My Mysterious Senior

THE DARK PAST

the night was so dark without stars, and the rain so heavy mixed with the wind that blew fiercely.

I immediately rushed to make my bed and took my blanket, then I immediately rushed to bed as quickly as possible.

the moment I opened my eyes, I was very surprised by my existence, but, somehow this place is so familiar to me, but, how could I be here, it might just be a dream.

" not to be mistaken, this is my old school place" I said, looking in all directions.

" sheer!".

suddenly someone called out to me, but, for some reason, the voice seemed familiar to my ears.

" sheer!".

it seemed like the sound was coming from the roof of the school, I immediately rushed towards there.

by the time I got to the roof, I was really surprised, I saw a woman who was no stranger to me, suddenly my body shook and could not move, this was impossible!.

" ka, you ", I said with a trembling mouth.

then the woman turned to look at me while shedding tears.

" sherla, why did you kill me?".

said the woman while she was streaming her tears.

" ti, no, no ". I can only cry looking at him, how can this happen again.

then, the woman immediately turned towards the end of the roof.

" he, hey, what are you doing, you can fall down" I said trying to stop the woman.

but when I tried to run, suddenly there was a chain holding both my hands and my feet.

" hey, wait, don't do that again, wait ". I can just cry looking at the woman and try to stop the woman with my words.

then the woman looked up and smiled at me.

" he, stop ". I said in a resigned tone.

then, the woman immediately threw herself down.

" JENNYO!!!".

soon, I woke up from my sleep with sweat all over my body.

then, senior immediately rushed to my room in a state of anxiety.

" hey!, why are you!". said the senior worried about me.

I subconsciously hugged the senior's body, while crying in fear.

" senior, I'm afraid, I'm so scared, hicks ".

I can only cry while hugging the senior's body.

" te, calm yourself down first, you seem to have a bad dream" said the senior while taking off my arms slowly.

" hiks, senior, I'm so scared, I'm so afraid to go back to sleep" I said in a trembling tone.

" already, you calm down firstwell, I'll get you some water".

said senior while leaving me.

I could only hug my pillow and cry in fear.

then, not long after, the senior came with a glass of water in his hand.

" quick, you drink first" said the senior, giving me a glass of water.

ask senior.

" hiks "I still cry in fear.

" yasudah, you calm yourself first ".

said senior while stroking my head.

" hiks, senior, I haven't told you the real reason why I can move here" I said as I hugged my pillow roll.

" you said it, didn't you, if you moved because of your father's job ".

said senior.

" no, that's just another reason to cover up my reality" I said, looking down.

" actually, I moved out of my home not because of my father's work, but because of a tragedy ".

I said with tears that kept on dripping.

" at that time, I was still in eighth grade Junior High, my life there was not so far from my present life, I was just a lonely woman, without having a single friend, she said, until one time someone tried to save me from that solitude, he was very eager to be friends with me, even though I had rejected him a few times, he still insisted on being friends with me, well, he was still adamant about being with me, that person was MERLINA, he was the only one who was the first to be close friends with me, however, he had an abnormality in his eyes that made him unable to see permanently, we still fill each other's shortcomings, Merlina sometimes always invite me to eat together on the roof of the school during break time.However, sometimes I always lose her during break time, but, and always finding her in such a terrible state, when I asked her what made her like this, she just smiled and said she was okay. Back then, she said, I decided to keep an eye on her, and as it turned out, there was someone who was always bullying her, I immediately hugged her and asked her why she didn't tell me the real problem she just said, if the children did not hate me, but hated him who was always close to me, he also said that the children were very envious to see him close to a beautiful girl like me. I could just hug him and say we can get through this.

however, I made a big mistake by saying that to her, I instead told her to stay, not stay away from me until one day, until one day, merlina suddenly called me and invited me to lunch on the rooftop of the school.When I got to the roof, I was shocked to death when I saw the merlinah standing at the end of the school roof, I could only tell her to come down from there in a trembling voice, but, Merlina just turned her head while smiling at me, and said, torment ". suddenly my words were immediately cut off because my tears kept flowing unstoppably.

" what did he say?". asked the senior while trying to calm me down.

" hiks, he said that he was very grateful to be friends with me, hix, and at the same time he immediately dropped down from the top of the building, torch ".

after saying all that, I immediately cried out loud, I really cannot hold back all these tears.

then, senior immediately pulled and hugged my body.

" sometimes, losing someone suddenly, unexpectedly or slowly erodes until there is no part left is very painful.Tomorrow remains a new day, the world is not over yet, the earth will still continue to spin on its axis, and the sun will continue to shine.sherla, do not torture yourself with guilt, do not torture yourself, it will only make you lose more and more all the people who are valuable to you, including yourself ".

said the senior while smiling at me.

I immediately took off my senior embrace and wiped my tears.

" hiks, senior, you're right, merlina would be disappointed if I saw me constantly crying like this" I said, wiping my tears.

" you, it's good that if you're calm, now fast asleep, it's late at night ".

said senior while trying to leave me.

then, I immediately held onto the senior's hand.

" mm, senior do you want to accompany me to sleep here" I said with embarrassment.

" huh, that's right, what if your mother comes later ".

" come on senior, just for tonight ". I said continue to beg senior.

" hmmm, all right, but I sleep on the floor well ".

said senior.

" well ". I said with joy.

we slept together in one room.

" mm, senior, thank you well, it's a good thing you're here ".

" senior?", mmm you've slept well ".

" good night, senior ".

" i am so grateful to know you ".