My Mysterious Senior

A HOLE

" fuuuha ".

finally I was able to reach the top of this high hill, it took a foot as strong as an elephant to climb this hill with my eyes closed.

" we've arrived, doesn't it feel like this trip was like a few seconds ago?".

don't feel it?, you think senior, you didn't know I had to go through two obstacles that always held me back, tiredness and hunger.

" you seem very lethargic, do you not feel this beautiful sight?". said the senior with a smile as he watched me sitting leaning against a rock with a limp body.

" i can't feel anything but tired and hungry" I replied with an annoyed face.

but there is also a point of senior speech, this scene is really very beautiful, different from the hill we climbed before. it felt like I could see the whole world from this direction.

" you were right senior too, seeing this sight made my fatigue disappear, except for hunger ".

then the senior held a carpet that only fit for him, but the senior rolled the carpet to the east, Temat between the forest border of the city.

" senior, you're taking it too far ".

senior just smiled while putting things from his bag, food, warm water and even the camera he had prepared.

" don't you eat?". said the senior when he saw me just gawking at his food.

" a, I didn't bring any supplies" I said as I scratched my head. I didn't know that senior brought me to this place.

" you didn't prepare it?".

" i only brought money, I thought I could buy some food later, but I didn't know that you'd take me up the hill ".

I said with a gloomy face.

senior should have told me earlier, if I knew, no matter how much money I brought would be of no use, which father said was true, not all money could be useful in any given place.

" this "senior gave me her food, when it was her only food.

" ka, did you give it to me?". I said with a feeling of sadness.I did not expect senior would be this good to me.

" not all of them either, I want you to feed me that food, and also for you" said the senior while giving me the spoon.

" me, bribe you?".

" i only have one spoon" said the senior.

it seems that I should not think too positively of anyone, even seniors, but at least I can get enough food to relieve my hunger.

he wants us to share equally, one First bribe for me and a second feed for him, that's what I do over and over again until the food runs out.

to be honest, it would be embarrassing if anyone knew about this, fortunately there was no one here.

" only one more mouthful" I said while showing the rice left one bribe only in the senior stock.

" just for you, I'm already full" replied the senior as he snatched the spoon from me and tried to give me the last mouthful.

" open your mouth" said the senior while trying to give a mouthful of rice.

I immediately swallowed it while taking my eyes off, seeing senior's face made me misbehave.

" how, are you full?".

he just bribed me, this is the first time a man has treated me like this other than my father.

" te, thank you ".

senior only smiled as he stroked my head.His face instantly changed in an instant, he immediately looked towards the sunrise.

true too, senior left behind Both of his parents when he was a child, I can't imagine the loneliness that he experienced, I can't imagine, losing such a precious person in life is a pain that we cannot even get rid of, and seniors take away a great deal of that pain in their hearts.

" you know sherla, when I get up in the morning hungry, I want my mother to come into my room and feed me good food ". said the senior with teary eyes.

my mother always woke me up in the morning and told me to eat, but sometimes I refused and just left.I can't imagine if I was in the senior position, which was filled with loneliness.

" senior, you are a strong person, not necessarily anyone who can be like you, but you are never alone senior, you still have people who love you, grandfather, aida, Sofia, you still have people who love you, and me, we're all your family ".

senior immediately hugged my body tightly, he let out a teardrop from his eyes.This is the first time I can see senior crying. I am so happy that he can share his sadness with me.

" thank you sherla" said the senior, wiping his tears.

" if you're hungry, I'll feed you good food, senior ".

I know why senior took me to this place, this is the place where senior told him, a beautiful place with a dark man's story.

****

it didn't feel like once the day had started, we had to go back to the station before running out of train tickets, after getting off the hill my body felt like it had been hit by a rock, but my feelings are so constantly agitated by this incident.

" if you're sleepy, you can borrow my shoulder" said the senior with a big smile.

" i don't want to bother you, you can also borrow my shoulder" I replied, throwing my face away.

as the train started to run, I challenged myself not to sleep on the way, I hope that senior will be leaning on my shoulder, but I failed exactly a few minutes when the train was running I was already covered first.

****

" hoaamm, we've arrived well?, it looks like I lost again ". I said as I cast my eyes.

" get up the sleepyhead, you can be left here if you don't want to move on" said the senior, patting my cheek.

I don't know why the journey home is so fast, the feeling when we leave so long ago arrived.

" hah, it does not feel like once the day has begun to afternoon, it feels like an hour ago we leave ". I said with a sigh.

" you're right too, but I'm so happy today, it's because of you " said the senior smiling at me.

" i, also want to thank you about the food earlier, I promise to replace it when I leave school tomorrow ".

I'm gonna have mom make me a lot better food and a lot more later.

" i can't wait to try it out" replied the senior with a smile.

soon we finally arrived at my house, but it was a kilometer from the station but it felt so close.

" we have arrived at your house ".

" i, thank you for driving me home" I said with flushed cheeks.

" happyly, I also go first" said the senior as he moved his foot away from me.

" hole!".

" huh?".

" the bigger you make, the more you can take!".

senior only smiled after hearing my reply, he then went to continue his steps away from me.

now that he's you're not lonely anymore,

I will always be next to you senior, to fill the hole in your heart.