Luis. Because indeed the guilty from the beginning was the young master himself.
The young master lay on the bed and turned his back on me as well as me. We slept on each other's backs like hostile people. Yes, we are in a very bad mood.
One week passed, I who now do not talk much as well as my husband who followed the silence, just talk as necessary if there is something important he said such as overtime or coming home from the office.
I also often answer Luis' questions coldly if he comes home. I'm upset with Luis. Because his mouth is uncontrollable and so daring to offend me about personal matters.
At the Haras Company office, Luis suddenly walked into the room of the young master who was busy with some files he was reading.
"Brother, why has brother-in-law been so cute and cold to me lately? He's always been friendly with me, it's weird. Is there a problem with sister-in-law?" luis complained to the young master and asked later.
The young master responded to Luis' remarks then turned to stare at Luis sharply.
"It's all because of you. Because of you, Naya now doesn't talk to me much and she doesn't care about me now, it's all because you've been alluding to the child" the young master said with annoyance.
"Well, that's a woman's code. You should have dong. That's a sign that brother-in-law wants to have a child from you, Brother. Come on, don't shut up. Remove your prestige. Poor sister-in-law, she must have felt that she had failed to become a wife because she did not have children from her husband," said Luis to give input to her brother who is still concerned about his ego.
Luis was very confused to face a young master who was so difficult to persuade. Though what Luis did was solely for the happiness of his brother.
"You know that today Niko is back in Jakarta. In an hour he will come here" Luis said, looking at the watch in his hand.
This time the young master strongly agreed with what Luis said. During these few days the young master was so longed for our togetherness, the laughter and warm hugs that filled us every night.
"I miss you so much, Nay. Ii'm sorry. This time I promise to turn into a good husband for you, I promise Naya!" muttered the young master with himself while remembering my face, his wife.
Meanwhile, Luis who had a myriad of ideas began to rush to do his job. Luis grabs a cell phone in his pocket and calls the number of someone he trusts a lot and he believes the person will help him carry out his mission.
After a long conversation on the phone, Luis smiled happily and hoped that what he did would get a very good and satisfying result.
"Yes, soon ... This time it will work," murmured Luis and whistled while walking while waiting for someone.
At 10:00 in the residence of young master Aras, bi Tias walked quickly to the upper room which was none other than my room with the young master. Bi Tias' irregular breathing and facial features look panicked.
"Non Naya, it's Non, anu .. young master Aras is sick in his office. She wasn't feeling well and then asked Aunt to make food from home. So Non Naya was told to go to the office to bring lunch for the young master, now!" said bi Tias without pause and so anxious.
I was shocked and silent for a moment, I don't know what I'm thinking right now. Between believing and not believing. Only now have I heard that my husband allowed me to get out of this mansion. Then is it possible that my husband has allowed me to go to his office? I think this is a big mistake.
"Non, Non Naya ... It's not okay, is it?" tanya bi Tias repeatedly woke up my daydreams.
"Eh, emm .. My husband is sick, Bi?" I asked to make sure I got back.
"Yes, Non now Auntie prepare the young master's food first, yes. Non Naya change clothes first, after it goes down, the young master's personal driver is waiting in the front yard," said bi Tias reminded.
"All right, I'll be ready soon."
I was confused to have to panic to hear my husband was sick or excited about going to the Haras Company office. But I'm sure with my feelings that my husband is fine. What's the matter, actually? Did something happen?
At 11:30 I could not feel the car that brought me had reached the front office of Haras Company. I miss this place so much, I miss working here again, but it's impossible. I'm definitely not allowed by my husband.
Slowly I went into the lobby and started walking until I realized that all the employees there were respectful to me whether to think of me as a former employee here or to think of me as the wife of young master Aras. I just smiled and nodded at them.
Soon, I was in front of the room of the young master, my own husband. I'm confused and what I should do in front of him later. Do I have to act like I'm worried about her being sick? Aghhh sucks!
I closed my eyes as I took a slow breath and opened the door without knocking. I went in and walked quickly towards my husband's oversized chair without caring for two people other than my husband sitting on the opposite sofa.
"Darling, are you sick? What's sick, huh? Aren't you okay from home? Did you eat or drink wrong? Did you eat something spicy or eat something stale, maybe?" I kept asking as I checked my husband's forehead and hands to see if he was hot or not.
The young master was startled and rounded his eyes in disbelief to see me who was so anxious about him.
Seriate....