My promise to you Anindya
The Divine
Today I spent my time playing games at Irwan's house until night, to temporarily eliminate the turmoil that I feel at this time.
"Wan, I'll go home first. It's night."
"Okay, be careful on the road.Tomorrow don't come here again. Nusahin aja lu." he said.
"Set has been so sincere?"
"Hahaha chocolates, it's very good now."
"As*, I'm home. Assalamu'alaikum."
"Getishalight."
Skips.
When I got home, I took a shower and went to sleep. Hopefully by sleeping, I can forget this painful feeling.
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"Anin. don't leave me." I said holding both hands.
"Sorry lang, this is our destiny. I have to marry her." slowly she let go of my hand and went with her.
"No..!! Anin did not. "my sobs shed tears of sorrow.
"Annin.......... "
The howling sound****** penetrates the thick and hard walls of the room. Slowly I opened my eyes to see what was in front of me now, tears slowly falling from these eyes. Why should I have such a painful dream. Is this a sign that he and I cannot unite.
Slowly, I lifted this body. I glanced to the left and kenan, sweeping around the messy room. Because last night I didn't tidy up the clothes and books that were strewn across the floor, the wall clock showed at 01:13, apparently still midnight.
With a deep breath, I knew who I could ask for help. I set this foot towards the bathroom for ablution, Stretched the prayer rug and directly facing the Creator of Allah SWT.
I raise these two hands, pleading and asking the Divine, that this sense should depart from my life immediately. To be able to continue the day as before, without burden will hurt a love.
But this feeling of sadness did not fade when I finished praying, what I had to do, so that this feeling disappeared from the heart. Unknowingly these eyes glanced at a book, the book was extremely beautiful, giving off a soothing light. That book is the Holy Quran, I know what I have to do next.
With Bismillah, I opened the Quran with a peaceful heart. Slowly this oral voice issued its voice to the study, the ears heard, and the heart felt.
I overflow all these emotions when I read the holy verses of the Quran.
(This author invites Muslim readers to participate in teaching Q.S Ar-Rahman 1 - 32)
بِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ
اَلرَّحْمٰنُۙ
The Most Merciful,
عَلَّمَ الْقُرْاٰنَۗ'
Who taught the Qur'an.
خَلَقَ الْاِنْسَانَۙ
He created man, and,
عَلَّمَهُ الْبَيَانَ
teaching him to speak.
اَلشَّمْسُ وَالْقَمَرُ بِحُسْبَانٍۙ
The sun and moon are in circulation according to calculations.
وَّالنَّجْمُ وَالشَّجَرُ يَسْجُدَانِ
and the plants and the trees, both bowed down (to Him).
وَالسَّمَاۤءَ رَفَعَهَا وَوَضَعَ الْمِيْزَانَۙ
And the heavens have been lifted up and He has created balance,
اَلَّا تَطْغَوْا فِى الْمِيْزَانِ
so you don't break that balance,
وَاَقِيْمُوا الْوَزْنَ بِالْقِسْطِ وَلَا تُخْسِرُوا الْمِيْزَانَ
and establish the balance justly and do not diminish the balance.
وَالْاَرْضَ وَضَعَهَا لِلْاَنَامِۙ
And the earth has been laid out for His being (His),
فِيْهَا فَاكِهَةٌ وَّالنَّخْلُ ذَاتُ الْاَكْمَامِۖ
in it there are fruits and date trees that have petals,
وَالْحَبُّ ذُو الْعَصْفِ وَالرَّيْحَانُۚ
and the crusted grain and the fragrant flowers smell.
فَبِاَيِّ اٰلَاۤءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبٰنِ
Which favor of your Lord do you deny?
خَلَقَ الْاِنْسَانَ مِنْ صَلْصَالٍ كَالْفَخَّارِ
He created man from dry land like pottery,
وَخَلَقَ الْجَاۤنَّ مِنْ مَّارِجٍ مِّنْ نَّارٍۚ
and He created the jinn from a smokeless flame.
فَبِاَيِّ اٰلَاۤءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبٰنِ
Which favor of your Lord do you deny?
رَبُّ الْمَشْرِقَيْنِ وَرَبُّ الْمَغْرِبَيْنِۚ
The Lord (who preserves) the two east and the Lord (who preserves) the two west.
فَبِاَيِّ اٰلَاۤءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبٰنِ
Which favor of your Lord do you deny?
He let the two seas flow which (later) the two met,
بَيْنَهُمَا بَرْزَخٌ لَّا يَبْغِيٰنِۚ
Between the two there is a limit that is not exceeded by each.
فَبِاَيِّ اٰلَاۤءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبٰنِ
Which favor of your Lord do you deny?
يَخْرُجُ مِنْهُمَا اللُّؤْلُؤُ وَالْمَرْجَانُۚ
Out of the two came pearls and marjans.
فَبِاَيِّ اٰلَاۤءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبٰنِ
Which favor of your Lord do you deny?
وَلَهُ الْجَوَارِ الْمُنْشَاٰتُ فِى الْبَحْرِ كَالْاَعْلَامِۚ
They are ships that sail on the sea like mountains.
فَبِاَيِّ اٰلَاۤءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبٰنِ
Which favor of your Lord do you deny?
كُلُّ مَنْ عَلَيْهَا فَانٍۖ
All that is on earth will perish,
وَّيَبْقٰى وَجْهُ رَبِّكَ ذُو الْجَلٰلِ وَالْاِكْرَامِۚ
But the face of your Lord of greatness and glory remains everlasting.
فَبِاَيِّ اٰلَاۤءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبٰنِ
Which favor of your Lord do you deny?
يَسْـَٔلُهٗ مَنْ فِى السَّمٰوٰتِ وَالْاَرْضِۗ كُلَّ يَوْمٍ هُوَ فِيْ شَأْنٍۚ
What is in the heavens and the earth always asks of Him. Every time He is busy.
فَبِاَيِّ اٰلَاۤءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبٰنِ
Which favor of your Lord do you deny?
سَنَفْرُغُ لَكُمْ اَيُّهَ الثَّقَلٰنِۚ
We will give full attention to you, O (people) and jinn!
فَبِاَيِّ اٰلَاۤءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبٰنِ
Which favor of your Lord do you deny?
Slowly these tears are dripping back from my eyes. Recollecting his gifts, good health, sustenance, and good friends. Slowly this sadness began to fade, as I finished teaching until the last verse of Surah Ar-Rahman.
"Alhamdulillah." I said happily.
I wrote the clock on the wall of the room, it was 4:20. I did not feel like I had three hours more praying tahajud and teaching. Because there was still time, before I saw Adzan Shahun come, I decided to clean the room and make the bed, and prepare a textbook for later School.
"Luckily yesterday there has not been given pr, if there is, will be trouble I finish it."
After finishing tidying up the room, I saw Adzan Shahuh was heard all over the earth. I also rushed to take ablution and pray congregational prayers with family, and did not miss having a break until the sun published its rays.
Today the feeling of my heart has improved, there is no more sadness, ego and bad thoughts that come from the whispers of demons and jinn. As usual today remain chatting with family at breakfast, continued by delivering mala to school.
Skips.
At exactly 06:30, I arrived at the school.roll this eye to the left and to the right while thinking about the motorbike in the school parking lot, to find out who has come.
"These are...!!" yelled someone from afar, when I saw that Irwan was the cat.
"After you scream early in the morning, your throat explodes" I said.
"Bise aje, horse butt. Eh how your heart feels now." she asked.
"Hmm.. kaya is better, no more upset. Plong is what it feels like."
"Well, how could it be?"
"Whoa, there is Allah SWT. where to complain and ask for help" I said while pointing my finger up.
"Oh yeah, forgot me" he said.
"Yo dah yok, enter our class. You still have wan's stock, right?" my many.
"Of course dong, me to your class ya. eat together, plus nyicipin side dish kemes lu."
"Seep..," I said, and we headed straight for class.
But before stepping a few feet, I saw Anin coming with Sandi. And put the bike right next to my bike.
"Udah cuek aja lang, do not think again. If you are still upset, we will go home to play games at the cave house until night. Masakin cave is noodles again." he said calm me down.
"But it must add half-cooked eggs, sausages and crackers." I said
"Iye iye, ntar cave addin chicken K*C lah."
"Weh.a lot of money seems to."
"Santuy, I was giving you more money."
"Eat.." I reply.
Irwan and I headed straight to the classroom quickly, as if not knowing that Anin was behind.
"The reason why yes, I'm so sorry today. Usually greet me with a smile I like." Ann was confused.
(Sometimes even though the friend likes jail, but when we are sad, he will always be at the front to accompany )
