MY LOVE LIFE

episode 14

the doctor came to check on me after the doctor finished looking for Ming-zi I don't know what I originally thought to take care of my hospital fees but I didn't think that wasn't the doctor's point talking about my illness to Ming-zi and it turns out that I have the same disease as the one that attacked my father and my brother, I never thought that I would have this disease, she said, how prepared I am to lose both parents from childhood to lose a brother I so dearly cherish a life that was ruined a dark life over the last few years and a disease I hate most that strikes my brother, but for me this is not a bad ending this time I will not lose the people I love anymore but I who leave them it is not too bad.

I was still in the hospital doing nothing I kept smiling and laughing and ignoring the disease as if nothing had happened but deep inside I was really depressed and suffering. Ming-zi comes every night to accompany me until I fall asleep and tonight she also comes by chance tonight is a night of the full moon, a bright night illuminated with moonlight "are you feeling good?"

"yes. I feel very good today..."

"good then"

"oh yeah.my time in this world is not much anymore.. "

"... so I want to use this opportunity to go somewhere I want to go with you before I actually leave this world.. "

"Great Natalia Hero! stop talking senseless!"

"why are you angry. lt doesn't make sense and it's also a reality. oh well about the last request I guess when you will grant it don't forget the sooner the better... because I don't have much time left... "

"SILENCE!!!!" he shut my mouth tightly I was surprised and looked at him with wonder what he was doing "you will not die... " I was really surprised to hear what he said I was happy that he was not willing if I left him but I was also sad because it was so difficult to "listen to me... I will do everything I can to cure your illness, I will seek out the greatest doctors from all corners of the world and you will not die I will cure you in any way... " he stopped talking and bowed his head I don't know what to do he wanted to try to cure me by all means not if the doctor had told him it was very unlikely to heal "... so stop talking like you're going to die, you're not going to die I'm sure to find a solution to your illness and don't give up on living so that what I'm doing isn't in vain, you want to go where you say it but don't say again that you have very little time in this world" I really don't understand I know that this disease is very difficult to cure but knowing that he will try and do anything without thinking about the risks to cure me I started to believe that I believe that he is I can heal me I have the clover of my life again and this time I want to live for her, I cried she looked at me and hugged me this warm and cozy embrace and the reflection of the full moonlight coming through the window.I really hope to heal and live with her.