My lovely PA (personal assistant)

it's hurt

The night wind was so cold it pierced the skin. There is nothing you need but warmth. Fear still haunts someone who has been trembling since arriving home. The house that always gives him peace is also a sense of security. Not wanting to go anywhere, it is better here with his protector who is already a part of him.

Alya, the girl who just turned eighteen in the morning will hug her knees on the bed. What if Christian was late to help her?

Alya can't just remember it.

"Calm Al, don't think about it. You better get some rest. " Sitting on the edge of the bed, Christian accompanies Alya to ease her fears.

"I don't know Christian, if my nature could be harmful. I was confused as to why I was like this. " Alya leaned over her head trying to hold back her cries.

"You can tell me everything, Al. You said I should know all about you. " Even though Christian knows maybe now is not the right time to urge Alya to open up.

Silent,,,

Only the night wind was clearly heard in the ears. For a few moments no one spoke. Alya was still loyal to her silence. He thought, stringing words so that Christian could easily understand each of his words.

"I don't know if I was born on legal or religious marriage paper. For thirteen years I thought daddy was dead, or maybe separated from mommy.

My silence doesn't mean I don't want to know.

The curiosity I buried deep when I saw mommy work hard to raise me.

Until when we got someone, who turned out to be my older sister.

The day she gave birth to my niece we heard the shocking thing that I was Mr. Rodrigo's second child."

Alya linked her hands together, remembering that she was so closed and traumatized.

"He's been alienating me all along Chris. If only I could, I'd hate daddy. But he was a good father who always protected his family. " Alya's body shook violently, the first time she cried in front of someone.

Unable to hear the story of the pill, Christian shifted closer to grab Alya. Keep him in the arms.

"Don't continue if you can't afford Al. Now I understand everything." Christian's whisper was so gentle and soothing Alya's feelings.

"I don't even have time to grieve and get angry accepting this fact. After we got together, the priority was still the same, Gracia. But I'll never be able to hate them." Breaking his arms, Christian creates a distance between those who are now sitting facing each other.

Christian's hands tidied Alya's hair blocking her red face as she cried.

"As a form of your anger, you fortified Al. Trapped in deep wounds. You sacrificed yourself.

You should vent your frustration, your disappointment so that you can make peace with the situation. "

Alya looked at Christian clingy, besides being handsome and good turned out he was very reliable in terms of calming.

"You're right, but I still don't want to have a bond with anyone Chris. Seeing how Gracia had trouble just because of love, I was sick of watching her suffer. " No, Alya doesn't hate Grace. It's just that the events that his brother experienced were also felt by Alya.

Christian's breath was heard, maybe it was not yet time he convinced Alya in his condition like this.

"Sleep Al, we'll continue this after you calm down. " Will get out of bed, Alya held Christian's arm and looked at him full of cravings.

"I'm not afraid of anything even though it's daddy. If you're in doubt, then there's no reason I'm close to you, Chris. You know very well, daddy must always be watching me." Again Alya wants Christian to touch her, giving Alya his first experience.

"Al, I just want you to get the best out of me. Let's get married, you can still do anything afterwards. I won't restrain you. " Just like Alya, Christian also has his own reasons why he insists on getting married before having sex with women.

"Alright, "Alya let go of his grasp, "you have a stand and so do I. I'm not gonna force you anymore Christian." Lirih Alya lowered her head.

"You've disappointed me alya so much. " Christian said in a low tone but pierced Alya's heart. He went out and left Alya alone.

Christian drove his car very fast somewhere. He was upset and angry right now at Alya. The stupid girl he's hard to conquer. Hitting the steering wheel, Christian tries to reduce his anger.

"You don't understand Al, this is all I'm doing for you. I give my World To you, but you Abandon me. " It took Christian fifteen minutes to arrive in front of London's most famous nightclub. He threw the key at the parking attendant.

Sitting in front of the bar, Christian ordered a one-bottle drink and downed it. Tonight he needs to vent his frustration. Several entertainers and high-class visitors tried to seduce Christian. Groping parts of his body, giving him a sensual touch but Christian's mind was filled with Alya's shadow.

"Schris." Daniel stands next to Christian, he beckons the two sexy women beside Christian to leave. They passed by with a furious feeling of not being able to tempt the VIP guests

"Niel, tell Ms. Aline that I Christian will accept the match." Heavy drunk, Christian who was half conscious of the mess said his decision.

"You're drunk Chris, I'll take you back to the hotel. " Daniel's pain in filling Christian's body, he was so screwed when he lost consciousness.

"Niel I want to go home where Alya is. I love Daniel so much." Racau Christian when he was already sitting next to the wheel.

"Dam... " Pumpat Daniel threw a fist into the air to see the taxi that Christian was riding away.

Daniel tries to contact Alya, but he forgets that they have never exchanged mobile numbers with each other. Inevitably he must catch up with Christian so that nothing happens.

In her room, Alya was already asleep probably due to being too shocked and tired. Heavy rain began to drench the streets as lightning roared. Finally the bodyguard who was always watching Alya had to return to the house he rented. It's been a while since he's been watching, and it looks like Christian won't be coming back.

Getting out of the cab, Christian is drenched in the rain towards the top floor. He sees Alya's room light is off, but because he knows his passcode Christian still wants to go inside. The rush of rain made Christian a little more aware of the appeal earlier.

Despite the wind and dizziness, Christian continued to walk down the corridor. He smiled at the door where Alya was inside.

"Alya, " Lirih Christian, he stood by the bed watching the face of Peaceful Alya.

Christian pov

To hell with a bond, which I definitely want Alya to be mine completely. Let me open the old wounds by obeying his wishes. Satan has succeeded in mastering my desires, I take off all my clothes and crush Alya's tiny body.

"Alya, let's make love... " Whisper me to him. Suddenly Alya woke up and immediately looked at me sharply.

"Christian realize, let go of me! " He's trying to get out of my cage, obviously Alya will lose because I'm stronger than him.

Those beautiful eyes, those blushing cheeks, and those sweet little lips. I brutally devoured her, no matter how Alya's hand hit my chest.

Srak,,,, uh,,,

The pajamas with buttons in front of me were forcefully torn, presenting two twin mountains that were very fitting in my grasp. Apparently Alya has a habit of sleeping without wearing a braa.

"Christian please, don't do this. " Why did he ban me? Hasn't Alya wanted it all this time? Then where is my mistake so that he even cries.

I squid his neck niche then sucked the mound in front of my eyes. Ah, enjoying. Alya stiffened as I played both of them simultaneously.

Pov End's

A dark cold night, Christian gives a lot of marks to the ownership in Alya's body while incising his biggest wound. Alya was crying in silence feeling crushed by him. Sick, disappointed and sorry. If Alya didn't know Christian, maybe everything would be fine.

"Christian, it's hurt... " Rintihan and sobs Alya as if inaudible to Christian's ears that continue to pump his body.

"Feel Al, isn't this what you asked of me? You will be mine completely. " On the sidelines sigh Christian blames Alya's desire to continue to provoke him.

"Argh, "And Christian found his peak. He collapsed on Alya's innocent body. While he was still wearing his work shirt.

Cup,,, uh,,,

A kiss on Alya Christian's forehead. However it would never erase Alya's heartache.

Daniel, just being able to stand at the door. No matter how much he helps, all decisions are in the hands of Christian and Alya. He stopped saving Alya and chose to let Christian vent his frustration.

***

After sputtering Alya, Christian who had woken up first now came out of the bathroom. Acting as if nothing had happened, he went to the kitchen to make Alya breakfast before leaving for the office.

Not much, just omelets and toast with Alya's favorite strawberry jam. Also a cup of black coffee, the woman never liked suusuu in the morning.

Christian was going to go straight away, but checking Alya's situation for a while didn't hurt.

"Sweet dream Al, " Christian said in the doorway, he let Alya rest on appeal to wake her up.

Christian got out of the luxury building, Daniel was already sitting at the wheel. It turned out that the narrow-eyed man was staying there.

"We're going to the office. " Christian's orders. Daniel immediately gasped, fortunately he had been awake since thirty minutes ago.

On the way the two are silent, Daniel believes something happened between them last night. While Christian is beset with many thoughts, what if Mr Rodrigo finds out and separates them instead? Not to mention her matchmaking with Sera. Is it necessary for Christian to tell Aline's mother everything?

"Lusa lord Oliver and Theo will fly to London. " At last Daniel opened his voice, he needed to remind Christian again that his sister might still have feelings for Alya.

Christian is upset, it turns out Alya has a lot of fans around him.

"You take care of them, Niel, I'm dizzy." The rest of the influence and power drained by the struggle last night Christian chose to sleep for a while. He closed his eyes and leaned. Breakfast was deliberately missed so that he could leave before Alya woke up.

Daniel glanced briefly at the side then shook his head weakly.