my love is a lie

Drafts

the day Marcell's funeral has arrived Tiara also Nana came to join the funeral process.not to forget he also sprinkled flowers on top of Marcell's funeral

"good road Brother Marcell may be given the most beautiful place in the side of God. I will never be able to forget you. You are the best man I have ever known" Tiara said while holding Marcell's headstone

after Tiara's funeral, Nana returns to Bu Selly's house

🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

Raka asks Mang Ujang for help to go down to the back garden because he wants to talk to Tiara.

Tiara arrived at the park and sat down on a park bench next to Raka who was sitting in a wheelchair

"what did he say he wanted to talk to me?"

"Because I want to apologize to you"

"didn't I forgive you for assuming it's the past"

"May I know why you left?"

"what's important to you if you know?"

"How come I really want to know Tia?"

"because your heart has only one name at that time and there is not one name in your heart mas"

"sorry, I'm Tiara, I was wrong but why don't you want to survive that time?"

"sorry, at that time, not that I did not want to survive, but you forced me to give up, for me to love is to let go, also be happy to see the person we love happy and the one who gives happiness is someone else.love should not have, love should not be forced because everything that is lived with compulsion the end result will not be good"

"i'm really sorry Tia"

"regret is there after we receive something that is not in accordance with what we want, I hope you can take the wisdom of all this"

"iya Tiara, all this sets an example for the future and I am a foolish man who has wasted such a good woman as you. Is there no love in your heart for me ?"

"yes Marcell my college friend"

"sister Marcell once gave his love for even proposed to me at that time before Marcell's brother died in a plane crash but it can't erase your name in this heart. I loved you from a long time ago when I was young, I love you in silence and I always say your name in every prayer in the third of the night after my prayer so that you become my soul mate but destiny turns out to say something else to "

"but we can still refer to Tia"

"yes I know it's mas "

"so will you refer to me?"

"sorry mas I don't know, honestly I still love you but I'm also afraid to return to you. I'm afraid if hurt back mas "

"i promise I will not wish for your love I will try to make you happy. Please accept my intention if not for me at least for our mother and son Tiara. please accept it"

"give me some time to answer, let me involve God in my decision with this prayer of Istikharah and may God give our best for our relationship"

"iya Tiara I will wait until you give me an answer but may I ask one request?"

"what"

"i want you to accompany me on my treatment in Japan"

"why so?"

"i want to touch your belly every day Tiara. I want to always be close to my son and the first time I see it later only your face is also the mama I want to see first, can you grant this request?"

"well, I don't mind because you also have a right to a baby who is now in my womb"

"thank you Tiara"

"don't thank me, this is my form of affection for my mother, I also want you to be like you used to be so excited to live life"

"again thank you and I will be eager to heal and pursue your love again Tiara "