My Lovely Bastard's

Tremors

\=Sorry new bgt up, sbnernya already written on Friday yesterday. trs want me up saturday afternoon.but on Saturday morning hp I even keceplung aer, swim him. 😭 and sepet die gk bs live, tpgratutnya bs live again stelah in benerin. because dear bgt kl ampe gk bs hdup lg. all the story kesimpen on the phone. sorry bgt ya wait a long time. happy reading\=

The commotion behind made Zack turn his head, and somehow Zack felt stuck.

"Uncle, I'm leaving for a while" said Zack quickly, without waiting for an answer from Uncle Phillip Zack stepping hastily towards the crowd. Bad prejudice further gnawed at Zack when he saw the crowd right in front of the woman's toilet door.

The crowd split open, revealing a woman Zack knew well in a man's arms. Immediately Zack ran, following the man who was holding Cassey who looked unconscious in the man's arms.

"Bring it to my car, she's with me." The man nodded, running after Zack who ran towards his car. Zack opens the back door of his car, taking Cassey from the man's arms.

"Thank you for taking him," Zack said before closing the door in a hurry, but Zack was grateful. This time he took the driver to the party,

"Go straight to the apartment," after saying that, the car drove fast. Zack picks up the phone in his suit pocket, contacting the only person who used to handle Cassey.

'Yes Za-'

"Cassey fainted!" cut off Zack quickly, who managed to get a reply to the swearing-in from across the phone.

'Shit! Aren't you in New York? Allan has also returned to Paris.'

Zack lowered his head, staring worriedly at Cassey who was still closing his eyes with a pale face. Even Cassey's body temperature was very hot, hearing Leon's words even more confused Zack.

'I have no other solution, sending the medicine this time will not be enough!' exclaim Leon no less frustrated with Zack, Zack,

'Handen as much as you can Zack, I've been completely dead-end.'

Zack immediately closed his phone, dialed Uncle Albert's number.

"Uncle, find the best psychologist in New York. Send it to my apartment in New York. Soon," said Zack quickly who immediately get a response that makes Zack a little relieved.

"Thank you Uncle," Zack disconnected the phone, put the phone back in his pocket.

Zack picked up a few sheets of tissue at the wheel, draining the sweat on Cassey's face, which still looked pale but continued to sweat coldly.

***

Zack leaned against the wall behind him, cupping his hands together. But his gaze continued to look at the doctor who was examining Cassey who was still unconscious since an hour ago,

"Mrs. Maxwell can talk outside?" Zack straightened his body, nodding in agreement. Out of his apartment room to the middle room which was immediately followed by the male doctor,

"Thank you" Zack nodded back.

"Honestly the examination is not good, I also had time to read his medical history Mrs. Heaton was sent by Mr. Albert. And honestly I was very surprised if Mrs.Heaton always given a sedative with a high dose of it. Maybe for a while, just a few times won't matter. But if prolonged, Mrs.Heaton's brain can be damaged. Maybe it was very good, Mrs.Heaton could immediately forget his trauma." Zack looked at the doctor with a hard-to-understand look, honestly Zack felt increasingly dizzy hearing what he had just heard.

"Then how? He's had various therapies a few years ago, but none of them have been successful." Yes, Zack knows all the various therapies that are taken while in the mental hospital. Even Leon said there was no change,

"In fact, the best thing to overcome trauma is to face it. Mrs.Heaton had to tell her the trauma that haunted her the most for it, because on her patient data. Until now he was still silent about the thing that made him tremor," Zack fell silent, feeling increasingly confused about what he should do. Should he be scraping through Cassey's trauma that would make Cassey even more painful?

"Maybe it will be very painful, but if it does not force him to tell a story. Wouldn't Mrs.Heaton live in the shadow of his nightmare?" the doctor said as if he knew what Zack was thinking.

"I will not give medicine, because it is only a sedative medicine for a moment. It'll be better, when he wakes up. He is still under the influence of his tremors, at that time you have to ask him. That's all I can suggest, it all depends on you."

***

Zack looked at Cassey, who was still watching his eyes, as Zack dried up the cold sweat that kept coming out of his forehead.

The doctor's words kept ringing in Zack's head. Zack is still hesitant to do so, but if not right now Zack will have to wait again until Cassey is at its lowest. Because from the doctor's explanation, Cassey is more likely when he is not fully aware. So that Zack will know what traumatized him, and as much as possible Zack will accompany Cassey to face his trauma.

Zack snorted, as he felt a pair of arms embracing his stomach very tightly. Zack lowered his head, only to realize that Cassey had regained consciousness.

Sobs began to be heard, although his voice was not clear because Cassey had her head in Zack's stomach. Muffling her crying voice, hiding her tormented face.

Zack tilted his body to face Cassey, draping his body with Cassey's cold body. Zack returned Cassey's tight hug, continuing to pat Cassey on the shoulder.

Zack was eager to ask, but somehow Zack's voice felt just stuck in the throat. Even though Zack can't see Cassey's scared face.

But Zack could feel how scared Cassey was from his body which continued to vibrate violently, his body temperature was still very cold even though Cassey had been covered in a thick bed cover and in Zack's embrace. And do not forget also the sound of sobbing Cassey's heartbreaking, very heartbreaking to anyone who listens to him.

Zack wants to lift that weight, all the weight that makes Cassey this crumbling. Seeing the current state of Cassey actually hit Zack to the bottom of his heart. Zack again blames his past bad deeds.

Zack felt, all the bad things that Cassey was carrying right now because of him. It was he who put Cassey down, he who made Cassey destroyed again. It was him who made Cassey have to leave New York. Himself,

"He's coming again" Zack awakens from his daydream, staring down. Cassey was still in the same position as earlier, but Zack heard Cassey speak.

"He came again, he wanted to destroy me, he wanted to repay me, they came back. They came back." after saying that Cassey's cry immediately broke out violently, making Zack tighten his embrace even more. Catching Cassey to stop Cassey's body shaking violently, provides calmness from the fear that is haunting Cassey.