my love is a lie
Chapter 11_disappointment
Ms.Selly chatted with ustadzah in the living room suddenly her phone rang immediately Ms. Selly picked up the phone and how surprised she was after getting word from there
"basic children do not know themselves, it could be that he married without my blessing"
"patience Selly, Istighfar do not emotion" said ustadzah advising
"how emotional Aisyah is, the only child I married without my consent and do you know that she married a real woman"
"Selly everyone has a chance to change and who knows thanks to your son he gets guidance"
"hopefully Ai, honestly I feel like I failed in educating my son and I also can't realize my late husband's last will"
"patient Cells, all have been arranged with God we just run. remain patient and reliable"
"yes Ai, thank you for listening to my story."
"same to sell, kayak ma anyone from the first Kakata brother”
”iya although there is no blood relation at all but you and your family are so good more than your own relatives who have blood relations "
the two women were equally smiling.they were close since Junior High and continue until now even they used to want to betroth their children but dear God willed otherwise because all the children of Aisha were men
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after finishing from the market Tiara returned to the cubicle to clean the body and rest.
arriving at Tiara's room found Ms.Selly crying. Tiara hurriedly opened the door and went straight to Ms.Selly
"mama why are you crying, what's the problem?the same story Tiara" he said while sitting near Bu.selly and stroking the back of bu.selly
"nothing, mama just remembered the deceased papa nak.mama really misses papa"
"patience ma, papa is happy there. mama do not be sad later there papa also sad.how about we pray Dhuha after that we pray papa ma"
”ya already let's take wudhu ma"
"alright" answered the mother as she got out of bed
”may you not be more hurt Tia if you hear Raka is married again, and may you soon be happy even though it is not with your mother's child, Allah is happy Tiara has had enough she suffered since childhood, and may you be happy,let her get the best of you, Amen."prayer Ms. Selly in heart
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at night the atmosphere arrived at the cottage so reconciled the heart especially with the chanting of the holy verses of the Qur'an adds to the tranquility of the soul.
Tiara sat in the corner of the mosque he continued to recite to Allah SWT and multiply sholawat.
his heart had started to feel calmness and spaciousness, the problems faced seemed easier.
Tiara was now sincere in her way of life, she surrendered to God
because he knows that a creature cannot be far from the creator
Tiara also learned to love God earnestly, she learned to unite God with anything.
from this pesantren Tiara got a lot of knowledge from ustadz, ustadzah and santriwati.
Tiara tried to deepen the meaning of the Quran and he would make the Qur'an and Sunnah his life guide
he wanted to be much better at being His servant.
”And He found you as a confused person and then He gave us a hint"QS.Ad_Dhuha verse 7
this letter added confidence in Tiara's heart that there would be clues for her
