My Paralyzed Husband's Secret

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Arsen gasped in shock, until he could not avoid, when he got a sudden embrace of Hanum.

Meanwhile, Aozora who was from a distance not far away when she saw the scene, felt claustrophobic, as if a large stone was squeezing her heart.

The woman's eyes immediately glazed over, trying to hold back the crying.

"It looks like Mas Arsen still loves Hanum very much. I'd better get out of here, because I can't guarantee that I'll be strong enough to see their affection" Aozora said as she stood up from where she was sitting.

Then, the woman began to swing her legs, leaving the place.

"Why does it feel so much more painful to see Arsenes being hugged by Hanum than when Dimas betrayed me to Tsania? Does that mean that I'm in love with Mad Arsen?" Aozora was impregnating and without realizing there was a clear liquid dripping down her cheeks.

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"Hanum, get your hands off! I don't want to make my wife misunderstand me" Arsen said, still keeping a cool tone.

"I don't want to! I want to keep hugging you like this, honey. I missed you so much!" Hanum tightened his embrace.

Arsen growled, then using his strength, the man let go of Hanum's hand from his waist violently.

"Stop call me baby, because we've got no relationship any lag!" Arsen began to raise his voice.

"But I still love you, Sen. I regretted deciding on you at that time. I want us to go back to what we used to be, Sen," Hanum's tears begin to seep out soaking her cheeks.

"We, as before what do you mean? Don't you know the reason why we were in a relationship back then? I accept you, because I feel sorry. You kept begging me to give you a chance to make me fall in love with you. But, sorry, your chance is up, because it turns out I still can't love you," Arsen said at length.

Hanum again sobbed, shaking his head, in disbelief.

"7 years, Sen .. 7 years I tried to make you love me. Is everything I do and my loyalty worth nothing to you? So what does it mean to have you treated for the last 1 year? You're so nice and you're starting to pay attention to me,"

Arsen sighed with a single blow, then stuffed his two hands in his pants pocket.

"I know for 6 years you've been trying to make me fall in love with you. You were always nice and gave me attention. So I decided to start learning to love you. That's why for the past year or so, I've been trying to treat you like a lover. But, it turns out that I haven't fully loved you, so I haven't married you yet. And when you asked for a break up, I didn't feel any pain at all, I was relieved not to linger in the falsehood that would hurt you." Arsen explained at length.

"lik! I'm sure you'll love me. You at that time must have been very hurt to not concentrate on carrying a car. Why would you try to do that if it wasn't for a broken heart?" Hanum spoke with great confidence.

Arsen smiled smirk, then shook his head. "Why the hell can you be so naive, Num? You know clearly that the cause of the accident was because my car brakes went blank, not because of a broken heart,"

Hanum shook his head again, with tears rushing out of his eyes. He did not expect that his thoughts all along, who was so sure that he had managed to make Arsen fall in love with him, turned out to be wrong.

"That's because I have no reason to be unkind to you. You're good to me, so there's no way I'm going to get bad. I also do it to help you from the ridicule of your friends who always demean you. So, I pretended in front of them as if I really loved you. You also know that they never put you down again, right?" Arsen paused for a moment to take a pause, as well as to breathe oxygen, to fill his lungs that had begun to lack oxygen.

"Your friends are absolutely sure that I love you very much. Not only are your friends so sure, even my mama, Daren, Niko and my extended family are so sure." Arsen stopped talking for a moment.

"I'm sorry if my confession will hurt you too. But I just want to, you don't expect any more of me. I was in a coma for only 2 weeks, not a month. Two weeks ago I pretended to be in a coma, and told my mom, Daren and Niko, that I would wake up, if you came. Actually it's just my reason, so that reason sounds logical, why should I pretend. At that time I could not accept my condition that was paralyzed and I did not want my mother to ask me to leave the house" continued Arsen, again.

Hanum shook his head again. The truth he just heard was really very painful.

"I really don't believe it, Sen. Your attitude has been fake all along,"

"My behavior is not fake, because I am sincerely kind to you. But I admit that my feelings are fake. And you also know why. Sorry to hurt you. Reality hurts, Num. But it hurts even more if you continue to live in the mind that turns out not to be in accordance with your expectations. Now, I hope you seek your own happiness. Open your heart to another man! I'm saying goodbye!" Arsen turned and walked away.

"Do you love your wife?" Arsen's steps again came to a halt, hearing Hanum's statement.

"Or is your good attitude toward her the same as yours toward me? Because I know clearly that you're hard to fall in love because__"

"You don't need to know how I feel about my wife. But clearly, what I feel for you is very different from what I feel for my wife" Arsen quickly interrupted Hanum's remarks.

Hanum smiled wryly, feeling sorry for himself.

"From your answer, I can already conclude that you've fallen in love with her, Sen. Sad, so me? I've been trying for 7 years to make you fall in love with me, but I can't. While he is still a matter of months, but it can make you fall in love with him. What the hell is on him that isn't on me? Why did you fall in love with her so quickly?"the tears that had dried up had now come back.

Arsen chose not to answer. The man turned around and walked away from Hanum.

The man's eyes suddenly grew bigger, when he did not see Aozora's whereabouts where he asked his wife to wait.

"Sial, where is he? How dare he not wait for me!" arsen with a little run.

Hanum, standing glued still a thousand languages stared at Arsen's departure with a pushy look.

"But, why did her safe password, use something related to me? Doesn't that mean it's because he loves me? but he said he never loved me. What the hell is this? Why the hell, you're always so hard to understand, Arsen?" inner Hanum.

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Arsen, Arsen, there are so many secrets. Dizziness author 😁😁😁