
Arjuna quickly hugged Chintania from behind until the woman could not continue her steps. "I'm sorry! Last night I must have been rude and hurt you. I didn't realize I was doing all that. I'm sorry!"arjuna hugged Chintania tightly, putting his chin on his wife's shoulder.
Chintania closed her eyes holding back anger, pain, hate and also love that mingled into one. His pride is hurt when he learns that he is only used as an impingement. She is a beautiful and intelligent woman, many men who want her as a companion for life. But why should he fall in love with a man who only makes it as an impingement?
"Did Mas Juna love me?"chintania asked in a flat voice, slowly opening her eyes.
"Why..why did you suddenly ask that?"tanya Arjuna let go of her embrace and lifted her head from Chintania's shoulders.
"Just answer my question!"chintania said without turning her body.
"I will try" Arjuna said slowly, still behind Chintania.
Chintania turned her body, raising her head to look at Arjuna's soft-looking bead.
"will try? Until when?"chintania asked with a sharp look.
Arjuna was speechless, confused as to what to answer, "Don't promise something that Mas Juna never wanted to do!"Chintania again turned her body and walked out of the room without saying anything more to Arjuna who was still silent.
Chintania went to the hospital to forget about last night. Worked with files from his mother and his college assignments. While Noah today seems very busy with his patients so he did not have time to go to the Chintania room. The woman came home rather late, deliberately to avoid Arjuna.
With a gontai step Chintania went into his room, "Why come home late at night?"ask Arjuna when the time has shown at nine pm and Chintania just came home. Arjuna had contacted Chintania many times but Chintania's number was always out of reach.
Without answering Arjuna's question, Chintania went straight into the bathroom and soaked in the bathtub. Arjuna could only throw a rough breath realizing that his wife was still angry with him. Because Chintania was already half an hour inside the bathroom and had not come out yet, Arjuna also knocked on the bathroom door while calling Chintania.
"It! Nia! Why did you take a long shower? Nia! Nia!"call Arjuna who is worried about his wife.
Soon Chintania came out of the bathroom, passed Arjuna just like that and immediately lay on the bed. Arjuna again sighed then followed Nia who had already laid her back to him.
"Nia, I'm sorry again! I was completely unaware last night of being rude to you, "said Arjuna touching Chintania's arm but was immediately pushed aside by Chintania.
The night was getting late, and Arjuna could not close his eyes. Seeing Chintania who had slept soundly, Arjuna also slowly brought Chintania into his arms, and soon Arjuna fell asleep.
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Days passed, without feeling it had been almost two weeks Chintania silenced Arjuna. Even Chintania did not want to be touched by Arjuna at all. Although every waking moment in the morning, Chintania always found herself in Arjuna's arms, but when Nia realized, Nia immediately broke away from her husband's arms. Arjuna did not stop persuading Chintania, but the woman remained silent frustrating Arjuna.
Today Arjuna came home a little late at night, so he went home, Arjuna immediately cleaned himself. Chintania seems to be asleep. As she climbed into the bed, Chintania suddenly changed her sleeping position to face Arjuna. Accidentally Arjuna saw his favorite object seen peering from behind the kimono sleeping clothes worn by Chintania.
With great difficulty Arjuna swallowed his saliva. Usually Arjuna almost every day asked for his rations, but for almost two weeks, Arjuna did not get his. Never spend the night playing with horses with his wife, even when Arjuna wants to touch his wife was immediately rejected. Every night Arjuna had to wait for his wife to fall asleep in order to bring her into his arms.
With naughty hands Arjuna infiltrated into the clothes sleeping kimono Nia, rubbing, toying and squeezing her favorite object slowly to make Nia unconsciously moan. Feeling increasingly provoked, Arjuna boldly pulled the Chintania kimono strap.
Unable to hold back, Arjuna slowly pushed Chintania's body to his back and immediately overstretched him, then kissed his wife's lips. Chintania was immediately awakened because of Arjuna's desperate action.
"What did Mas Juna do? Unhand me!"peekik Chintania tried to push the body of Arjuna who is currently overstimulating his body.
"Nia, I've been holding him for almost two weeks. I'm so tormented, Nia" said Arjuna with my eyes full of desire.
"Guild. emmp.."Chintania could no longer continue with her words as Arjuna instantly silenced her mouth with Arjuna's. Although Nia continued to struggle, Arjuna continued his action. Arjuna really can no longer resist the desire to channel his passion. Chintania finally let Arjuna do what he wanted.
Chintania turned her face away, unwilling to look at Arjuna again. His heart really hurts, this is what he means to Arjuna, just as a place of impingement. After Arjuna came down from above her body, Chintania immediately pulled the blanket to cover her body and then lay her back to Arjuna.
Arjuna cursed himself for not being able to control his desire not to touch Chintania. In the end, Chintania became even more angry with him.
In the morning, after taking a shower, Chintania put her clothes in her suitcase. Seeing that, Arjuna who just came out of the bathroom was shocked.
"Nia, what are you doing?"asked Arjuna while holding Nia's hand, making Chintania forced to stop his activities. Seeing Chintania packing her things into the suitcase, Arjuna had a bad feeling.
Chintania jerked her hand until it slipped from Arjuna's handle, "I'm going home to mama's. And today, I will file a divorce papers," Chintania said with a flat expression. Arjuna who had been surprised to hear the words Chintania was back to hold Chintania's hand who was about to continue his activities packing his goods.
"Can't! You can't leave! Your house is here! And I will never divorce you!"sentak Arjuna who did not accept the unilateral decision of Chintania.
Don't be selfish, Mom! Don't think only of yourself, and your own happiness. Not only do you want to be happy, I also want to be happy" Chintania said with emotion.
"So you haven't been happy with me all this time?"asked Arjuna staring in disbelief at Chintania.
"No! I'm not happy, because I live with people who never try to love me, let alone really love me" she said.
"What did you say?"tanya Arjuna tried to hide her shock at hearing Chintania's words just now.
"No more pretending, Mom! Because I already know everything. You never tried to love me much less really love me. You accept me as your wife because everything in me is similar to your first wife. Only my face is not similar,"
"I want to be loved by someone with all my strengths and weaknesses. I don't want to live with people who think I'm someone else's shadow. I don't want Mas Juna to make it as a place for Mas Juna's impingement, because I look like Mas Juna's first wife" Chintania said at length.
"What are you talking about?"elak Arjuna's.
"Mas Juna doesn't have to deny it anymore! I've heard everything from Mas Juna's own mouth. And I can't afford a marriage like this. Agree or not, I will still leave this house and file for divorce," Chintania said with tears soaking her face. Chintania released Arjuna's weakened handrails and stepped towards the door.
"Nia, wait, Nia! Think of Grandpa's feelings, Nia! Grandfather will be sad if we separate, "persuade Arjuna while chasing Chintania.
"Why should I think about Grandpa Mas Juna's feelings, if Mas Juna just doesn't want to think about my feelings? I am not the main character in the soap opera who is willing to sacrifice his happiness and willing to suffer for the sake of making others happy. I'm not that nice and naive" Chintania said, leaving the room with nothing but her wallet and phone.
"Nia, we can fix everything, Nia. Please don't go, Nia!"pinta Arjuna continues to pursue Chintania but is completely ignored by Chintania.
...π"There comes a time when we have to sacrifice for others, but there are times when we have to be selfish to get our own happiness."π...
..."Nana October 17th"...
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To be continued