My Paralyzed Husband's Secret

My Paralyzed Husband's Secret
How do you feel about me now?



"Zora are you crying?" arsen asked with a frown, looking at his wife's shoulders descending up from behind.


Zora gasped in surprise and looked back.


"Mas, are you here?" Aozora quickly wiped away her tears. The woman's eyes now look puffy.


"Truly I thought, you were crying. I heard how firmly you were talking on the phone. But, now you look weak?" Aozora gasped in shock at Arsenio's words.


"Then did you hear all my talk on the phone?" Arsenio, nodding her head, assented.


Aozora fell silent and turned back to her husband, staring at the greenery and colored flowers from the balcony of their room.


Meanwhile, Arsen moved his wheelchair by himself, until now he was beside the woman.


"Mas, what do you think I did earlier, cruel?" aozora asked suddenly without looking at Arsen.


Arsen smiled faintly and shook his head. "If you ask what I think, I will answer that what you did was not at all cruel. Because they deserve it." said Arsen, who is the same as Aozora, did not look at the interlocutor.


"But, I did not expect at all, if I could come this far, Mas. I don't know why, I feel like a monster now,"


"Don't you forget who made you a monster? There they are, Zora. There are two types of bad people, some are evil because they are evil, but there are bad people who are created because they are too often colonized. And that's what you are. The evil things you do, happen because of the evil consequences of others to you," said Arsen at length without pause.


Aozora smiled sweetly. His feelings that had been considered bad, immediately evaporated out of nowhere, as soon as he heard the wise words of Arsenio.


"You're right, Mas. They deserve it. My feelings can't waver with pity on them anymore!" Aozora nodded small, full of confidence.


"You from the outside look strong Zora. It turns out, deep inside, you turned out to be quite fragile. I hope you don't show your fragile side, because once you show them, the cunning people around you, will easily take advantage of it" Arsenio continued, after they had been silent for a while.


Aozora was amazed to hear the wise words that came from her husband's mouth. There was no rebuttal from the woman's mouth, for there was nothing to dispute. What her husband said was true.


They both finally returned to silence. Each one is busy with their own thoughts.


Mom, can I get something?" Aozora reopened her voice, breaking the silence that had been created.


Arsenio did not answer. The man turned his head towards Aozora with a frown.


"Can't ya?" at the same time Aozora also turned her head towards Arsen.


"Hmm, can! What do you want to ask?" Arsen turned his gaze back, staring far ahead.


Aozora was silent again. There was doubt in his heart, causing him to worry.


"Why silence?" Arsen's open voice made Aozora slightly squealed, in shock.


"Emm, how is it? I __"


"Ask now, because I don't have much time!" arsen's bossy nature reappeared, making Aozora careless.


"Start again. Busy clothes don't have much time. The impression is that he is very busy, even though at home, just look at the mobile phone screen!" Aozora said that of course she only dared to say in her heart.


"Damn! Why does he know what I'm thinking? Is she a psychic?" aozora whispered to herself.


"Hurry up and say, Zora! What do you want to ask?" arsen's voice this time was full of emphasis, because actually the man was really curious what the woman was about to ask.


"Emm, okay. But, if you don't want to answer it is also okay. No need to answer yes!"


Arsenio again frowned, then shook her head.


"You're the weirdest woman I've ever known. People ask questions, want answers, you don't." he said.


"Who said I don't want answers? It's just, I don't want to force you to answer, if you don't want to give an answer, that's all," Aozora pursed her lips.


Arsenio closed her mouth and exhaled heavily. "You haven't asked, but we've been arguing," Arsen clucked, rubbing his face violently.


"Now, I want you to hear what you want to ask, hurry!" tell Arsen, firmly.


"Emm, I guess__"


"There's nothing later! It should be now, because I don't want my mind to be distracted out of curiosity!" sela Arsen, as soon as she saw Aozora who seemed to be intending to undo her intention to ask.


Aozora bit her lip, again feeling worried. "Aozora's Hunt!" arsen's voice, rising up, made Aozora squeamish in shock.


"Yes. Patience, why the hell?" Aozora pursed her lips. "Truly sucks!" it's in the heart.


Aozora took a deep breath and exhaled back into the air, then turned towards Arsen who was now looking at her with a very sharp look like a dagger.


"Emm, I'd like to ask you, how do you feel about me now?" finally Aozora let out something that stuck in her heart. Because indeed he was very curious, considering the man's attitude which he thought was a little possessive of him.


Arsen flinch, silent a thousand languages. "Why does he have to ask this question anyway? Supposedly, I didn't have to force him to say what he was going to ask, "for the first time Arsen regretted the attitude of the press.


"Mas, why are you quiet? You can't answer yes? If I can't, I don't have a problem, as I said at the beginning. Forgetit! Let's just say, I never asked that question," said Aozora as she bit her lip again.


"Why are you asking like that?" Arsen asked back.


"Emm, there's nothing! I just want to prepare myself. With the answer you gave me, I can put my position where. Because your attitude has been gray all along. You don't like me being so close to Darren or Niko, as if you were jealous. You've always helped me, even though I've been doing it lately. This attitude of yours is really, Ambiguous, Mas." Aozora was silent for a while, to take a pause.


"But, with the weight of you answering, I can already guess your answer. You must have always helped me, just out of pity for my life story. Because there's no way you can be that quick to have feelings for me, because your love is over for Hanum. Aye right?" continued Aozora again, with a smile.


Arsenio was stunned, hearing the words after words that were thrown from Aozora's mouth. I swear by anything, in his heart there was a desire to argue, but his mouth was hard to do.


"Mas, you don't have to think about what I said just now huh! Don't feel burdened. To be honest, I also didn't really expect that you would be able to love me. Because I had also from the beginning intended to fortify myself, so as not to fall on you, because I knew that there was someone who already inhabited your heart. I've mentally prepared myself, in case Hanum comes back later," Aozora reopened her voice, this time with a sincere smile.


"Had spoken? If so, we go down. I'm hungry!" concluded Arsenio while turning the wheelchair, then moved away. He seemed to have deliberately switched the conversation. The man's face also looked irritated. Somehow there was a sense of dislike when he heard Aozora saying that he had fortified himself not to fall in love with her.


Tbc