My Prayer From Forbidden Places

My Secret HP Uncovered

My husband was in my contract for 10 days. As long as it's an open war with him I can't avoid. My fury that has mounted can no longer I can bear not to explode.

"Why did you just come, sir?* question me with an angry tone restrained.

Because my daughter is still in my husband's arms. I took over her, then I handed my daughter over to Mama.

"Ma, please have Syafira secured at Mama's house first, yes." I asked Mama. Without saying a word Mama carried Syafira to her house.

" Why did you come, huh?" ask me with a vibrating voice.

I got out of my chair and stood right in front of him.

"I work it up..." Answer my husband.

Not until he continues his reason. My anger, which I had been sniffing for 10 months, could no longer compromise with my ears to hear it.

"Give me my money, sir!" My screams shrieked with an all-powerful anger energy.

"I've been all this time, haven't been able to call you, Mom! I think ..."

I don't want to know any reason.  For me, he had the heart for 10 months to leave me and my daughter with no news.

"Where have you been for 10 months, sir.." asked bertubi.

Suddenly, my right hand that had been flowed with a powerful anger energy from earlier, suddenly reflexed.

"Plaque!"

The slap of my right hand so hard landed on my husband's left cheek. Until he staggered to the right.

He didn't think I'd suddenly slap him. He didn't think I was that brave to drop his marwah as my husband.

He complained while rubbing the leaves of his left ear that was so painful, like there was a siren sound in it.

I don't care about the pain anymore. What is the meaning of the pain, when compared to the pain I left until I was trapped in the Massage.

My husband's carefree foreboding left me after my savings were drained, while my daughter was still suffering from symptoms of brain inflammation, making me darker in the eyes.

"Already, Mom, Already! I'm sorry. Please forgive me, Mom!" He said with a heart while holding my right arm.

I pat her hand. My anger cannot be contained with his apology.

Like a possessed man, I can no longer control myself.

The more my husband clasped my feet together and asked for forgiveness, the more my hands rained down on his head repeatedly.

And when my body felt so tired, my memory disappeared, then I fell unconscious.

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I was lying in my rented room. I started to wake up after 2 hours of unconsciousness. I saw my daughter who was being held by Mama laughing at me. I moved to embrace her.

"here, son. Mama hugged Syafira."

My mother immediately offered my daughter. I hugged him tightly and my tears spilled again

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"Look, sir, this kid! Why did you abandon us, sir!" I screamed with tears.

My daughter was terrified hearing my shrill screams. She was crying hysterically too.

"Already, already, Raisa. Poor son. Don't fight in front of him. Patience, patience, yes Raisa!" Persuade Mama to ease my emotions. Then Mama picked up my daughter to shut up.

My husband just kept quiet.

Actually I can't bear to treat him that way, let alone slap him. Whatever he is my love and his father my daughter. The fear of divorce from her was still very strong in my soul.

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For 10 days it was also my duty to serve him as a wife I could not run. The laughter of my heart is so strong it runs through all my nerves. This soul was already completely insipid to him.

"Mom, can I give you an explanation?" My husband said knit.

I was indifferent, not interested in hearing his explanation.

"It's not my own mother I don't want to call. My contact number, right, is blocked with Mom. Keep changing new numbers ..."

Although my husband's voice was clear, my ears did not listen. I busied myself chat with Sister via WA. My brother asked me to get back to work there. He said, a lot of customers are looking for me.

Seeing that, I became fed up. Immediately I went to leave him to the house of Mama following my daughter who I had previously left there.

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During the day I was always at my mother's house with my daughter. I left my husband alone in the contract. I deliberately did not cook it, wash the clothes, or treat it like my husband.

Sometimes he would go to my sister's workplace. He said he had been working with his brother-in-law again. But I don't care about it anymore.

On the 10th day, there was a big fight between me and him.

My HP which I usually take to Mama's house, forgetfulness in rented without locked the button and lying on the living room table. My husband's messing with everything in it.

Apparently my husband read all the contents of my chat with Brother. And what made him most angry, when he read all the contents of my chat with mas Bram.

　

　

"Oh so, all this time, you worked at the Massage parlor so, huh?"

Like being struck by lightning, I was really shocked to hear it. But I tried as quietly as I could and looked at him without the slightest fear.

"I didn't expect, it turns out that my wife is an*****, unclean woman, you!" He shouted with a loud voice.

Because he knew everything I was keeping secret, things turned upside down by 180 degrees. Now I feel lost in the dark hallway. I can no longer silence his insults.

I was so shocked to see my husband's anger. He was never angry with insults and insults like that..

"Who is this Mas Bram? Your affair, is it?"

I remained silent but kept staring at him sharply.

"How much are you betrayed. What was my fault that you cheated on me? I betrayed your love, didn't I?" Say my husband in a loud voice.

I saw that my husband was about to swing his palm at me. As fast as lightning I got out of the chair.

"If so, what do you want? Come on if you wanna hit me, let's hit, sir!" My daughter without the slightest fear.

My husband didn't look like he could beat me, even though he was so angry with me.

Then he sought the outlet of his anger by slamming his own HP.

"Prand ..."

The HP that my husband slammed scattered on the floor.

Finally ...

Her indignable anger at me made her tears flow down her cheeks.

"If you knew, Mom. I worked hard with Brother-in-law, to collect the savings I had borrowed." Wail my husband while pulling his own hair.

"I didn't think it turned out you were an******* and a cheat."

Although I was disgusted to hear it, but his words cornered me in a dark and stuffy room.

"I'll report your behavior to your mother's father in Bandung. Anyway, they should know about your behavior. Let me not be the one to blame if we get a divorce" threatened my husband while leaving me.

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After my husband left, I immediately entered the room and shed all my tears in the bed.

Loud with the voice of my husband's insults. It felt like coming back to Bandung to take care of my divorce with her.

But my husband's threats to report to my parents left me helpless. I can't imagine what would happen if my parents knew everything. How disappointed and hurt their hearts.

I am really sorry, why did I forget to bring my HP, so that my husband became to know everything.

O Allah, why did the trials of life I experienced come to rest?

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In my other memory room, the Big Brother of the Massage parlour asked me to go to work immediately. He said a lot of customers were looking for me. It was hard to refuse my brother's request. For he has done much for me.

Somehow it's Mas Bram now. For a week he never contacted me again via HP.. Maybe he won't call me anymore, knowing my husband is back.