My lovely PA (personal assistant)

an honesty

Due to an emergency situation at his company, Christian is forced to return and leave Paris. He always cursed at Daniel who felt ill-treated.

"Christian, they want your presence as the leader of the company. Then I can what? " Daniel's words never hurt, VIP clients are always targeting the satisfaction that can be given by the service provider.

"Well, I'll find the earliest flight. Hold them until I arrive." Christian orders, and Daniel sighs in relief he complies.

One month in his birthplace, Christian fails to convince Alya. He seemed to be getting away from her. Alya spends more time with Theo.

Alya always wore a loose shirt or dress with a jacket and even a hoodie to keep it free to go anywhere. Unfortunately, Alya's movements are read by Grace.

They were visiting Liam's house. Grace catches her sister's mood change, the way she eats and goes to the bathroom afterwards. The body is clearly more contained even though it is covered in a thick hoodie.

"Alya Shamare ! " The scream of Grace astonished his family, besides that there was also Jack Abigail and Zen Samantha.

"Grace, slow down your voice! You're scaring your kids. " Mister Rodrigo commemorates his first daughter.

"Sam, Zen, take Dylan and Yuna to the room." Grace's orders, the two of them nodded then started to leave the living room.

Alya who had been focusing on eating strawberry fruit so shocked herself. He walked up to Grace.

"Why Gracia? You're mad at me for no apparent reason." Like hooked, Alya dared to look at her brother.

"Until when are you going to hide the truth from me? Tell me, who's pregnant with your child? " Loud Grace's voice echoed filling the quiet room.

Clearly Alya was a noxious, she thought she could hold him off before his departure tomorrow. This event is indeed a farewell to Alya and the Grace family.

"Grace, let daddy explain. " Trying to mediate, Mr. Rodrigo voiced out.

"Let him answer the dadd. Alya is not a child anymore. " Down Grace.

"Yes, I'm not Gracia Rodrigo's child. " Alya laughed sarcastically saying her brother's full name. "I don't even have the same last name as my own sister. Am I angry? All this time I was silent, I thought I could ignore it. After the truth about this family, I lost my childhood with daddy. I'm still stuck there Grace! Yeah, correct. Misadventures continue when I get the same fate as you.

I still feel I am not ready to be a mother, when I myself feel a lack of daddy or even mommy affection. They're just focusing on you, watching you so you don't get hurt. And it makes the wound in my heart even bigger Grace.

You're great, wanting a child even without marriage I admit it. But you and I are different, Grace.

I don't know if I was born in a marriage or not."

Shouted Alya evaporating her emotions.

Plaque,,,

A slap landed on Alya's cheek. Not Grace, but Patricia her own mother.

"Stop whining Alya! I didn't raise you to be wild like this. " Even Patricia was pointing at Alya's face.

Grace was sitting limp on the sofa after hearing her sister's honesty. The sister he thought was okay all along. Crying, Grace feels like she failed to be a sister to Alya. He even rested before Alya, clasping his cold hands. Either because of holding back anger and nervousness or Alya is not okay.

"I'm sorry Al, please don't hate me. " Graceful voice made Alya's position more cornered.

"Even if I can and I want to, I wish I could hate you. The truth is I can't Grace, look! Mommy's even like your real mother. He defended you from me. So please, just think of her as your mother, stop calling her aunt! She's not your servant Grace."

This time Patricia froze, she did not expect Alya to understand the feeling that he had buried deep. Without saying anything, it turns out Alya knows the thing that always stuck in her mother's heart.

"Alya, relax! Think of the baby in your womb." Mr. Rodrigo embraces Alya's shoulders, worried that Alya's mentality will be shaken.

"I'm sorry daddy, forgive your sister and mommy. We all love you Al. Don't think you're alone in this world. Leave that bottomless hole, we'll always be by your side." Alya sobbed quietly in Rodrigo's arms. Grace stood up, following her into the arms of her sister and father.

"I love you Al, you're part of my life. You can be mad at anyone as you please when you need to. Don't let it be a disease." Rubbing Alya's head gently, Grace tried to guide her.

"I'm sorry dad, Grace, I've been wrong all this time. I should have let out my heart." Alya realized, all just because of his inability to express feelings. Since a long time they care about Alya just Alya as if in blind envy to her own brother.

"Argh,, "The moaning sounds so heartbreaking, Alya moaned in excruciating pain. This time he was sure it was not just ordinary cramping.

"You why Al? Patricia. "Mommy, it hurts a lot." Alya even held her father's hand firmly.

"Would take Alya to the hospital, I'm afraid something's going on in her womb." Suggestions Abigail who was holding her daughter.

"Yes, we're leaving now. Please tell the driver to get the car ready." Rodrigo's orders call for Grace's help. Grace rushes out of the house, but her husband has just come home from work with a man.

"What's the matter Grace? Why are you panicking so much?" Liam held back Grace.

"Alya hubby, she needs to be taken to the hospital right now." Hurriedly explained, Grace's breath was even breathless.

"Alya, "His cry panicked when he saw Alya being carried by her father.

"Uncle, Al why? " Sanya couldn't wait to see Grace breaking out in cold sweat holding back the pain by holding onto her stomach.

"Laters Christian, "Desiring to waste time, Rodrigo continued to walk towards the ready car.

Christian's steps are stopped when his hand is choked by Patricia.

"He's just a stomach ache, Christian I heard from Theo you have to get to London. Why is it here? " Even though Christian realized Pat's aunt was trying to hold him back, Christian remained patient and answered him.

"Auntie, I just want to say goodbye. And discuss our work in London, but it looks like Alya can't be back anytime soon." Christian answered with his own face.

Grace, who is not taking Alya, does not know that her mother is hiding Alya's pregnancy from her child's father. Consider the arrival of Christian a natural thing.

"Oh yeah, Christian didn't Alya have time to stay at your place? Do you have any idea who Alya's been close to all this time?" Every call with Alya Grace often asks her, but Alya always says not close to any man.

"We're so close, Grace, what's wrong? "

Plaque,,,

"Grace... " Patricia was shocked.

Instead of answering, Grace slapped Christian. Christian really doesn't understand why Grace did that to him.

"So you're the one who impregnated my brother Chris? Mom why are you quiet, don't tell me you're hiding it from this guy?" Seeing the silence of Patricia Grace seemed to realize her carelessness. Maybe Alya has his own reasons for keeping it a secret from Christian.

Without saying anything, Christian hurried to leave Rodrigo's residence. He got back in the car to catch up with Alya. The sentence Alya got pregnant still ringing clearly in her ears.

Driving the car like a racer, Christian hopes Alya and his future son are okay. "Why do you have me Al why? " Out of times Christian hit the wheel, he rubbed his face violently.

***Alya's Pov***

"I don't know, that loss will hurt this much.

Regret always comes last. If only I could turn back the clock I would never call it a mistake.

No, she's the most beautiful thing I've ever had. I quickly accepted and loved her.

Now I have been abandoned by him, and my heart is broken.

Forgive mommy, may you be the flower of heaven there. Mommy love you so much, baby. "

Hearing Adrian's explanation was like my world was destroyed. Because of my high blood pressure I had bleeding. Losing my son, it was harder than letting Christian go with another woman.

"Alya, you have to be strong, baby. " Sayup-sayup heard the sound of daddy whispering an encouraging sentence. My eyes were too hard to wake up, possibly the effects of anesthesia during the curette treatment.

Before losing consciousness I saw clearly the doctor Adrian holding the little creature very carefully. Yes, during the trip to the hospital I had severe bleeding.

"Daddy, "My whisper was very slow, but I felt as strong as I could call him. The old man drew closer to my face. "Yes baby, do you need anything?" He asked attentively. Things I rarely see before becoming pregnant with her future grandchildren.

"I want to drink, "Fuck, my throat is so dry. And I need to take a sip of water even if it's just a little. Where is mommy at a time like this? I was embarrassed to ask daddy's attention.

"Slowly drink Al." Daddy and brother-in-law helped me to suck the water in the glass with a pipette.

"Rest Al, we'll take care of you." Without judging, sister-in-law uttered such a warm speech. I may have ignored his presence all this time. Liam is an attentive older brother. He always sends me an allowance of how many thousands of dollars during his stay in London.

Brake,,,

I had not yet closed my eyes to go back to sleep, someone opened the door of the room very roughly.

"Alya! Explain to me all this! How dare you lie to me, and you even let my son go! " He shouted without thinking about my feelings which were also shattered at this moment. I'll let him vent his anger.

"Christian relax! Alya has not fully recovered." Seen brother-in-law pushing Christian's chest out. He didn't want Christian to go crazy in front of me.

"Liam, your sister is outrageous. He even intended to separate us just because of his selfishness. Are you satisfied now Al? You're the worst I've ever met." Christian's meaning I accept, his words are not entirely wrong. But the one thing I didn't accept, she thought I was deliberately letting her go.

"Christian, "I finally couldn't stand it, I forced myself to sit down even though my core was still sore and sore.

"I'm sorry, I can't take good care of her." As hard as I can withstand these tears, unfortunately they just get away with it. After saying that sentence my throat seemed to be choked.

"Sorry you won't give it back Al. I give up on you. " Absolutely Christian did not care how sick my body and heart were, he just left after being content to blame me.

"Christian, "Daddy tried to explain everything, I immediately held my first love's arm.

"Let her daddy, Christian has every right to be angry and hate me." But in contrast to daddy, sister-in-law actually chased after him.

Pov...

Liam forcibly pulled Christian's shoulder, after he turned around Liam directly punched him in the face. Unsatisfied, Liam once again punches Christian in the stomach.

"Don't just put your feelings on Chris. Alya was just as beaten up as you are. She repeatedly asked her baby to stay during the trip. Think about his mental state too! You're just adding to Alya's burden." Satisfied with scolding Christian, Liam returns to Alya's room.

Wiping the blood on the corner of his lips, Christian leaves the hospital to catch his flight. For him it's all over. Christian will stop expecting Alya again. His feelings evaporate with the departure of their prospective children.

In her room, Alya was crying in silence. He asks for time to be alone, Rodrigo and Liam waiting outside while waiting for Patricia's arrival.

"You leave when I need you. Maybe this is my karma Christian. I'm sorry." Inner Alya raging felt lost Christian figure.