
"Cassey, I'm here. You're not alone, if you want to tell me everything I'll help you." Cassey's sobbing is heard, and Cassey doesn't say anything.
"You just need to tell me Cas" Zack muttered over Cassey's head, actually Cassey heard it.
But Cassey still continued to cry with her trembling body in Zack's arms, Zack's gaze staring forward. Zack was unable to see Cassey who was currently at his breaking point. Zack tightened his embrace on Cassey, patting her shoulder. I hope Cassey gets better soon,
"I'm a killer" Zack's body stiffened at the sound of it, even though it was just a soft whisper like an obscure mutter from Cassey.
Because when I said it, Cassey's face was still hidden in Zack's field chest. Especially with his quiet atmosphere, Zack can hear Cassey's words well.
"I'm Zack's killer! i'm killer!" Zack cupped both of Cassey's faces, keeping Cassey's hidden face away from the chest of his field. Staring into his face, Cassey tried to figure out what Cassey was saying.
"I'm listening, you can blow it all away. I'll help you out of all your nightmares, Cassey, you're not alone." Cassey's eyeballs were agitated, his sobs had not stopped.
"You can trust me Cass," Cassey looked at Zack, not a single lie implied by Zack's facial features and pupils.
Cassey closed his eyes, took a deep breath and then slowly threw it away. Cassey did so until his psychic sense was slightly stable, at least Cassey could speak clearly without disturbing his stuffing.
"When my uncle died, my aunt vented her anger at me. He blames my uncle's death for me, and so does Matt. Which Matt didn't like me from the beginning. A few times when my uncle was alive, Matt used to verbally abuse me. But after uncle's death, Matt started to physically harass me. I could always fight him, and even Matt almost raped me a few times. And I managed to get away from him. Until one morning, when the aunt went out of town. Matt re-launched his plan to rape me. And auntie found out, she was getting angry knowing that Matt and I were in a situation that Matt was supporting my body. Matt blames me, says I teased him." Cassey took a deep breath, wringing her painful throbbing chest at the glint of the bad things that had always haunted her.
Zack looked at Cassey pityfully, pulling Cassey in his arms back. He patted Cassey's back to calm her down. Cassey hugged Zack back no less tightly, leaning his cheek on the chest of his field Zack that felt comfortable.
"My mother pulled my hair, dragged me out of my room with a torn shirt partly because of Matt who tore it up. My aunt still didn't stop dragging me to the yard" Cassey screeched, hiding her face behind Zack's chest. Really, that flash made Cassey sicker, really,
"My aunt beat me with a block of wood in the yard, she kept beating me" Cassey's throat choked, as if Cassey could still feel how painful the punch was right now.
"When I came to, I was in a strange place, not a hospital, but I was in a dark room, narrow and stuffy with my head covered in bandages and an infusion hose stuck in my left hand." Zack flinched, reflexively stroking Cassey's head. And true, just a few centi above the nape of Cassey, Zack can feel the scars of a very long operation. It's almost as wide as Zack's palm, though,
Cassey's body stiffened to feel the scar touched by Zack, but Cassey regained his composure again because instead of Zack away and looked at him disgusted by the wound like Cassey's shadow. But Zack rubbed the scar carefully, as if. If Zack presses it a little, the stitches will come back agape.
"No matter how bad the past is, I won't leave you Cass." Cassey opened both of her own eyes that she had closed. Looked into Zack's eyes, though,
"Believe me, I really won't leave you alone Cassey. You have me, "Cassey's eyes are watering again without Cassey preventing it, Cassey's down. Breaking eye contact with Zack,
"I broke Zack, more broken than you thought." said Cassey in a voice of her voice holding back a cry, Zack again cupped his hands together on Cassey's face. Raised Cassey's face to look at him.
"No creature is perfect Cass, neither am I." Cassey was still unwilling to return Zack's gaze, as Cassey was convinced. When he saw Zack's sore face, Cassey's tears would break even more.
"I don't know how long I've been in that room, because no light comes in at all. There are only dim lights, but I'm sure for quite a while. Because for a long time an old man delivered food and replaced my intravenous fluids.
Until one morning after my condition improved enough, I was dragged by two men with large bodies. They put me in a big room, where I was almost raped by an old man who said he had bought me from my aunt. I was so grateful that suddenly a woman who I thought was his wife came in, was angry at the old man.
Until a few days I was still in the brackets in the big room, the old man did not appear again. During that time I devised many plans to escape, for I was sure the old man would definitely return." Cassey took a deep breath, though,
"Until he actually came, I did all the plans I had. I'm so grateful that he underestimated me, because when he came into the room he was just not in control at all. I pretended to follow all her will and when she was off guard. I hit him on the head with a sleeping light, I ran out of the room. I didn't know the ins and outs of the house at all, until I got lost in the kitchen. The old man managed to catch up to me, I who was cornered in the kitchen could only pick up items near me. It felt like I had no brain and heart at the time, I was just moving based on instinct to escape and escape from the old man who said he had bought me. When he was about to catch me, a-I." Cassey's voice choked, Cassey's breath hunting as he recalled what happened next. As if fear had come back to haunt Cassey, Zack pulled Cassey into his arms. Gave a soothing elusan to Cassey's head,
"A-I stabbed his right eye with the chopsticks I was holding." Zack's body froze, somehow the shadow of Cassey pierced the lecherous old man's eyes made Zack horrified,
"I'm Zack's killer, I'm the killer." Casssey's cries broke but this time it sounded more heartbreaking than ever, as if waking up from the daydream. Zack pulled Cassey's body closer and closer, hugging Cassey tightly as if telling Cassey through the hug. Even after Zack finds out about it, Zack will still be next to Cassey, helping Cassey escape his nightmares, and will not leave Cassey behind.