My Lovely Driver's

14

Nata felt his head was still dizzy until he was unable to see clearly who the man in front was. For a moment he found himself in a car, then closed back all the way.

The vehicle has now slowly stopped moving. The sound of the door opening, the daylight bursting into where Nata was still tired of opening his eyes. The woman felt her body lift up.

He remembered, he had felt something similar in a semi-conscious state. Was he dreaming this time? Is it the same guy's hand again?

Nata tried to open his eyes as hard as possible.

"Radith?"

Nata was shocked to death to find himself in both hands of the man. Seeing Radit carrying him, his body reflexes jumped.

"God.."

Nata fell to the floor, rubbed his waist and grimaced in pain. Looking around to the front there were some people dressed in green uniforms with a cross-shaped red coloured emblem on their back wall. Radit took her to a clinic.

"the nata? You okay?"

Radit gawked, not believing the woman who had fainted now even had the power to jump.

Some of the nurses could not help but laugh, then tried to help Nata stand up. Radit immediately registers while a nurse helps Nata who is tired of walking due to the fall pain earlier. They went to the doctor's office, and another nurse greeted Nata with a blood pressure device.

"Why this patient?"

Sapa a fat man sat behind a table, questioning his last patient.

"So he fainted, Doc. In the car I thought I was conscious, then I saw fainting again. This can suddenly even koprol" Radit confused do not know how to explain without making a smile.

Nata who was aware of being a laughing object even began to pursed his lips to look at Radit, with a face that did not accept.

Previously Radit was confused to take Nata where. After palpating the woman's pulse, Radit's instinct inexplicably said this was just fainting from exhaustion. No need to go far to the hospital for this case, he thought.

Until it looks like a white building with the words Main Medika clinic. The man immediately turned the car back on a health facility that looked just inaugurated a few days. A flower board was still standing there, and there didn't seem to be so many patients inside.

The doctor does a little examination with a little question and answer about what was done last time, last meal, quality of sleep, etc.

"It's just a bit of a burden on the mind, a little soy sauce, and a lack of sleep. Let's not say he was collaborating again, intro the same chrouss fainted, then the rest a little sleep. Hence the bonus surprise can jump up to slip.." licked the Doctor.

The middle-aged man threw a smile towards Nata who was now made to be misbehaved. What the doctor said seemed to be true, not least about sleeping in the car. This woman's sleep taste is above average. He was amazed to be able to withstand staying up last night, it was an incredible achievement. Although it must be paid with a momentary fainting scene.

"God willing, there is no problem, but the tension is a little low. If you want to fall here briefly, maybe still dizzy. Because it looks like his waist is still sick" the doctor wrote the name of the drugs on a piece of prescription paper.

Nata has a history of myalgia. With a fall like that, he had to lie down at least half an hour to make his waist more comfortable.

"Still Doc" Radit and Nata compact.

"Oijah. You can buy something sweet at Cafee ahead, to speed up the blood sugar level. I have to go back to the hospital"

The Doctor said goodbye, and passed away leaving them. Just both.

The clinic is in the form of a four-door shophouse that has been transformed into a treatment clinic that is far from a medical impression.

Entering the clinic grounds, visitors are greeted by a Healthy Cafee that juts forward. While the inside of the clinic, on the ground floor impressed spacious with a few pillars without a lot of wall dividers.

There are only emergency action rooms and three medical consultation rooms. 

The walls are painted in pastel green combined with some wallpaper lilies, making the atmosphere feel comfortable. 

Equipped with a variety of live plants in every corner of the room and the aroma of fragrant space that smells of flora. Sometimes patients forget that this is a kind of hospital.

"It's Hapey"

Radit placed Nata's belongings on the bed, near his owner's hand.

"Can't it be like you?"

Actually he wondered why Radit could follow him to the park. The creature was suddenly his savior angel today.

"Seven hours ago your mother came to the hospital. Don't know you're out. A panicked mother said that her daughter was not used to going out without an intermin. What else is raining and you don't bring HP. Your mother's panic was transmitted to my mother."

"So this is the will of the two mothers?" 

"Three are the same.. Oia, I'm gonna get you a drink for a second"

Radit left the room in a hurry.

Nata pulls her HP, searches incoming calls, incoming messages. No Lukman's name on any logs.

"It sucks!"

Nata throws his HP back. I want to cry about the ridiculousness he did this morning. Without enough rest, without bathing, without HP, without money, he was desperate to park for a miserable end. Instead of meeting Lukman, he instead found Radit.

And now see no notification, reply, let alone apology in any form. So complete is the reason he to feel worthy to cry over Lukman's behavior.

Nata hurriedly closed his eyes when he saw Radit back, trying to press back the liquid in his eyes so as not to spill.

The man brought a cup of warm sweet tea, fruits, and some sweet crackers in his hand.

"Wake up! Eaten, if we are full and eat new we go home. I've been reporting on a short break" 

Radit chose to sleep on the bed next to Nata. There were only two beds in that room. I saw tired faces on both of them.

"Sorry, it's been a hassle"

Nata was actually aware, the man who was folding his hands on his forehead was very tired. Radit turned his body sideways, facing the bed where Nata was. Then nod while displaying a smile that indicates that 'its okay'.

Nata turned his gaze instead, afraid that the arrow of the eye hit his heart. He got up to sit down to finish some food. Then lie back, pain on his waist makes him uncomfortable when sitting for long.

"So you went to the park to see Lukman?"

Radit could not stem his curiosity when Nata mentioned the name before fainting. 

"So, I didn't see anyone there"

"You don't mean to see Lukman? He's not coming?"

"Udah, don't discuss it. What matters is that I didn't meet anyone. The important thing is that you meet me. So I can survive. Alhamdulillah"

"Okay, if you don't want to tell me no problem. What matters is that you're okay" Radit looked back at the ceiling. Pauses take their time a while.

"Don't want a story, just not important to be told.. Uh, I haven't paid your money yet, I've added the bill"

Nata tries to shift the topic.

"Geez, that money too"

"If so, but I feel very lucky to be able to use it to be used by others. That's why it has to be replaced"

"I rarely can give alms directly to people in need, usually during this time to Baitul Mal, or Social Institutions. But I was in the same ojekin as a single parent. Kasian very, he was carrying his child who is still a toddler lo.

I love all your money earlier. If you see immediately twinkle happiness from the person we help, the sensation is different huh?"

Given the look of the woman he helped earlier, Nata began to forget his disappointment about the drama today.

"Yes. Very different emang. Double happy"

"But strangely enough, ordinary people are exhausted there is luck or a miracle that comes to him after that. I'm just raining, blacking out anyway"

Nata began to laugh at his fate. Followed by Radit who continued his wave.

"Nata, would you like to hear my story about alms too?"

Nata changed his sleeping position sideways, then nodded confidently. Radit did the same thing until the two of them clashed.

The bed was two meters away. But somehow as if only a short distance away.

"I've always believed in the miracle of alms. Because every almsgiving, there is only goodness or ease of everything after. In an unexpected way.

Starting from getting the project, finding lost items, recovering from illness, until Sadiqa I got after almsgiving.

At that time I sent several employees, and apparently one of them was his guardian Sadiqa, he was already orphaned at that time. After that it seems like all the way to be facilitated for me to mate with women as good as him. Though previously had refused because of my palyboy footprint in the past.. You know, he was devastated, and I felt like I had this world all in it.. "

Nata found Radit's countenance often dim when he mentioned his late wife's name. 

But imagining the playboy imprint on Radit's face, Nata is in real trouble. The man was very good all this time, even barely ever talked to any beautiful woman while in Jakarta.

"Then?" Nata wants to hear the continuation of Radit's story.

"Then when no offspring was given, I also gave alms again, endearing one of the relatives. Thank God for two years of marriage, Sadiqa was pregnant. I have always used alms as a tool to seduce God.

Then when our son was born lifeless... I'm really heartbroken. And Sadiqa is in a coma! Complete already.

When he was in the ICCU I gave away so much money, almost touching billions. Wishing my wife safety, however. 

Then there came the wife whom I loved so much that God took her back.."

This time Radit could not hide any more sadness, there was a clear speck that he was pressing while closing his eyes. Nata could do nothing, not a touch to calm the poor man before him. Nata could not do it again on the basis of Syara' which little by little began to understand.

"Patiently yes.. Are we not going to live forever in this world? At least in the life after this, there are already two angels that God is preparing for you. Well, I don't have anyone waiting there yet.."

Nata pulled the width of her lip line, hoping to cheer up the atmosphere.

"Thank Nata.. But, I learned a lot from the way God rejected my appeal at that time.."  Radit began to be able to continue the story when it was able to neutralize the mood.

"What's that?"

"First, alms is not just about seducing God..

I remember reading about math. Where there are the calculations, if you are so lucky, the results are as follows. Anyway it's definitely profitable many times, in the world.

Many people who share the experience that they can reply many times after giving alms. There is nothing wrong actually, because it can motivate others to join in charity.

What is wrong, if we make alms similar to a monopoly, which must be able to profit in the world. Being a slave who went bankrupt because of the profit from alms, not obtained. As I have experienced.

And speaking God's words, not in the world. The real reply is in the afterlife, in the world it's just a little bonus"

Radit's explanation made Nata aware of the misfortune that befell him today. 

"The second wisdom..

After the departure of Sadiqa and our son, I learned a lot about sincerity. Although not easy, it takes a number of years.

All this time I measured unfortunately God from the good circumstances that I got.

Life with treasure, brilliant career, healthy body, beautiful wife. God is very dear to this one servant, until all the happiness of life is loved by Him.

Then when Sadiqa Allah took back,

how is it that God is unfortunately? If God loves, why would He take what I love so much.

Then awake.

If true enjoyment of life is a sign of God's pity. So, the Prophet Muhammad was not actually given all the favors that we see the sign of God's love, the favors as I mentioned earlier.

Prophet Muhammad, had no treasure, his beloved wife died while preaching. His many children all died, God left only one.

He is the most beloved of all the creatures of God in the heavens and the earth. In fact, only 'pain' has to go through.

Love is acceptance.

Loving God means accepting whatever His terms, good Qadha and bad Qadha. Everything comes from God. And the Creator must know what is best for His creation. Maybe this test is to erase the sins of the past. Or to replace it with something better.." 

Radit began to smile again, comforting himself with all the confidence he had about sincerity. He seemed to close his eyes after telling a story; either drowsiness, or just trying to hide the taste.

While Nata was invited to think by Radit's sentence. All this time only pleasure that he obtained, and it turns out he was stuck in the same mindset with Radit before. That the favors of life sign of unfortunately God.

To forget, whether it be rich or poor, beautiful or ugly, healthy or sick; it all comes down to the love of God. 

Nata stared at Radit's face a little longer. Even though he was closing his eyes, but could not hide the reassuring aura of the man. Radit was completely asleep from not sleeping all night. 

Setika Nata remembered having enjoyed a similar scene before; accompanying a man lying nearby, sending his eyes until they closed slowly, with an inexplicable heart.

"Hi, I know you're watching me"

Nata was startled, the figure he was looking at now opened his eyes and cornered him with that sentence. Nata feels like someone who is caught stealing. Trying to cover the change in the hue of his face, by changing his sleeping position.

"I'm just afraid you're fainting, too, but fatigue is really you.." 

Nata's self-defense reminds him of Salisa's drowning incident last night, and his stupor today, is the cause; until Radit must be very tired today. 

"Nata's.."

"Yes?"

"Have you ever been heartbroken?"

Nata is confused to answer what, when divorced with Dion he felt only relieved. But when losing track of Lukman, is it worth saying heartbreak?

"It seems like" Nata replied as if he could not believe he could be heartbroken. Then turned to Radit, guessing the direction of the next question.

"about.. Will me and you-we-will-be able to, heal each other's heartbreak?"